Teaser for chapter 12 of All Alone

“I got off the phone to mum about half an hour ago. She was furious when she heard that Carmen set Edward’s mother up as your ob – gyn. After I got off the phone with her she rang aunt Carmen and really and truly tore her to pieces. Im surprised that you didn’t hear it all with the amount of yelling that Carmen was doing. It was when mum said that her and dad are going to move out here so that they can keep a closer eye on us she calmed down. She told her that there was no need and that she would change you ob - gyn.”

Alice took a deep breath before continuing.

“Bells, I’m really worried. I don’t know what is going on with Carmen and why she is so against my parents coming here and you been in their care but I promise you that I will find out,” Alice told me with a worried look in her eyes. 

All Alone chapter 11

BPOV

"Bella, wake up! The captain has switched on the ‘fasten your seatbelt’ sigh," Alice whispered.

I slowly opened my eyes and yawned. I hadn’t meant to doze off. The last thing I remembered was getting comfortable in my seat and closing my eyes when we had been in the air for about twenty minutes.

Once Alice told me that we are landing, I was suddenly wide awake. I fastened my seatbelt and waited for the plane to land.

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Thirty-five minutes later we were waiting at luggage claim in LAX for our bags. Suddenly I heard a squeal coming from behind us.

"Ali sweetie, you have come at last."

I turned around to see a woman in her late thirties or early forties, wearing a mini skirt, and a top at least two sizes too small.

"Hi Aunt Carmen," Alice said softly, as she fell into her embrace.

"How is my sweet and wonderful niece?" she cooed.

After hugging Alice for about five minutes she turned to me, and looked me up and down.

"You must be Isabella? Look at you, you’re such a sweet young thing. It is lovely to meet you. I just wish that it was under better circumstances, but don't worry we will take good care of you and your little one," she said all in one breath, while stroking my stomach.

I instantly felt uncomfortable with this kind of affection. Thank goodness Alice picked up on it.

"Okay Aunt Carmen, we are both tired, so please lead the way, “she said.

We started make our way out of the airport, but when we were approaching the exit Alice shot off and ran like a bat out of hell and threw her arms around some guy. He was good looking, tall and slim, with black hair and grey eyes. He looked to be in his early forties.

"Uncle Eleazar, I can't believe that we are here. I have missed you so much," she squealed.

He pulled out of the embrace, laughing heartily.

"Alice, Alice, you never change. You’re still a ball of energy," he laughed, whilst twirling her around.

He pulled back and then looked at me.

"Let me guess! You’re Isabella," he stated.

"Just Bella," I smiled. He took my hand to shake it but at the last second he decided against it and pulled me in for a hug instead. He stepped back when he was finished.

"I'm Eleazar, but you can call me Uncle Eleazer, as from now on you’re family," he smiled.

I smiled back, liking him more and more. I wondered how a guy like him could be married to a woman like Carmen. I took an instant liking to him, but Carmen made me feel very uncomfortable, as she kept looking me up and down.

Give her a break Bella. You only just met her and she is giving you a roof over your head. She can't be all bad, I thought to myself.

Eleazer finally decided to break the silence.

"Okay everyone, let’s get into the car so that we can go home before anyone gets any older," he joked.

We walked to the car park and got into a Toyota RAV4 EV and drove towards Beverly Hills. It was about 2.45 am, so it was no wonder that my eyes started dropping. I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I knew I was shaken awake by Carmen.

"Isabella? Wake up, we're here!" she said in a demanding tone.

I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the place that Alice and I would be calling home for at least the next year and a half.

It was a single-story French contemporary, with a shared driveway. Inside were marble and hardwood floors, high ceilings and French doors. I couldn't believe that this was the place that I would be staying. It was the kind of place that movie stars lived in. Suddenly it hit me like a bolt out of the blue and I got very afraid. What if Edward lived in a place like this? The only thing that I knew was that he lives in LA. He could be the next door neighbour for all I knew. I was shaking as I got out of the car, thinking that there where spies all around the place waiting to report back to Edward.

Once I was out of the car I tripped on the marble driveway and blackness took over.

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I felt like I was in a daze and the voices that I could hear sounded like they were coming from a badly tuned radio. I heard Alice, but couldn’t understand what she was saying.

"Not a good idea.....You don't know what you have done.....She is going to run.....Get her out of here....She can't know that she is here."

Then I could hear Carmen's voice.

"She is the best....Isabella should be grateful...If she is not happy."

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around me. I was in a big cream room with a king size bed and pine furniture. Sitting on the bed next to me was Alice, and her aunt and uncle were standing at the end of the bed. I looked towards Alice.

"What happened?" I croaked.

Alice looked at me and gave me a sad smile.

“You fell out of the car and knocked yourself unconscious," she said.

Carmen came towards the bed.

"Isabella, I have the ob-gyn here. She is a good friend of mine and she is the best that there is. Would it be okay if she took a look at you, to make sure that you and the baby are okay?"

I looked at Alice and noticed that she had gotten very pale. She looked like she was going to be sick at any moment. I didn’t understand what the problem was. It was only the ob-gyn.

"Sure, I have no problem with that," I said weakly.

Carmen went to get her, while Alice took hold of my hand and looked me in the eyes.

"Bells, I honestly don't think that you will want this person to be your ob-gyn. Please let us get you someone else," she begged.

"What is the problem Ali?" I asked feeling confused.

Alice took a deep breath before answering me.

"Bells, the ob-gyn that my aunt Carmen called is............"

She didn’t get chance to finish, as we heard a gasp coming from the door way. I looked over at the woman that stood there frozen on the spot.

Edward's mother! 

I laid my head back in panic.

"OMG, OMG, OH MY GOD!" I chanted. Alice looked from me to Edward’s mom, with a scared look on her face. Dr Masen finally shook herself out of her daze and came over to me.

"Bella, you need to calm down. It is not good for you or the baby to get yourself worked up," she cooed.

I looked over at her and knew that in just a few hours my time in LA would be over, and that Edward would know where I was. That thought alone sent me into another panic. Dr Masen whispered something to Alice and Alice held my hand and started stroking the back of it with her thumb.

"It's going to be okay, it’s going to be okay," she whispered soothingly.

I finally calmed down so the Dr Masen could exam me.

After giving me an examination and checking for the baby’s heartbeat with her stethoscope, she finished up and put her things away. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 7am. Apart from my nap on the plane, Alice and I have been awake for twenty four hours straight.

Elizabeth Masen looked at me with motherly concern.

"Bella everything looks to be alright, but I need you to come in for an ultrasound as soon as possible," she said calmly.

I nodded at her and she turned to go. I knew that I couldn’t let her leave like this.

"STOP!"

She froze and turned around. < here you have her going but then talking to Bella about due dates and appointments – this doesn’t really make sense to me, so I’d consider editing it!!

"Dr Masen, as my doctor I’m asking you not to tell your son where I am, but as his mother I understand if you can't keep this from him. However, if you do tell him I will have no choice but to disappear again. I won't be forced into having an abortion, not by him, not by anyone," I cried.

A flash of sadness came over her face but it was gone as fast as it appeared. She came over to me and took both of my hands into hers.

"Bella, as your doctor I can't tell Edward anything without your consent. Please understand though that he does have a good heart. He's just not thinking straight and he truly believes that he is acting in your best interests. But I know that he will hurt if you do have an abortion and as his mother I have to tell you that Edward isn’t what you think he is. It is not my place to tell you but I need you to realise that he has gone through a lot in his short life. I promise I won’t tell him where you are, but I ask you as his mother and grandmother to your baby that you go to him when you believe that the time is right."

I smiled at her and told her what she wanted to hear.

"I will, I promise."

She nodded as she took out her organiser.

"I need to know what the date of your last period was?" she asked while going through her organiser.

"Erm, it was the 7th of November, only 12 or 13 days before the premiere of Bite." I told her.

She looked up at me and smiled.

"I know only too well the date you met my son in Seattle Bella," she laughed.

She continued to go through her organiser.

"I’d estimate that you are around 12 weeks 3 days pregnant. I know that you are only just getting settled in but I would like to do an ultrasound as soon as possible. Today is Tuesday so would it be possible to come to Westside Pregnancy Clinic on Friday at 2pm, so that we can get everything done then?"

I told her yes and she made a note of the appointment.

"Bella I want to talk to you, not as your doctor, but as the grandmother of this baby. I was wondering if I could tell my husband and maybe even Emmett where you are?" she asked nervously.

I suddenly felt another panic attack coming on. Before I knew it Alice was next to me with her arms around me. She looked at Elizabeth with fury flashing in her eyes.

"YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME. HOW COULD YOU ASK HER THAT? WE JUST MOVED AWAY FROM HOME SO THAT YOUR BASTARD OF A SON CAN'T FIND HER AND YOU ASK HER PERMISSION TO TELL HIS FATHER AND BROTHER WHERE SHE IS? IF YOU TOLD THEM, THEN WE MAY AS WELL PUT A SIGN ON THE HOUSE SAYING EDWARD MOTHERFUCKING MASEN YOU WILL FIND ISABELLA SWAN HERE," she Yelled.

Elizabeth looked shocked at the way Alice yelled at her but nodded anyway.

"I'm sorry, I didn’t think. Of course I won't tell them but Bella, please think about letting me be a part of my grandbaby's life. He or she will be so loved by us and our family," she begged with tears in her eyes.

Alice was still trying to comfort me as well as trying to calm herself down.

"I think you should leave, Bella and I have been awake for over twenty four hours and really need to get some sleep. We will see you Friday," she snapped and turned away from her to show her that she was done here.

She continued to cuddle into me while I cried into her shoulder. I could barely hear Elizabeth Masen leaving the room. I felt like I couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer, so I closed them and fell into a deep dreamless sleep.

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I slowly opened my eyes, yawned and looked around the big bright room, forgetting for a second where I was. Then I remembered I was in LA. I then suddenly remembered seeing Elizabeth Masen and that she was now my ob-gyn. I jumped out of bed so quickly that my head started to spin. I got a little dizzy so I sat down again. After a few minutes I got up again, only slower this time. I didn’t know what to do or where I should go. The only place I had seen was the inside of this bedroom. I didn’t even know where Alice’s room was. Then I got the sudden idea to ring her cell because I really and truly didn’t want to go looking in every bedroom for her. Just as I was about to ring her, my cell beeped with a new message.

Are you awake yet? –A

I smiled to myself thinking that she always knows the best time to ring or text.

Yeah, just woke up. Can you come to my room? -B

B right there. – A

I laughed as I put my cell down on the bedside locker, and went to have a look in my suitcase to find something decent to wear. Fresh as a daisy the little pixie came charging into the room.

“Stop what you are doing right now,” she commanded putting her hands up.

I froze where I stood, while she went over to my suitcase and went through the clothes that she packed for me.

“Why don’t you go and have a nice hot shower and I will find you something to wear,” she said, not even bothering to look up from the clothes that she was scattering on my bed.

I went into the bathroom without a second thought. I knew that when Alice gets into this mood, it’s best to simply let her be. I striped off my pjs and put the water on hot. Once I got under the spray I started to think about everything that had happened over the last few weeks and how much my life has changed. If someone had told me three months ago that I would be pregnant with Edward Masen’s baby and that I would move to LA just to get away from him, I would have laughed in their face.

As I stood in the warm shower I continued to think. I thought about everyone that I had ever cared about. I thought about Esme and Carlisle, my mom and dad, Alec, Alice, Angela and Edward. Out of everyone Esme, Carlisle and Alice were the ones that had stood by me through it all. I felt so stupid for ever falling for Edward’s charms, but he made me feel so special. Sadly, I know now that he makes everyone who he sleeps with feel special. I’m not the only one. I can’t help but think back to the night that we were together and how wonderful and sweet he was.

I sank to the floor in the shower and pulled myself up into the foetal position and cried. I cried for my parents and my brother. I cried because of how much I had turned Esme, Carlisle and Alice’s lives upside down. And finally I cried for Edward and the man that I thought he was. I so badly wanted him to be the man that I fell in love with at the premiere and for him to be a father to our baby, but I knew that wasn’t going to happened. I continued to cry until the water went cold. I could faintly hear a knock on the bathroom door.

“Bella are you alright in there?” Alice said frantically.

I couldn’t bring myself to answer her, but the next thing I knew Alice was putting a towel around my shoulders and bringing me into the bedroom. She threw a bathrobe over me and continued to rub her arms up and down over mine, to get some heat into my body. A fresh batch of tears came to surface.

“Why Ali? Why can’t he love me and our baby? Why do I have to love him as much as I do?” I cried.

She stopped running her arms over mine and pulled me in for a hug. For such a small person she is awfully strong.

“I don’t know Bells. I wish for your sake that I did. The only thing I can say is that I believe that he has deep dark issues and that they have nothing to do with you. But remember you and the baby have me, my parents and my aunt and uncle. I promise you that we won’t let you down.”

I cried in her arms for at least another hour before she pulled me up and told me to get dressed, so that she could show me the rest of the house and get something to eat.

Shortly after she had me dressed in a pair of blue skinny jeans, a size bigger than I usually wear, and a white tank top with a pair of black flat sandals.

We went to explore the house and I had honestly never seen anything like it before. I simply fell in love with the kitchen; it was very spacious and had everything that you would ever need. I loved the granite counters in there too. Alice introduced me to Heidi, a lovely woman in her fifties who was the cook. As soon as she met me she pulled me in and gave me a motherly hug. After we finished a lunch of ham and cheese subs, we continued to look around the house. I absolutely adored the beautiful poolside setting and mountain views.

We could hear sound coming from the pool side, so we went to investigate it.

Lying on a chair next to the pool was a girl about the same age as Alice and I. She was very skinny, but also very beautiful. She looked every bit the California girl, with her long blonde hair, tanned body and blue eyes. She was dressed in a shocking blue skinny bikini. Alice walk right up to her and took the ear buds out of her ears.

“Hi Irina, there is someone I’d like for you to meet,” she smirked putting her hand out to me telling me to come over. I hesitantly walked over to her.

“Bells, this is my cousin Irina. Irina this is my best friend Bella,” she introduced.

Irina looked me up and down, huffed and went to put her ear buds back into her ears. Alice got to them before she could and Irina looked at her angrily.

“What do you want me to say to the little charity case Alice? Do you want me to welcome her to the family? I don’t think so,” she said smugly.

I could tell that Alice was about to lose it when the vain in her temple started to pop. She was about to lay into her but Irina wasn’t finished.

“Do you expect us all to feel sorry for her because she is a slut and can’t keep her legs shut? How can I bring my friends around here now, when my home is invaded with a slut who is pregnant?” she spat hatefully.

I was stunned into silence. For the life of me I didn’t know what to say but Alice lost it.

“You fucking tramp. How dare you speak that way about her when she is standing there next to me and besides you’re a fine one to talk? You must have slept your way through the entire High School by now. You know what? Not everything is about you Irina,” she yelled, her voice dripping with venom.

Irina was taken aback. She was obviously a spoilt princess who wasn’t used to being spoken to like that, and who usually got everything that she wanted.

She looked from Alice to me and then back to Alice again.

“You might have everyone else running around after you, but don’t expect me to feel sorry for you. You are nothing but a slut and a whore, so you better stay away from me so that I won’t catch anything,” she smirked.

She went again to put her ear buds back in but Alice grabbed them along with the iPod and threw them into the pool. We could hear Irina screeching as Alice took my arm and walked up towards her room.

When we got to her room the tears that I was holding back came on like a waterfall. Alice tried to calm me down.

I looked up at her, my eyes red and swollen from crying so much.

“Wh-why does s-sh-she hate me so mu-much?” I hiccupped.

Alice gave me a sad smile.

“Because she is a spoiled princess who is used to being the centre of attention,” she explained.

I continued to cry in Alice’s arms, before I fell into a deep and troublesome sleep.

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The next three days went by fast and before I knew it, it was the day of my ultrasound at Westside Pregnancy Clinic. Carmen had tried to help get me settled into her home but I simply wasn’t comfortable around her. I couldn’t put my finger on it, but there was just something off about her. In the end she left me alone with Alice. Carmen had not been very pleased when she had heard about the iPod incident and didn’t truly believe Alice when she told her what Irina had said about me, immediately jumping to Irina’s defence.

Uncle Eleazer was going to drive us to the clinic and then after drop us off at the mall, as we needed to buy some school supplies ready for starting school on Monday. I felt so nervous about starting at the new school. Unfortunately Irina also goes to that school, and I can only imagine what she has been saying about me. I am so grateful that Alice will be there with me.

Uncle Eleazer pulled up outside the clinic at 1.45pm, fifteen minutes early. Alice and I got out of the car and walked in through the front doors of the clinic. What I saw next made my heart jump to my throat. It wasn’t the receptionist whom caused this reaction; it was the person that she was talking to.....

Edward. 

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Teaser for chapter 11 of All Alone

"What happened?" I croaked.

Alice looked at me and gave me a sad smile.

You fell out of the car and knocked yourself unconcious," she said. Before I could ask what they where talking about when I woke up, Carmen came over to me.

"Isabella, I have the ob-gyn here. She is a good friend of mine and she is the best that there is. Would it be Ok if she took a look at you and to make sure that you and the baby was OK?"

I looked at Alice and noticed that she has gotten very pale. She looks like she was gonna be sick at any moment. I don't know what the problem was. It is only the ob-gyn.

"Sure, I have no problem with that," I said weakly.

Carmen went to get her while Alice took hold of my hand and looked me in the eyes.

"Bells, I honestly don't think that you will want this person to be your ob-gyn. Please let us get you someone else," she begged.

I'm confused. "What is the problem Ali?" I asked.

Alice took a deep breath before answering me.

"Bells, the ob-gyn that my aunt Carmen called is............"

She did'nt get the chance to finish once we heard a gasp coming from the door way. I looked over at the woman that stood there frozen on the spot.

Edward's mother.

All Alone outtake

Outtake of Edward meeting Esme and Carlisle

OUTTAKE 1

EPOV

I woke up with a killer headache. Fuck only knows what I ended up doing last night. The last thing I remembered was ringing Tanya and asking her to meet me at some bar in Downtown LA. I turned over in bed and was confronted by her strawberry blonde hair fanned out on my pillows. I groaned at the sight of her plastic body, and wondered what the fuck had made me ring her, let alone sleep with her. I couldn’t stand the bitch.

Ever since I got back from Forks three weeks ago everything had been totally fucked up. I knew what I had said had been cruel, but I truly believed that it was in her best interests to get rid of the baby. I mean why would she want to have a baby with a loser like me anyway?

"Eddie!" Tanya yawned.

I hissed at the sound of her nasally voice, calling me by the name that I hated. I jumped out of the bed and went into the bathroom to have a shower, before she said anything else. I turned the water on hot and stepped in. I had been in the shower for only two minutes, when I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and came face to face with Tanya. Her hand left my shoulder and made its way down to my rock hard cock. I caught hold of her hand before she had the chance to start rubbing it.

"Tanya, get the fuck out. Don't you understand the meaning of privacy?" I snapped.

"But Eddie, I can feel how much you want me," she whined massaging my balls.

Fuck this shit. I don't need it. I put my hand over hers and she smiled smugly, most probably thinking I was going to help her continue.

As if

"Tanya, how can I say this nicely? Oh wait, I can't!" I smirked and put my lips to her ear. I could feel her shivering against me.

"Get the fuck out of my shower, out of my house and out of my life," I snarled in her ear.

She stepped back as if I slapped her.

"Edward, sometimes you really are a jerk," she growled and ran naked from the bathroom.

I turned off the shower and listened for her to leave, before I left the bathroom. When I heard the front door slam, I gave a sigh of relief. I had only just put a towel around my waist when I heard my door bell.

"Son of a bitch, can't that woman ever take a hint?" I hissed. I went to the door and opened it without checking who it was.

"Tanya, I swear the fuck...................." I stopped when I saw that it was my mother, father and Emmett at the door.

"Mind if we come in," said a very pissed off Emmett, before he stormed into my house with my parents, before I could say a word.

"Not at all, and please come in." I said sarcastically when they were already inside the door.

I closed the door and turned to face the firing squad. My mother came up to me and slammed a magazine into my chest.

"Would you care to explain this?" she hissed.

I looked at the magazine and I noticed that it was an interview that I gave about Bella last week to US magazine, after what happened at the Forks diner.

"Erm-yeah, it’s an interview that I gave," I mumbled while looking at the magazine.

Emmett looked at me with fury flashing in his eyes.

"Edward, how can you be such an asshole? Did it ever cross that tiny little fucked up brain of yours, what this is doing to Bella? No, you wouldn’t even begin to think about that, because you’re too much of a selfish bastard to think about anyone but yourself," he said his voice dripping of venom.

My mother was looking from Emmett to me.

"Edward Anthony Masen, I can't believe that you could be so stupid. After everything that happened with Emily, all the hurt, you go off and get another girl pregnant! And then make her look like trash, before lying by denying it. I remember her from Seattle. She was such a lovely girl, and if you’re not going to be there for her then she will have our support and....................."

Emmett stopped her before she could continue.

"Mom you don't have to worry. Bella's friend, Alice, was in touch with Jasper and told him that Bella is going into a home for teenage mothers and then she plans to give the baby up for adoption," he told her gently.

I didn't really listen to what my mother and Emmett where talking about until I heard the words Bella and adoption.

"What the fuck? No way. No baby of mine is going to be born, only to pop up years later looking for daddy. I forbid it," I yelled.

Emmett looked over at me.

"What's your problem? At least she is thinking straight. She is thinking about that poor innocent child. Bella told Alice, and Alice told Jasper, that no matter how a baby is conceived, they all should have a chance at life. You really should take a leaf out of her book.

I put my hands through my hair and started to pull at it.

"Emmett, you don't understand. She can't have that baby. I can't have her going through with it. She is only going to get hurt. Yeah, I know that I'm hurting her now, but it is nothing compared to how much she will hurt if she has my kid. She is too beautiful and innocent to have my baby and put up with my shit," I said desperately.

Emmett put his hand on my shoulder and nodded his head.

"Shit man, Emily really did a number on you didn’t she?"

My dad gave me a disappointed look.

"Edward, I'm going say this and say it only once. I have only met Bella once and I liked her. She seems to have a good head on her shoulders. Let her do what she thinks is best for her and the baby. If you push her to do something that she doesn’t want to do, she will hate you and you’ll regret it," he said.

For a second I did feel guilty. What I was doing was no better than what Emily did to me, but I quickly swallowed down the guilt. I had to see this through; I knew it was in Bella's best interests to get rid of the baby. And she needed to do it soon!

My parents and Emmett left ten minutes later. I sat on the couch and drank an ice cold beer, while I thought about what was going to happen. It had been four weeks since I saw her in Forks, so she must be around 11 weeks pregnant by now. I was running out of time, so I realized that I had to act now.

I took another long drink of my beer, and went through my contact list, until I came across Alice's cell. Two weeks ago Jasper and I had got drunk and he gave me her number. I don't think he even remembers giving it to me.

I pressed call.

"Hello!" she answered on the second ring.

"Hi Alice, this is Edward. How are you?" I asked nervously.

"What the fuck do you want? Haven't you caused enough fucking trouble? How did you get this number anyway?" Alice screamed into the phone.

I put the phone away from my ear, so she wouldn’t bust my ear drums.

"I got the number from Jasper, but don't be mad at him. He probably doesn’t even remember giving it to me," I laughed. She didn’t say anything, so I continued.

"Alice, I really need to speak to Bella. I was thinking about her and would like to talk to her. Is she there? Can I speak to her?"

She paused before she answered.

"You have no right to and there is no fucking way that you are talking to her. Why don't you just leave her the fuck alone?" she continued to yell.

"Alice, I know that you are pissed off at me but I really need to speak to her. You seem to forget that she is still carrying my baby. If you don't let me talk to her then I will have to come there and talk to her in person," I said trying to stay calm.

"It's Edward. He wants to talk to you," she said to Bella.

"I-I can't ta-talk to h-him Alice," I heard Bella stammer. My heart sank, knowing that she was scared to talk to me. I didn't want her to be afraid of me. I just need her to realize that what I was doing was in her and the baby’s best interests.

"Did you hear that you motherfucker? Did that make you feel like a man?" Alice screamed into the phone. I suddenly felt a wave of guilt wash over me. What the fuck was I doing to this angel? I swallowed the guilt just as quickly as it came when I heard Bella asking Alice for the phone.

"He-Hello?" she said into the receiver. My mouth went very dry when I heard her voice. It took all my self control not to say that I was sorry and that I want to be with her and our baby, but I knew that I couldn’t. I only had to think about what that whore Emily did, to remember why I couldn't have any child of mine come into this world.

"Hello Isabella," I answered coolly.

She didn’t say anything, so I continued.

"I'm not going to beat around the bush Isabella; did you make the appointment with the clinic to get rid of that thing yet?"

I felt like a complete bastard the second it came out of my mouth, but I had to remember that I was doing this for her own good and that she would thank me some day, but nothing could prepare me for what she said next.

"Now you listen to me Edward motherfucker Masen and you listen to me good. I have had just about all that I can take from you and everybody else in this god forsaking town. I know what you want. You haven't been exactly shy in telling me but let me get this one thing straight. This is my body and my baby and nobody is going to tell me what I fucking do. You got that fucker," she screamed. Clearly she was pissed off.

I was stunned into silence. I never let anyone talk to me like that. Fine, if she wanted to do this the hard way then let the games begin.

"Fine Bella, if you want to fight dirty then so will I. I will be on the next available flight to Forks and I will personally take you to the clinic," I hissed into the phone before slamming it down.

I went into the kitchen and took out a bottle of Jack and poured myself a generous glass before I picked up the phone again. I quickly dialed the number for my driver and he answered after the third ring.

"Hi Jared, could you have the car outside for me in ten minutes, to take me to LAX?"

I hung up before he had a chance to respond and dialed Seth’s number. I told him that I was leaving for LAX. By the time I got some clothes together and left the house, Seth and Sam were already waiting for me in the car.

I jumped in and told Jared to take me to LAX airport and told them all that I was going to Seattle for a few days. Seth looked at me as if I had lost my mind.

"Edward, please don't tell me that you are going to Forks to do what I think that you are going to do?" He begged.

"Mind your own fucking business," I hissed at him.

He continued to glare at me coldly.

"Edward, I love working for you man but if you try and push her into doing something that she doesn’t want to do, then I will be handing you my notice," he threatened.

Who the fuck did he think he was threatening? Did he forget who he was working for?

"Seth, if you fucking threaten me again then I will be giving you your marching orders. I don't take kindly to being told what to do," I snapped but he just laughed.

"Please Edward, why don't you fire me? Then let's see who will put up with your shit," he laughed.

Before I could tell him to shut the fuck up, the car stops.

"We are here Mr Masen," Jared says.

"Thanks Jared," I smiled and jumped out of the car with Seth and Sam in tow.

I walked into the airport and purchased one first class ticket and two economy tickets for Seth and Sam, from an overly flirty sales rep. I looked down at my ticket.

MASEN, EDWARD ANTHONY

LOS ANGELES INTERNATIONAL (LAX) – SEATTLE - TACOMA INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT

BOARDING TIME - 18.15 PM


I looked at my Cartier watch and saw that it was five pm. I had an hour to go through customs and board the plane.

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All Alone Outtake~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Three and a half hours later I was leaving Seattle airport. I was so tired and didn’t think there was any point driving the three hours to Forks tonight, so I decided to ring the hotel Seattle and make a reservation. I could then get something to eat and rest up before going to Forks tomorrow morning.

Seth sorted out a rental car and drove the three of us to the hotel. As soon as we got to the hotel I went inside, whilst Seth got my bags.

Behind the reception desk was a girl who looked just slightly younger than me. There was nothing special about her, with her long blonde hair and blue eyes. She looked to be fresh out of high school. She looked up at me and her eyes went wide when she recognised me.

"H-Hello and we-welcome to t-the Hotel Sea-Seattle," she stuttered. I looked her up and down and gave her my crooked smile, the one that makes all girls panties wet.

"Hi beautiful, I have two rooms reserved. One twin room and the other one is a double room with a king size bed," I smirked.

She looked at me speechless. I cleared my throat and she shook her head as if she was coming out of a daze.

"I'm so-sorry sir. Here are your keys," she stuttered handing me over the keys for the rooms and information on the hotel.

"And if you need anything. Anything at all, then please don't hesitate to call me and I will help you with whatever you need. My name is Debbie by the way," she said fluttering her eyelashes.

I gave her my crooked smile and leaned forward and whispered into her ear.

"In that case, can you be in my room in fifteen minutes?"

She shivered and nodded yes.

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All Alone Outtake~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I opened my eyes to the daylight and brightness coming in through the window. I groaned and turned on my side to get a few more minutes sleep. I then saw the receptionist lying in bed next to me naked. I was sporting a major woody, so I put my hands around her and explored her body. Once she had woken up, I held my rock hard cock in one hand while I pushed her head down to meet it with the other. She might not be the best but she could get the job done. I decided that I wanted to come in her wet pussy instead of her mouth. I pushed her off and quickly put a condom onto my hard length. She put a hand out to stop me.

"You don't have to do that, I'm on the pill," she purred.

I continued to roll the condom on.

"Listen sweetheart. If you want my cock inside you then it will have to be wrapped up. If you don't want it wrapped up then I will have to cum in that hot little mouth of yours. I will never have unprotected sex again. No matter what! I learn from my mistakes," I told her.

She nodded for me to go ahead and I buried my hard cock inside her.

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All Alone Outtake~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Two hours later Seth was driving us towards Forks. I was deeply satisfied. I looked down at the piece of paper she gave me.

Call me

Debbie

555-6958


I quickly opened the window and threw the piece of paper out. I only had one night stands and rarely did seconds.

Two and half hours later we passed the ‘Welcome to Forks’ sign and stopped outside Forks Diner. I looked at Seth and Sam as if they are crazy.

"What the fuck are you doing? I can't go in there," I exploded.

Seth and Sam smirked at me.

"If you want something to eat then you have to come in. If not then you can wait in the car while we get something to eat. I don't know about you or Sam but I'm hungry," Seth smirked and got out. I looked at the diner and then at the bar across the road.

"I think that I would prefer to go to the bar across the way," I told him.

Sam looked at the bar and then back at Seth and what did the fuckers do? They laughed.

"Go ahead man. It's your funeral," Seth continued to laugh and went inside to the diner.

I walked across to the bar and I suddenly forgot how to breathe when I saw the name of the place.

SWAN’S BAR

"Please dear god let this be a coincidence," I said to myself as I walked inside.

A man in his late 30's with black hair and a moustache came up to me. I looked at him and knew that this was Bella's father. He has the exact same eyes that I had been dreaming about for the last three months.

"What can I get you?" he asked putting a coaster on top of the counter.

"Erm, a Budweiser please." I answered nervously. He looked at me as if he was trying to figure me out.

"Do you have some ID son?"

I took my fake ID out of my wallet and showed it to him. He nodded and gave me a Budweiser on draft.

I drank the Budweiser down in record time and practically ran out of the bar, before he recognised me. I went across to the diner to where Seth and Sam were. I found them talking to a guy who looked about 16 or 17 years old. They both looked worried when they saw me coming.

"Hey, are you finished yet because I need to get going," I told them. I looked over at the guy they were talking to and he looked at me with pure hatred.

"Hi, I'm Edward Masen," I smiled putting my hand out to shake his. He looked at my hand and then at me with a disgusted look on his face. He stood up and looked me in the eyes.

"I know who the fuck you are, but from the look of you you don't know who I am. I'm Alec Swan, Bella's twin brother," he spat.

I paused for a few seconds not knowing what to think or say.

"Hey Alec, I don't know what to say but all I know is that I'm here to try and make things right," I finally said.

"Make things right! You embarrassed her, you lied about her, and you made her feel like shit. Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t kick your ass," he snorted.

"Alec, I know that you are upset but can you look the other way for now? For me?" Seth pleaded.

Alec looked from Seth to me.

"Fine, I will do it for you. But only because I respect your family and because I'm dating your sister Leah. But if he crosses my path again then I won't be responsible for what I will do," he said and stormed out of the diner without another word.

I turned to look at Sam and Seth. Seth looked at me.

"I saved your ass," he smirked.

"Isn't that your job?" I snapped and walked out to the car. They came out two minutes later and we got into the car. Sam put on the GPS so that we could find the Cullen estate. It was a hard place to find but we found it in the end. The place was huge and I suddenly wished that I had brought Jasper with me to keep Alice calm. I walked up to the door and rang the bell. From the corner of my eye, I saw the curtains moving and then footsteps.

The door opened and I came face to face with a man either in his late 30's or early 40's.

"May I help you?" he asked.

I looked him up and down and realised that this must be Alice's father.

"Hello Sir, I'm Edw.."

He put his hand up to stop me.

"I know who you are but what the hell do you want? Haven’t you cause enough trouble?" he hissed.

I was about to answer when a woman with long caramel hair came to the door.

"If you’re looking for Bella or Alice then they are not here, but please come in. My husband and I would like to talk to you," she said her voice dripping with venom.

I signalled to Seth and Sam to stay put, and followed Alice’s parents into the house. They led me into their living room and told me take a seat.

"First let us introduce ourselves. My name is Esme Cullen, and this is my husband Carlisle. We are Alice's parents and pretty much Bella's as well. We took her in when her parents kicked her out after they found out that she was pregnant. We have a few things to say to you but first we would like to hear your side of everything." she said stated.

I felt a lump in my throat as I started talking.

"Firstly, Mr and Mrs Cullen, I never wanted any of this. It is a long story, and one that I don't want to get into, but the fact remains that I don't want to have children. I feel like Bella will ruin her life if she has this baby and there is no way that I can be a father. I think that it is in Bella's best interest to abort the baby. She will regret it later and she will thank me in the long run," I said nervously.

Esme looked to Carlisle while Carlisle looked at me.

"I have a few questions for you. Firstly, is this baby yours?" he asked.

I nodded and he slammed his fist on the coffee table.

"SAY IT," he shouted.

"Y-Yes the baby is mine," I answered.

"Secondly, did you lie to the newspapers and TV?"

"Yes I lied, but I did it for a good reason," I whimpered.

He looked to his wife before he continued. She nodded for him to go ahead.

"So tell me the reason that you lied, and made a girl like Bella look like a tramp," he spat.

I looked at the both of them and realised that I had not only hurt a beautiful innocent girl like Bella, but the whole family.

"I-I don't know how to answer that. Bella is a beautiful girl and from the first moment I saw her I was speechless. She was so innocent, lovely and pure. I knew that I wanted her and was a selfish bastard and went after her. I have a past and when I found out that Bella was pregnant, I was outraged. I wanted her to have a good life and she can't have that if she has my baby. So I lied because I wanted her to see that I was no good for her and for her to get rid of the baby on her own.

Carlisle nodded.

"Lastly, are you still going to torment Bella into having an abortion?

I nodded yes.

"You have to understand Sir. She can't have this baby, she will ruin her life. I'm going to continue to talk her into aborting this baby. I'm sorry Sir but if she doesn’t then I'm going to have do this the hard way," I swallowed

Carlisle looked at me and grinned.

"You got that Esme?" he smiled at her. Esme took out her cell phone

"Every word," she smiled and played back the recording of our conversation.

He got up and pulled me up off the couch.

"Now, you listen to me you snot nose punk. Bella is in a home in Seattle for teen mothers. If I ever hear that you tried to find her or even if you see her in the street you better walk the other way. If you don't then I will make sure that this recording is played on every news and radio channel. Then let’s see what that will do to you precious career," he spat.

His face was red with fury.

"Now get the hell out of my house and stay out." He yelled before he threw me towards the door.

I walked out and got into the car.

"Where are we going Edward?" Seth asked.

"I will be staying in Seattle for a few days guys. I need to think about some things before I go back to LA," I answered.

Seth drove us back towards Seattle and away from this cursed town.

I didn't know what I was going to do, but somehow I was going to have to find a way around this problem and have it settled once and for all.