30/09/12
Chapter 6
EPOV
I felt so happy that I had the chance to make things right with Bella. When Jasper told me that she heard me talking to myself about dumping her, my heart almost stopped. I didn't know what I was feeling but I did know that I wanted her in my life. I got under the hot water and washed myself while thinking about beautiful girl laying in my bed looking like an angel. When we were together last night in limo I decided to cancel my trip to the UK and extend my stay in Seattle, so that I could get to know her better and maybe even invite her to the French premiere as my date.
I turned off the shower and put my towel around my waist, then I heard the door of the penthouse close. I ran out of the bathroom and into my room to make sure that Bella hadn’t woken up, only to find my bed empty. I looked around and saw that her dress, shoes and my bathrobe were gone.
I sat down on the edge of the bed wondering what had happened to make her run off like that. I looked down and noticed my cell phone lying open on the ground. I bent over and picked it up and checked to see who the last person to ring was. I felt a shiver down my spine when I saw who had rung moments ago.
Tanya Denali!
She really was a crazy bitch and I made the mistake of fucking her once and ever since then she had had it in her head that we were together. But I really couldn't stand the whore, the only reason I had her number was so that I could ignore her calls. Unfortunately she is best friends with Lisa so she always knows when I'm with another girl. I dread to think what that bitch said to my Bella.
I pressed redial on the phone and waited for the whore from hell to answer.
"Hello Eddie," she purred into the phone.
"Tanya what are you doing ringing my phone at 6am?"
"Well baby, Lisa told me that you would need someone to get you away from that clingy slut, so I came to your rescue," she said innocently.
I started pulling at my hair so hard that I thought it would come out in chunks.
"Tanya, you better fucking tell me right now what the fuck you said or trust me I will kill you and make sure that your body is never found," I yelled into the phone.
"Eddie all I said to her was ‘why are you answering my fiancé’s phone,’ just like we always arranged if you ever wanted to get rid of someone," she purred.
I growled like an animal at her, feeling the rage build up inside me.
"TANYA YOU WHORE. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE? YOU AND LISA ARE GOING TO REGRET THIS, I PROMISE YOU," I screamed.
"Eddie, can't you see how good we can be together? Why go for jello when you can have caviar," she said in a shaking voice.
"Tanya listen to me and listen to me good. The one time I fucked you I practically threw up afterwards. I don't want to be with you, I don't love you, Jesus, I can't even stand you. So this is the final time I tell you this, stay the fuck away from me. If you ever contact me or interfere with my life again I will get a restraining order against you. And one other thing if you ever tell the press that we are together again, they just might get an anonymous tip about what happened in Las Vegas last year," I spat.
"Y-Y-You w-wouldn't," she stammered.
"Oh wouldn't I!" I smirked and hung up the phone.
I went out the room and started banging on Jasper's door. He opened it wearing only his boxer shorts. There was a smell of sex coming from the room and I felt like gagging.
"Jazz you've got to help me. It's Bella," I said desperately.
"What the fuck did you do now? Wait, I better put some clothes on and come out and join you. I wouldn't want to be in your shoes when Alice wakes up," he spat and closed the door.
I waited for Jasper to come out of the room and after 10 minutes I heard Jasper and Alice whispering in their bedroom. The door opened and slammed against the wall.
"Alice calm down," Jasper pleaded.
She looked at him with fury flashing in her eyes.
"Jasper if you value your body parts then you won't tell me what to do," she said her voice full of venom.
She walked over to me, looked me in the eyes and then slapped me hard across the face.
"YOU BASTARD, HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU HAVE TO HURT HER BEFORE YOU COMPLETELY BREAK HER, I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE TO HER AND SHE TOLD ME EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED" she screamed.
She looked over at Jasper.
"I'm going to go to Bella and make sure that she is alright," she said and then looked over at me.
"At least you had the decency to wrap up your junk because I wouldn't even want to know what kind of diseases you carry," she snapped.
I suddenly forgot to breath. What did she mean by wrapping my junk? I never use protection with virgins because they are always clean and I always make sure that they are either on the pill or the shot.
"Alice, what are talking about? I'm clean and I never wear protection when I have sex with a virgin."
Nobody said a word. It was so quiet that you could hear a pin dropping. I suddenly felt a tightness around my heart.
"Alice please tell me that she is protected," I whimpered.
She looked at me and if I thought that she was mad before it is nothing compared to the way she looked now. She practically had smoke coming out of her ears.
She walked over to me with her hands made into fists and suddenly punched me in the face. She went to hit me again but Jasper held her back.
"What the fuck did you do that for," I screamed holding my hand up to my nose.
"You son of a bitch, you had unprotected sex with my best friend. She has never even kissed a guy before she met you and you expect her to be protected," she spat struggling against Jasper.
I suddenly felt sick. I was sure she told me that she was on the pill.
I ran into the bathroom and vomit in the toilet. I couldn’t believe that I had been so careless. I sat down on the floor and took a few minutes to get my thoughts together. After a while I came to the conclusion that it would be best if I left today as planned and went to the premiere in the UK.
I felt a tug at my heart strings, just the thought of running away from my brown eyed angel and never seeing her again made me want to cry like a kid but I had to do it. I couldn't disrupt her life any more then I already had.
I splashed some water on my face and went back into the living room to where Jasper was sitting alone in the chair with his face in his hands.
"Hey, where is tomb raider," I laughed.
He looked at me with disgust written all over his face.
"She’s gone to check on Bella and she told me to tell you that under no circumstances are you allowed to go anywhere near her. Not only did you ruin the time I had with Alice but you also took Bella's innocence and trust and threw it back in her face," he spat.
He stood up and walked over to me.
"What are you going to do if that girl ends up pregnant?"
I swallowed the bile that was in my mouth. It wasn’t something I wanted to think about and I didn't know what to say so I said the first thing that came into my mind.
"What the fuck can I do? If she is pregnant then it is her problem, not mine," I smirked.
I regretted the words the second I spoke them but it was too late to take them back. I hardly saw his fist coming towards me before it was too late. I was already hurt from the bruised nose but this hurt like a son of a bitch.
"FUCK, MAN", I screamed with my face in my hands and stomping my foot.
Jasper stood there practically vibrating with anger.
"You bastard, this is a new low even for you. But I’ll tell you one thing and it is the last time I'm going to say to you until Alice contacts me and tell me that Bella is in the clear. If that girl is pregnant then you are going to do the right thing and help her. If you don't then you will regret it because I will let everyone know exactly what happened. Until then you better stay away from me, Alice and Bella," he said and went into his room.
"Fuck you; she isn't exactly innocent in this. She should have told me that she wasn't protected. If she is pregnant then it is her responsibility not mine," I shouted after him and went into my room to finish getting dressed. The sooner I was out of this god forsaken place the better.
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I was lying on my bed with an ice pack over my eye.
Knock Knock
I looked towards the door as it opened and Seth walked in.
"Are you ready to go? We have to be at the airport in 45 minutes," he said.
I looked at the clock on my bedside table and it was flashing 10am, I wondered where the last three hours had gone. I got up off the bed and threw the ice pack to one side. Seth stood there looking at me with a shocked look on his face.
"W-What the f-fuck happened to y-you," he stammered.
"Why don't you head down to the limo and I will be there in a few minutes," I told him without answering his question.
He left after giving me one last look. I got up and pulled on a pair of black socks and an old pair of Nikes and went downstairs to where everyone was waiting.
Everyone stopped talking as soon as they saw me and simply stared. For a second I thought that Jasper had told everyone what had happened but then I realized that they were looking at me because of my busted nose and black eye. I walked past everyone and stopped in front of Jasper.
"I'm sorry man," I told him.
He looked at me not knowing what to think.
"It's not me you need to apologize to. Alice took Bella home to Forks as she was inconsolable. Alice told me everything; I can't believe that you had Tanya ring you so that you could get rid of Bella. I really thought that you liked her as more than a quick fuck," he said looking at me with disgust.
He got into his car before I could defend myself.
I got into my own car with Seth and Sam. I sat by the window looking out at Seattle as we made our way to the airport. I thought about my beautiful Bella and hoped that she was okay. I wished that I could contact her to tell her how sorry I was, but I didn't want to make things worse. All I could do was hope that one day we would meet again and that I could make it up to her.
BPOV
I ran into my room after leaving Edward and threw myself onto the bed and cried hysterically. I couldn't believe I had trusted him again. I knew that he was a player but the fact that he had a fiancé was just too much for me to handle.
I must have cried myself to sleep because the next thing I realised Alice was coming into the room and trying to comfort me. She whispered to me that he was never going to hurt me again and that if he ever came near me then he better watch his back.
"Bella, I rang my mom and dad's room and mom said that Angela went back to Forks with Ben last night. Esme said she would meet us down in the lobby in an hour to take us home, so why don't you have a shower and I will order us some breakfast," she said softly.
I nodded, thanked her and went in take a nice hot shower. All I wanted to do was go home and forget that Edward Masen ever existed and that this weekend ever happened. I came out of the bathroom to find Alice sitting with Jasper eating breakfast. He got up and pulled me in for a hug.
"How you doing darlin?" he asked concerned.
I didn't trust myself to speak so I just nodded with my eyes filled with tears and poured myself some juice. Jasper seemed to get the hint, he got up to leave and went outside with Alice to say goodbye to her.
While Alice was outside I decided to get dressed. I put on my bra and panties and threw on a pair of sweats and Edward's Kings of Leon T- shirt. It still smelled of him and I cried thinking about all the kind things he had said to me.
Alice came back in just as I had finished getting dressed.
"Are you alright Bella?" she asked.
I nodded yes and gave her a timid smile, I felt like I'd never be happy again.
"I'm sorry for acting the way I did when Jasper was here," I said teary eyed.
She gave me a warm hug.
"Jasper understands Bella, he's on your side," she said.
The bell boy knocked on the door and took our bags. We followed him down to where Esme and Carlisle were waiting for us in the lobby. She took one look at me and pulled me into her arms.
"Bella what happened sweetheart?"
Alice knew that I didn't want to talk about it so she gave her mom a look and shook her head slightly. Esme didn't say another word as the valet got the car.
I spent most of the drive home in tears. Esme kept giving me concerned looks but didn’t say anything to me, which I was grateful for.
I felt like Edward had taken my heart and thrown it back into my face but on top of that I also felt so humiliated.
Alice looked at me with concern on her face.
"Mom would it be ok if Bella stayed with us tonight, then she won’t have to go to school alone and face everyone asking her about the premiere?"
Esme smiled at both of us.
"Yeah that will be fine, as long as it is okay with Bella's parents," she said.
"Thanks Esme," I said giving her a weak smile.
After driving for three hours we finally pulled into the Cullen's driveway. Alice and I went into the house and up to her bedroom. I took out my cell phone and rang my parent’s number. My mother answered on the second ring.
"Hello," she answered.
"Hi mom, we just got into Forks and I was wondering if I could stay with Alice tonight?"
"Sure honey that’s no problem as long as it is okay with Esme," she said.
"Yeah there’s no problem," I said.
"You can tell me everything that happened when you come home tomorrow and I mean everything," she said excitedly.
My mom really enjoys listening to gossip.
"Yeah mom, talk to you then," I said and hung up the phone.
I looked over at Alice and she looked worried about something. I was about to ask her what was wrong when Esme came in holding a tray with two glasses of milk and chocolate chip cookies.
"I thought that you girls might like a little treat," she said putting the tray down on the bedside table before she sat down.
"Bella, I don't know what happened but I do know that you are not yourself and I would like to help," she said holding my hand.
I burst into tears and told her the whole story, starting with when I met Edward at the cocktail party right up to when I got that phone call this morning. I sat there pouring my heart out with Esme holding my right hand and Alice holding my left.
"Bella, you will fall in love and you will get your heart broken many times in your life and each time you will get stronger and stronger for it," she said handing me a tissue.
She patted my hand and got up to leave.
"It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all Bella, remember these words every time your heart gets broken, ," she cooed and left.
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It had been a month since the premiere and I was barely hanging in there. But every time that I felt like I was going to cry I thought about what Esme had told me.
School was a nightmare. After the premiere everyone started trying to pimp me for information. What was Edward Masen like? Did we kiss? I got so sick of it all that I told everyone that he was more interested in Jasper then he was in me.
Thankfully Alice saw the funny side and even told Jasper when he called one evening and he couldn't stop laughing at the thought of it.
Lauren and Jessica were the worst; they had both seen me with Edward and so kept asking me questions. In the end I told them to fuck off so they spread a rumour that Edward had turned gay after taking one look at me.
I was leaving my English class to go to the cafeteria when I saw Lauren standing outside with Jessica.
"Oh there is the bitch that turned Edward Masen gay," she smirked. I was about to tell her what I thought of her when the smell of her perfume hit my nose and I threw up all over her shoes.
"YOU BITCH, YOU DID THAT ON PURPOSE," she yelled and ran off.
In reality my stomach had been feeling off for the past few days and nearly everything made me throw up. I went into the nearest ladies room, splashed some water on my face and rinsed my mouth out.
I left the ladies room and walked to the cafeteria where Angela and Alice were waiting. I went up to the counter and got a bottle of ginger ale, as my stomach was too upset to eat anything. I went and sat down with Alice and Angela. My stomach turned at the smell of Angela's chicken and stuffing sandwich. I tried to make a dash to the ladies room but threw up right in the middle of the cafeteria floor. Jessica and Lauren were walking past the table.
"Jesus Bella, if I didn't know any better I would think that you were knocked up, but there again who would want to knock up little miss virgin Bella Swan," Lauren laughed.
I looked over at Alice and Angela and Alice looked at me with a worried look on her face. She took my hand and walked us both out of the cafeteria to her locker, with Angela following behind. She opened her locker and took out a pharmacy bag. Without saying a word she dragged me into the ladies room with Angela. She looked under the stalls to make sure nobody else there before turning to talk to me.
"Bella, there is something I have to tell you and I hope that you will forgive me for not telling you when I found out," she said.
I suddenly got very worried about what she was going to say.
"The morning that you left Edward, Jasper and I confronted him and he told us that the two times you had sex he never used protection," she cried.
She took two pregnancy tests out of the pharmacy bag and I suddenly forgot how to breath. Angela stood there with her mouth wide open in shock.
"Bella, before you get mad at me please take the pregnancy tests and then we will know for certain," she begged.
I took the tests from her hand and went into the toilet without saying a word. I peed on both sticks and went to have it out with Alice while we waited for the results. Angela set the timer on her cell phone.
Angry tears started to fall from my eyes.
"Alice, why didn't you tell me? If I had known I would have gone to the doctor and got the morning after pill," I cried.
"Bella, I'm so sorry. I was afraid to tell you. Can you forgive me?"
I knew that I couldn't stay mad at her but I needed to find out the results before I could think about anything else.
Angela's timer went off and I went over to look at the tests that could change my life.
I started shaking when I read the results on the sticks.
They both said the same thing.
Pregnant.
Saturday, September 29, 2012
Friday, September 21, 2012
All alone teaser chapter 6
21/09/2012
I went out the door and started banging on Jasper's door. He opened up wearing only his boxer shorts. There was a smell of sex coming from the room and I felt like gagging.
"Jazz you've got to help me. It's Bella," I said desperatly.
He looked at me with a look of anger and worry on his face. You could easily see that he was very protective of her.
"What the fuck did you do now. Wait, I better put some clothes on and come out and join you. I wouldn't want to be in your shoes when Alice wakes up," he spat and closed the door.
I went out the door and started banging on Jasper's door. He opened up wearing only his boxer shorts. There was a smell of sex coming from the room and I felt like gagging.
"Jazz you've got to help me. It's Bella," I said desperatly.
He looked at me with a look of anger and worry on his face. You could easily see that he was very protective of her.
"What the fuck did you do now. Wait, I better put some clothes on and come out and join you. I wouldn't want to be in your shoes when Alice wakes up," he spat and closed the door.
Monday, September 17, 2012
All Alone chapter 5
17/09/2012
EPOV
I laid on my side watching her sleep and I wondered how I had managed to get myself into this mess. She looked like a beautiful sleeping angel. But I was the type of guy who liked to fuck a lot and not one who fell for a girl from a small town. But I couldn't ignore the electricity between us.
I intended to enjoy the time that I had with her and then we'd go our separate ways, she'd go home to Forks and I’d go home to LA. I would be a little nervous about saying goodbye to her because I learnt from experience that girls who gave away their virginity could be very clingy. So my intention was that when my time in Seattle was over, we would never have to see each other again.
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I woke up to the light shining in through the window and a knock on my bedroom door. I looked to the other side of the bed hoping to have a repeat of last night, only to find it empty.
BANG BANG!
"Wake up you bastard," shouted Jasper through the door. I could hear in his voice that Jasper was losing it and when he does lose it then it is in your best interests to always agree with him. Jasper never shouts unless he's really upset about something.
"I'm up, I'm up," I yawned and got up to open the bedroom door. The second I opened it Jasper had my back up against the wall and his hand up against my throat.
"What the fuck happened with Bella last night?"
"Did you fuck her like one of your whores?"
I started to answer but he put the other hand that was not on my throat up to stop me from talking.
"I don't need to hear shit from you. Bella is an innocent girl and you ruined her. She heard you talking to yourself last night about leaving her and saying that you don't want her to become clingy because she was a virgin," he yelled.
Shit shit shit. All the thoughts that where going through my head last night. I must have been thinking them out loud and she must have heard me. I sensed someone else in the room and looked by the door, to find Seth looking furiously at me.
I was so fucked.
BPOV
I looked over at Edward lying there fast asleep and my eyes filled with tears. How could I be so stupid? I’d heard the rumors and I knew that he was a player but I honestly thought that he saw me differently. I could still hear what he said about me in my head.
I have to leave her before she becomes another one of those clingy girls that lost their virginity.
I got out of bed and put on my panties. I didn't want to put my dress back on so instead I took a pair of sweats and a Kings of Leon t-shirt out of Edward's case. I walked out of the bedroom and found Alice and Jasper asleep cuddled around each other on the sofa in the sitting area. I rubbed my eyes and shook Alice awake.
"Ali please wake up, I want to get out of here," I cried.
She must have heard the desperation in my voice because she jumped up throwing Jasper onto the floor in the process.
"Bella, what is wrong? Did you just come from Edward's room?"
Jasper got up off the floor and put his arms around me.
"What happened darlin," he asked.
I started crying and told them both the whole story. Jasper's eyes filled with fury when I told them that he was trying to think of a way to leave me so that I wouldn’t become little miss clingy.
He got up and started pacing the room.
"The bastard! I know that he is a man whore but this is a new low, even for him. I see the way he treats girls but they are experienced and they usually have a different guy in their bed every night and don't get me started on Tanya Denali. I turned a blind eye before but never again," he yelled angrily.
"Don't do or say anything please Jasper. I don't want to cause any trouble. All I want to do is go home," I sniffed.
Alice looked at me as if I lost my mind.
"Bella, we are not going home. This is a dream for you, it is all we have talked about for the past two weeks. We are going to this premiere and even the after party. You are going to ignore Edward Masen while looking fabulous and you’re going to have a fucking good time," she spat.
Alice went and gave Jasper a kiss on the cheek.
"Jazzy, I'm going to take her down to her room and I probably won't see you until the premiere. I need to be there for Bella, so it looks like I can't be your date. I'm sorry, baby."
I suddenly remembered what Edward asked me before I fell asleep.
"SHIT"
"I just remembered that Edward asked me to be his date," I yelled.
"Ssssssssshhhhhh, you don't want to wake up the bastard," they both said.
Jasper looked deep in thought and then clapped his hands. "I got it," he grinned.
"Isabella Swan, will you be my date along with Alice for the premiere? Will you make me the envy of every guy there when they see me there with two gorgeous girls on my arm as I walk the red carpet?" He asked.
Before I could answer Alice threw her arms around him squealing.
"Oh Jazzy, you are the most wonderful guy in the world. Thank you so much," she screeched.
She then put her arms around me.
"I will have you looking so beautiful that it will make Edward go weak at the knees," she said and then looked over at Jasper.
"We are going to go down to our rooms now so that we can get some sleep. We’ll both be looking forward to being your date. Thanks Jazzy," she said with emotion.
I flinch slightly at the look that they gave each other. I would die a happy girl if I had a guy who looked at me like that even once. Alice took my arm and we left the penthouse to go down to our rooms.
"Ali, will you stay with me in my room tonight? I don't want to be alone, I will only start crying over Edward if I am."
She nodded as we went into my room and got into our pjs.
"Alice how could I have been so stupid? I knew his reputation. Some magazines even called him Easy Edward because he falls so easily into bed with anyone with a skirt including fans. I just thought that I was different. I stupidly gave him my virginity and he threw it back into my face," I cried.
Alice jumped up as if she had just thought of something.
"Bella, please tell me that you were protected," she screamed.
I thought back to when we were in the bedroom. I remembered him asking me a few things. I just can't remember what he was asking me but there is one thing I am sure of is that he wore a condom but then again how could I be sure. I started crying just thinking about it all. He was so loving and gentle and the fact that he was only with me just so he could have sex broke my heart.
"I-I-I don't k-know. I-I think so," I sobbed.
Alice looked like she was about to say something else but decided against it.
"Come on Bella, let’s get some beauty sleep and talk again tomorrow," she cooed and got in next to me in the bed.
I felt so grateful to have her as my best friend. I didn't know what I would do without her. I cuddled into my blankets and cried myself to sleep as I thought of everything that had happened tonight.
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I groaned when I heard a loud knock at the door and threw the pillow over my head so that I could block out the noise.
"Bella, wake up," Alice squeaked.
I looked over at Alice going through my suitcase.
"Put these on," she demanded throwing a pair of skinny jeans and a white blouse at me. "I will just be outside talking to Jasper," she said.
Jasper must have been the one knocking on the door. I got up and had the shortest shower in history. When I was dressed I decided to go out and join them. I was about to open the door when I heard them whispering about me.
"Jazz, I don't give a shit what he says. I refuse to send my best friend into the warzone. He made his bed so now he has to sleep in it," Alice told him.
"But Alice he explained everything to me and I know that he shouldn’t have said what he did but he was only thinking of her. Seth is having a go at him even as we speak. Now don't get me wrong I haven't forgiven him but I do have to tolerate him tonight and I really don't want there to be any tension. He really wants to be her date tonight," Jasper said.
"Well Jazz, if you are so interested in there being no tension then maybe you should be Edward's date and I will attend it with Bella. It is either that or the both of us be your date just like you suggested last night," she commented.
I couldn't listen to another word so I opened the door and went outside to talk to them. They realised from the look on my face that I had heard everything.
"Bella listen," Alice started but I put my hand up to stop her before she continued.
"Guys I heard what both of you where saying but I want you to know that I also heard what Edward said last night when he thought I was asleep. I don't want him anywhere near me. He broke me with those words. I was saving my virginity for the man that I love but he made a mockery out of that. I can't be his date, I refuse to have anything to do with him. Please tell me that you both understand," I whimpered.
Jasper looked at Alice and Alice looked at Jasper. Jasper came over to me and pulled me into a hug.
"I understand darlin’, I promise not to shove the two of you together and I would be honoured if you would be my date along with Alice tonight," he whispered into my hair.
I pulled back, nodded and smiled at him while he sighed in relief that I wasn't upset with him.
"Jazz, me and Bella have a long day ahead of us. We are going to order breakfast and then go to the spa to get ready for tonight," she said.
Jasper smiled at us both. "Well then ladies. I will leave you both to attend to your business and I will call to your room at 6pm," he smiled and then walked down the hall to the elevator.
I was about to walk back into my room when I heard a throat clearing behind me. I turned around to find a bell boy holding an enormous bunch of colourful flowers in a crystal vase.
"Erm, Isabella Swan?"
"Yes" I answered.
"These are for you," he said giving me the flowers.
I went into the room to get my wallet when he told me that the tip was already taken care of and then left. Alice looked at me and then at the flowers with her mouth wide open.
"Look there’s a note," she said pointing at the card that was with the flowers. I started shaking while taking the card out of the bouquet and read it out loud.
Isabella,
I’m so sorry, I tend to over think about things and say things that I don't mean. I don't know exactly what you heard but I swear I wouldn't hurt you intentionally. I still want you to be my date for the premiere tonight. Please meet me in my penthouse for lunch at 1pm. If you don't turn up then I will understand and I will see you later tonight.
Edward
Alice looked at me with a smug grin on her face.
"What are you gonna do Bella?"
I opened my mouth to answer her but I was interrupted by a knock on the door. I opened the door and found Esme and Angela on the other side.
I left the door open for them to come in while I went into the bathroom. I really needed to get my thoughts together. I didn't know what to do but there was one thing I did know and that was that I didn't trust myself with Edward Masen. I splashed some water onto my face and went back out to the room to join Alice, Esme and Angela.
I noticed that Alice had ordered breakfast. She was talking to Esme while eating a Spanish omelette. I was too nervous to eat a big meal so I just had some toast and juice.
"What are you both doing today," I asked Esme and Angela.
Esme looked at me and smiled.
"Carlisle is meeting me at Starbucks and we are going shopping, even though he doesn't know it yet," Esme laughed.
"I'm meeting Ben for lunch and then we are going to find a good spot to watch the stars on the red carpet," Angela swooned.
Alice jumped up from where she was eating her breakfast.
"And on that note myself and Bella have spa appointments. So we will see you both later," she said grabbing her purse and my arm and dragging me out of the room.
We got into the elevator to go down to the Spa.
"I thought that it was best to get you out of there before they asked what happened last night. Trust me if my mom knew what happened between you and Edward then she would have stopped us from going tonight," Alice said.
The elevator stopped, we got out and went in the direction of the Spa.
"Ali wait," I asked and walked over to the reception where Emmett was standing talking to Sam.
"Emmett," I called. He looked over to see who was calling him and saw that it was me. He excused himself from Sam and came over to talk to me.
"Bella. How are you doing this morning?"
"I'm fine Emmett but can you do me a favour," I asked while I played with my fingers.
"Of course," he smiled.
I suddenly felt very nervous and I prayed that Emmett wouldn't start asking questions.
"Could you tell Edward that I won't be joining him for lunch, he can't buy my forgiveness with flowers and tell him that it is best if he kept his distance," I whimpered.
Emmett stood there looking at me with his mouth wide open. He put both his arms on my shoulders and looked into my eyes.
"Bella, what did my asshole of a brother do to you?"
I knew that I was close to tears and I had to get away before they started.
"I really don't want to talk about it Emmett. Will you please just give him the message?"
He looked at me and was about to ask me again but decided against it.
"Yeah I'll tell him. I promise you that and I promise you that it won't be pretty," he said angrily.
I nodded and turned around to follow Alice into the Spa.
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The day flew by. I got the works done in the spa and even had a glass of champagne. After the spa we went and had our hair done, mine looked amazing falling down past my shoulders in soft waves. They even put purple flowers in to match my dress. Alice did my makeup and I had to admit that she did a really good job. It was now 6pm and the only thing left to do was put on my dress.
Knock Knock
The door opened and Esme came into the room.
"Do either of you want any help with your dresses?" She asked smiling.
But without waiting for an answer she went and got our dresses out of the closet. Alice took hers from Esme.
"Mom I will be fine, thanks," she said.
"Esme I’d like some help please," I grinned.
She helped me get into my purple
spaghetti strap empire floor-length chiffon evening gown. Alice looked stunning in her satin red hot cap sleeves evening dress.
Esme had tears running down her face as she looked at us.
"My two beautiful girls, you both look stunning. I love you both so much," she sniffed.
She took out a camera and started snapping pictures.
Knock Knock
Esme wiped her eyes, before letting Carlisle and Jasper into the room. They both stood there looking at Alice and I with their mouths wide open. They looked absolutely stunned. Esme broke the silence.
"Hi, I'm Esme Alice's mother. You must Jasper, nice to meet you," she said.
Jasper shook his head and looked over at Esme.
"I'm sorry ma'am, it's lovely to meet you. My apologies for not introducing myself, it’s just that Alice and Bella look so beautiful they took my breath away," he said.
He looked like he was blushing and I couldn’t help but laugh. Carlisle looked at Jasper and then at us.
"Girls, the way you both look tonight, I'm speechless. You both look stunning," he cooed.
"Thanks Carlisle," I smiled.
Alice looked like she wanted to fall through the floor. She was standing in a hotel room with her parents and the guy of her dreams. I thought that I’d better rescue her before she fainted on the spot.
"I think we’d better go," I grinned while linking my arm through Alice's.
Thankfully Esme and Carlisle didn't say another word and Jasper lead us over to the private elevator.
"The limo is at the side of the hotel. Trust me if we left from the front then we would never get there," he said and put in the code for the private elevator.
When we got out of the elevator there where two big guys waiting for us.
"Ladies this is Quil and Embry my bodyguards. Quil and Embry these lovely women are Alice and Bella. They are the winners of the Atlantic 252 radio contest and my dates for this evening," Jasper introduced.
Quil started talking into his walkie talkie. When he was finished he said something to Jasper and Jasper looked at me.
Bella, Edward wants you to go to the premiere with him in his limo. Now you don't have to go with him if you don't want to," he said sheepishly
I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to go with him but there again I don't want to cause trouble between him and Jasper on their night.
I nodded. "I'll go with him and meet the two of you there," I said and walked over to Edward’s limo with Quil. When we got to his limo Seth got out opening the door for me.
Edward was sat there looking totally gorgeous and beautiful in his black tux.
"Thank you so much for joining me Bella, I really need the chance to talk to you," he purred.
I didn't trust myself to speak so I just sat there looking out the window as we made our way to the theatre but Edward continued to look at me.
"Please Bella talk to me and let me explain everything to you. Trust me when I tell you that it’s all just a big misunderstanding," he begged.
I looked over at him and saw the pain in his eyes and I knew that I couldn't stay mad at him.
"Edward, let us relax and enjoy the night and we can talk later. Okay?"
He nodded. "Yeah that sounds great Bella," he cooed.
The limo stopped at the theatre and flash bulbs started going off. There where thousands of fans screaming his name and the stars of the film where signing autographs.
Seth got out opening the door. Edward looked over at me his eyes filled with lust.
"Bella, you look stunning, seriously I'm at lost for words," he said getting out of the limo.
He gave me his hand and helped me out and we started walking the red carpet. I tried to get away but he had his arm around my waist and held me tightly as if he was afraid that I would run away. I heard someone calling my name from the crowd and I didn't have to look to know who that it was Lauren. Edward started walking towards the reporters to give interviews still holding onto me.
"Edward, I'm no good with crowds. Don't make me go over to the reporters," I begged.
He kissed my ear. "Please don't run away if I let you go," he whispered jokingly.
He went to the reporters and I walked over to Alice who was standing by herself while Jasper was signing autographs.
"Hey Ali, how's it going?"
She looked at me sheepishly.
"Bella I didn't know that was going to happen and neither did Jasper. He was worried sick about you all the time we were in the limo," she sobbed.
"Ali I know that it wasn't planned but I think I should give him the chance to explain himself. There are two sides to him, firstly the sweet loving man that I meet last night and then the douche who loves to break women and doesn't give a shit about what happens. I need to know which one he really is," I said.
"I just knew you wouldn't go down without a fight," she grinned.
Suddenly I felt someone put their arms around my waist. I turned around and saw Edward giving me his crooked smile.
"Do you want to go inside," he asked. I was about to answer when Jasper came over and put his arm around Alice's waist.
"Let's all go inside, it's freezing out here," he laughed and walked in with Alice.
Edward and I followed them in. Lisa Murray was standing just inside the doors talking with Elizabeth Masen. Her face lit up when she saw Edward but then turned angry when she saw me standing next to him.
"Edward, you and Jasper better take your seats and let the contest winners find their seats. Don't worry about them, I'll make sure they are alright," she purred while trying to link her arm into the one that wasn't holding me.
Edward shook his arm free. "As a matter of fact Lisa, myself and Jasper changed the seating plan. Bella will be sitting with me and Jasper will be sitting with Alice," he said smiling at me.
He didn't look at her once, so he didn't notice the death glare she sent my way.
"Edward I......................" she started but he stopped her with a wave of his hand.
"We’ll make our way to our seats now but I'm sure that we will talk later at the after party," he said.
We then walked to our seats. There was another couple sitting next to us. He hugged the girl and shook hands with the guy and then looked at me.
"Bella, I would like to introduce you to Emma Wilson and her boyfriend Daniel Pattinson. Emma plays my love interest in the film," he grinned.
I shook Emma's hand and Daniel gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"It's nice to meet you both," I said.
Emma was still shaking my hand.
"Trust me the pleasure is all mine," she laughed.
We all sat down and I continued to talk to Emma until the lights went out. I could feel Edward's hand on mine as we watched the movie. It was a really great movie about a vampire who falls in love with a human girl. Edward and Emma both acted their parts really well and I could feel the love between, which made me feel irrationally jealous seen as they were only acting.
Halfway through Edward's hand left mine and started stroking my thigh through my dress. I began to get wet just from the feel of his hands and I knew suddenly that no matter how this turned out I need to be with him one more time. I could hardly wait for the movie to finish so that I could be alone with him. After what seem to be hours the lights finally came on and everyone started clapping. He took my hand and led me out of the side entrance where the limo was waiting. As soon as we got in and doors closed Edward smashed his lips against mine.
He boldly took my hand and put it over his covered but erect cock.
"Jesus Bella. Do you see what you do to me? Just one touch from you and I'm a goner," he whimpered.
He continued to kiss me deeply and I returned his kisses enthusiastically. He pulled back and looked at me with an expression full of want and lust.
"Bella I never beg any girl but I'm begging you, please let us have tonight together. I promise you that we will have our talk but please spend tonight with me," he breathed.
I nodded. "Yes Edward, I want to be with you too. Let’s make an appearance at the party and then we can go back to your room," I purred.
He growled and smashed his lips against mine once again, while putting his hand under my dress and stroking my left thigh.
We then arrived back at the hotel, Seth got out of the car and opened the door for Edward whilst giving him a dirty look. Edward took my hand and helped me out of the limo.
I was shocked to see that there were hundreds of girls waiting outside the hotel. Edward went over to them and signed autographs and posed for pictures. I suddenly heard a nasally voice calling my name. I looked around and saw Jessica calling my name. She said something to Sam and he came over to me.
"Bella, that girl over there is saying that she is one of your best friends and is looking to get through to talk to you. Should I let her through?"
I looked over at Jessica who was waving her arms in the air. Edward came over to me and put his arms around my waist and Jessica's eyes looked like they were going to jump out of their sockets.
I told Edward what Sam had told me and briefly told me how Jessica treated me in school. He looked pissed off and I swear he’d never looked hotter.
Sam, tell her that Miss Swan is allowed to invite as many friends as she wants but unfortunately she doesn’t count Miss Stanley as one," he smirked.
Sam went over and passed the message onto Jessica and she looked furious. We then went in to the hotel and straight into the ball room. I looked around and saw that everyone was already there. Edward kissed my hand and excused himself and so I went over to where Alice was standing with Rosalie and Emmett.
"Hi guys," I greeted them.
"I see that you and Eddie-boy sorted things out from the way the two of you where cuddling during the movie," Emmett asked all smug.
"Well trust me when I tell you that he has a lot of making up to do," I grinned. Rosalie looked at me with a worried look.
"Bella, I don't know you very well but what I do know about you I already like. I can see, you, me and Alice becoming great friends. Promise me that you will be careful where Edward is concerned," she said.
"I will Rosalie thank you," I said and gave her a hug.
Throughout the night Alice and I chatted to a lot of different people. I introduced her to Emma and it wasn't long before they were both talking about fashion. I left Alice and Emma engrossed in their fashion talk.
I looked around but I couldn’t see Edward, so I went over to the bar and ordered a coke. I’d drunk half of it before I saw him standing with Lisa, she was all over him and Edward looked fiercely uncomfortable. I left my drink at the bar and walked towards him as quickly as possible, he looked over at me coming towards him and his face lit up. He put his arm around me and kissed my earlobe.
"I was wondering where you where baby. I missed you," he cooed in my ear.
He started giving me wet kisses on my neck. We were both locked in our own little world when we heard a throat clearing. I looked up and saw Lisa looking furious.
"Excuse me but we were in the middle of something, so I suggest you run back over to the other little contest winner and leave us to get back to what we were doing," she snapped.
I was about to tell her to go fuck herself when Edward got there before me.
"Lisa, Bella is my date and I would appreciate it if you'd apologise to her for your rude behaviour," he yelled.
She looked between Edward and I in shock that he has spoken to her like that. She huffed and stormed away. Edward took my face between my hands and kissed me deeply.
"Let's get out of here, I want you all to myself," he said his voice full of sex and velvet.
He took my hand and we walked out of the ballroom and into the private elevator. Edward immediately started kissing me deeply the second the doors closed. I moaned into his mouth as his hands knead my ass. As he pulled me closer I felt his erection against my stomach. I fisted my hands through his hair pulling him closer and he started kissing and sucking my neck.
"Fuck Bella I need you, I want you," he groaned. "Please say you want me too,"
I moaned against his lips. "I want you Edward. Now," I yelled in desperation.
The elevator doors opened and Edward lifted me up with my legs straddling his waist and carried me into the penthouse and into his bedroom. As we were going into his bedroom I heard grunting and groaning in the next room.
"Oh Jazzy, please faster, harder," Alice yelled.
We ignored the noises and carried on into Edward’s bedroom, he put me down and helped me get out of the dress and lay me on the bed.
"Baby, you are so beautiful," he groaned
"Make love to me Edward," I begged looking into his beautiful green eyes.
He stripped out of his tux and climbed naked onto the bed next to me. He took off my bra and started kissing and sucking on my nipples.
I roll my hips grinding up against his hard cock. I feel him respond, pressing into me further, sending signals straight to my clit.
"Mmm…" I let a slight moan escape.
"Fuck… Bella… I want you so bad."
"Then take me Edward."
"I'm gonna take you...hard and fast until you scream my name as you come around my cock."
He slowly pulled my panties down my legs and threw them on the floor before he settled himself between my legs and positions his hard cock right at my entrance.
"Are you ready for me, beautiful?"
"Please Edward, do it," I moaned as he pushed himself into me. He felt so good inside me, as if he belonged there. He started thrusting harder and harder.
"Bella, my God, that feels so fucking good. You are so hot and tight."
"Edward, fuck, ohmyfuckinggod. What are you doing to me? I'm going to cum.
"Cum for me baby, I need you to cum for me."
"Yes, yes, EDWARD."
"Oh fuck.......Oh, yes, yes. BELLA!!"
He slipped himself out of me and I immediately missed the connection. He lay down on his back trying to get his breathing under control, before he turned towards me and pulled me into his arms.
"Sleep baby and we’ll talk when we wake up and see where we can go from here," he cooed.
I was already drifting off to sleep when he started humming a lullaby in my ear. I felt like I was only asleep for 5 seconds when I heard a phone ringing. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Edward’s cell phone. I heard the shower going and didn’t want to disturb him, so I picked up his phone a pressed the button to talk.
"Hello"
"Hello, can I speak to Edward please?"
"Erm, he is in the shower at the moment, can he ring you back?"
"Who is this and why are you answering my fiance's phone at 6am?"
The phone fell from my hands and I put my hand over my mouth so that I wouldn't cry out. I couldn't believe it, he had tricked me into sex again and like the stupid slut I was I had fallen for it. I put on the bathrobe that was hanging on the back of the door, took my dress and shoes and ran from the room before he had the chance to make up some stupid excuse.
Edward had stolen my heart and put it into a blender. I would never trust a guy again.
EPOV
I laid on my side watching her sleep and I wondered how I had managed to get myself into this mess. She looked like a beautiful sleeping angel. But I was the type of guy who liked to fuck a lot and not one who fell for a girl from a small town. But I couldn't ignore the electricity between us.
I intended to enjoy the time that I had with her and then we'd go our separate ways, she'd go home to Forks and I’d go home to LA. I would be a little nervous about saying goodbye to her because I learnt from experience that girls who gave away their virginity could be very clingy. So my intention was that when my time in Seattle was over, we would never have to see each other again.
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I woke up to the light shining in through the window and a knock on my bedroom door. I looked to the other side of the bed hoping to have a repeat of last night, only to find it empty.
BANG BANG!
"Wake up you bastard," shouted Jasper through the door. I could hear in his voice that Jasper was losing it and when he does lose it then it is in your best interests to always agree with him. Jasper never shouts unless he's really upset about something.
"I'm up, I'm up," I yawned and got up to open the bedroom door. The second I opened it Jasper had my back up against the wall and his hand up against my throat.
"What the fuck happened with Bella last night?"
"Did you fuck her like one of your whores?"
I started to answer but he put the other hand that was not on my throat up to stop me from talking.
"I don't need to hear shit from you. Bella is an innocent girl and you ruined her. She heard you talking to yourself last night about leaving her and saying that you don't want her to become clingy because she was a virgin," he yelled.
Shit shit shit. All the thoughts that where going through my head last night. I must have been thinking them out loud and she must have heard me. I sensed someone else in the room and looked by the door, to find Seth looking furiously at me.
I was so fucked.
BPOV
I looked over at Edward lying there fast asleep and my eyes filled with tears. How could I be so stupid? I’d heard the rumors and I knew that he was a player but I honestly thought that he saw me differently. I could still hear what he said about me in my head.
I have to leave her before she becomes another one of those clingy girls that lost their virginity.
I got out of bed and put on my panties. I didn't want to put my dress back on so instead I took a pair of sweats and a Kings of Leon t-shirt out of Edward's case. I walked out of the bedroom and found Alice and Jasper asleep cuddled around each other on the sofa in the sitting area. I rubbed my eyes and shook Alice awake.
"Ali please wake up, I want to get out of here," I cried.
She must have heard the desperation in my voice because she jumped up throwing Jasper onto the floor in the process.
"Bella, what is wrong? Did you just come from Edward's room?"
Jasper got up off the floor and put his arms around me.
"What happened darlin," he asked.
I started crying and told them both the whole story. Jasper's eyes filled with fury when I told them that he was trying to think of a way to leave me so that I wouldn’t become little miss clingy.
He got up and started pacing the room.
"The bastard! I know that he is a man whore but this is a new low, even for him. I see the way he treats girls but they are experienced and they usually have a different guy in their bed every night and don't get me started on Tanya Denali. I turned a blind eye before but never again," he yelled angrily.
"Don't do or say anything please Jasper. I don't want to cause any trouble. All I want to do is go home," I sniffed.
Alice looked at me as if I lost my mind.
"Bella, we are not going home. This is a dream for you, it is all we have talked about for the past two weeks. We are going to this premiere and even the after party. You are going to ignore Edward Masen while looking fabulous and you’re going to have a fucking good time," she spat.
Alice went and gave Jasper a kiss on the cheek.
"Jazzy, I'm going to take her down to her room and I probably won't see you until the premiere. I need to be there for Bella, so it looks like I can't be your date. I'm sorry, baby."
I suddenly remembered what Edward asked me before I fell asleep.
"SHIT"
"I just remembered that Edward asked me to be his date," I yelled.
"Ssssssssshhhhhh, you don't want to wake up the bastard," they both said.
Jasper looked deep in thought and then clapped his hands. "I got it," he grinned.
"Isabella Swan, will you be my date along with Alice for the premiere? Will you make me the envy of every guy there when they see me there with two gorgeous girls on my arm as I walk the red carpet?" He asked.
Before I could answer Alice threw her arms around him squealing.
"Oh Jazzy, you are the most wonderful guy in the world. Thank you so much," she screeched.
She then put her arms around me.
"I will have you looking so beautiful that it will make Edward go weak at the knees," she said and then looked over at Jasper.
"We are going to go down to our rooms now so that we can get some sleep. We’ll both be looking forward to being your date. Thanks Jazzy," she said with emotion.
I flinch slightly at the look that they gave each other. I would die a happy girl if I had a guy who looked at me like that even once. Alice took my arm and we left the penthouse to go down to our rooms.
"Ali, will you stay with me in my room tonight? I don't want to be alone, I will only start crying over Edward if I am."
She nodded as we went into my room and got into our pjs.
"Alice how could I have been so stupid? I knew his reputation. Some magazines even called him Easy Edward because he falls so easily into bed with anyone with a skirt including fans. I just thought that I was different. I stupidly gave him my virginity and he threw it back into my face," I cried.
Alice jumped up as if she had just thought of something.
"Bella, please tell me that you were protected," she screamed.
I thought back to when we were in the bedroom. I remembered him asking me a few things. I just can't remember what he was asking me but there is one thing I am sure of is that he wore a condom but then again how could I be sure. I started crying just thinking about it all. He was so loving and gentle and the fact that he was only with me just so he could have sex broke my heart.
"I-I-I don't k-know. I-I think so," I sobbed.
Alice looked like she was about to say something else but decided against it.
"Come on Bella, let’s get some beauty sleep and talk again tomorrow," she cooed and got in next to me in the bed.
I felt so grateful to have her as my best friend. I didn't know what I would do without her. I cuddled into my blankets and cried myself to sleep as I thought of everything that had happened tonight.
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I groaned when I heard a loud knock at the door and threw the pillow over my head so that I could block out the noise.
"Bella, wake up," Alice squeaked.
I looked over at Alice going through my suitcase.
"Put these on," she demanded throwing a pair of skinny jeans and a white blouse at me. "I will just be outside talking to Jasper," she said.
Jasper must have been the one knocking on the door. I got up and had the shortest shower in history. When I was dressed I decided to go out and join them. I was about to open the door when I heard them whispering about me.
"Jazz, I don't give a shit what he says. I refuse to send my best friend into the warzone. He made his bed so now he has to sleep in it," Alice told him.
"But Alice he explained everything to me and I know that he shouldn’t have said what he did but he was only thinking of her. Seth is having a go at him even as we speak. Now don't get me wrong I haven't forgiven him but I do have to tolerate him tonight and I really don't want there to be any tension. He really wants to be her date tonight," Jasper said.
"Well Jazz, if you are so interested in there being no tension then maybe you should be Edward's date and I will attend it with Bella. It is either that or the both of us be your date just like you suggested last night," she commented.
I couldn't listen to another word so I opened the door and went outside to talk to them. They realised from the look on my face that I had heard everything.
"Bella listen," Alice started but I put my hand up to stop her before she continued.
"Guys I heard what both of you where saying but I want you to know that I also heard what Edward said last night when he thought I was asleep. I don't want him anywhere near me. He broke me with those words. I was saving my virginity for the man that I love but he made a mockery out of that. I can't be his date, I refuse to have anything to do with him. Please tell me that you both understand," I whimpered.
Jasper looked at Alice and Alice looked at Jasper. Jasper came over to me and pulled me into a hug.
"I understand darlin’, I promise not to shove the two of you together and I would be honoured if you would be my date along with Alice tonight," he whispered into my hair.
I pulled back, nodded and smiled at him while he sighed in relief that I wasn't upset with him.
"Jazz, me and Bella have a long day ahead of us. We are going to order breakfast and then go to the spa to get ready for tonight," she said.
Jasper smiled at us both. "Well then ladies. I will leave you both to attend to your business and I will call to your room at 6pm," he smiled and then walked down the hall to the elevator.
I was about to walk back into my room when I heard a throat clearing behind me. I turned around to find a bell boy holding an enormous bunch of colourful flowers in a crystal vase.
"Erm, Isabella Swan?"
"Yes" I answered.
"These are for you," he said giving me the flowers.
I went into the room to get my wallet when he told me that the tip was already taken care of and then left. Alice looked at me and then at the flowers with her mouth wide open.
"Look there’s a note," she said pointing at the card that was with the flowers. I started shaking while taking the card out of the bouquet and read it out loud.
Isabella,
I’m so sorry, I tend to over think about things and say things that I don't mean. I don't know exactly what you heard but I swear I wouldn't hurt you intentionally. I still want you to be my date for the premiere tonight. Please meet me in my penthouse for lunch at 1pm. If you don't turn up then I will understand and I will see you later tonight.
Edward
Alice looked at me with a smug grin on her face.
"What are you gonna do Bella?"
I opened my mouth to answer her but I was interrupted by a knock on the door. I opened the door and found Esme and Angela on the other side.
I left the door open for them to come in while I went into the bathroom. I really needed to get my thoughts together. I didn't know what to do but there was one thing I did know and that was that I didn't trust myself with Edward Masen. I splashed some water onto my face and went back out to the room to join Alice, Esme and Angela.
I noticed that Alice had ordered breakfast. She was talking to Esme while eating a Spanish omelette. I was too nervous to eat a big meal so I just had some toast and juice.
"What are you both doing today," I asked Esme and Angela.
Esme looked at me and smiled.
"Carlisle is meeting me at Starbucks and we are going shopping, even though he doesn't know it yet," Esme laughed.
"I'm meeting Ben for lunch and then we are going to find a good spot to watch the stars on the red carpet," Angela swooned.
Alice jumped up from where she was eating her breakfast.
"And on that note myself and Bella have spa appointments. So we will see you both later," she said grabbing her purse and my arm and dragging me out of the room.
We got into the elevator to go down to the Spa.
"I thought that it was best to get you out of there before they asked what happened last night. Trust me if my mom knew what happened between you and Edward then she would have stopped us from going tonight," Alice said.
The elevator stopped, we got out and went in the direction of the Spa.
"Ali wait," I asked and walked over to the reception where Emmett was standing talking to Sam.
"Emmett," I called. He looked over to see who was calling him and saw that it was me. He excused himself from Sam and came over to talk to me.
"Bella. How are you doing this morning?"
"I'm fine Emmett but can you do me a favour," I asked while I played with my fingers.
"Of course," he smiled.
I suddenly felt very nervous and I prayed that Emmett wouldn't start asking questions.
"Could you tell Edward that I won't be joining him for lunch, he can't buy my forgiveness with flowers and tell him that it is best if he kept his distance," I whimpered.
Emmett stood there looking at me with his mouth wide open. He put both his arms on my shoulders and looked into my eyes.
"Bella, what did my asshole of a brother do to you?"
I knew that I was close to tears and I had to get away before they started.
"I really don't want to talk about it Emmett. Will you please just give him the message?"
He looked at me and was about to ask me again but decided against it.
"Yeah I'll tell him. I promise you that and I promise you that it won't be pretty," he said angrily.
I nodded and turned around to follow Alice into the Spa.
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The day flew by. I got the works done in the spa and even had a glass of champagne. After the spa we went and had our hair done, mine looked amazing falling down past my shoulders in soft waves. They even put purple flowers in to match my dress. Alice did my makeup and I had to admit that she did a really good job. It was now 6pm and the only thing left to do was put on my dress.
Knock Knock
The door opened and Esme came into the room.
"Do either of you want any help with your dresses?" She asked smiling.
But without waiting for an answer she went and got our dresses out of the closet. Alice took hers from Esme.
"Mom I will be fine, thanks," she said.
"Esme I’d like some help please," I grinned.
She helped me get into my purple
spaghetti strap empire floor-length chiffon evening gown. Alice looked stunning in her satin red hot cap sleeves evening dress.
Esme had tears running down her face as she looked at us.
"My two beautiful girls, you both look stunning. I love you both so much," she sniffed.
She took out a camera and started snapping pictures.
Knock Knock
Esme wiped her eyes, before letting Carlisle and Jasper into the room. They both stood there looking at Alice and I with their mouths wide open. They looked absolutely stunned. Esme broke the silence.
"Hi, I'm Esme Alice's mother. You must Jasper, nice to meet you," she said.
Jasper shook his head and looked over at Esme.
"I'm sorry ma'am, it's lovely to meet you. My apologies for not introducing myself, it’s just that Alice and Bella look so beautiful they took my breath away," he said.
He looked like he was blushing and I couldn’t help but laugh. Carlisle looked at Jasper and then at us.
"Girls, the way you both look tonight, I'm speechless. You both look stunning," he cooed.
"Thanks Carlisle," I smiled.
Alice looked like she wanted to fall through the floor. She was standing in a hotel room with her parents and the guy of her dreams. I thought that I’d better rescue her before she fainted on the spot.
"I think we’d better go," I grinned while linking my arm through Alice's.
Thankfully Esme and Carlisle didn't say another word and Jasper lead us over to the private elevator.
"The limo is at the side of the hotel. Trust me if we left from the front then we would never get there," he said and put in the code for the private elevator.
When we got out of the elevator there where two big guys waiting for us.
"Ladies this is Quil and Embry my bodyguards. Quil and Embry these lovely women are Alice and Bella. They are the winners of the Atlantic 252 radio contest and my dates for this evening," Jasper introduced.
Quil started talking into his walkie talkie. When he was finished he said something to Jasper and Jasper looked at me.
Bella, Edward wants you to go to the premiere with him in his limo. Now you don't have to go with him if you don't want to," he said sheepishly
I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to go with him but there again I don't want to cause trouble between him and Jasper on their night.
I nodded. "I'll go with him and meet the two of you there," I said and walked over to Edward’s limo with Quil. When we got to his limo Seth got out opening the door for me.
Edward was sat there looking totally gorgeous and beautiful in his black tux.
"Thank you so much for joining me Bella, I really need the chance to talk to you," he purred.
I didn't trust myself to speak so I just sat there looking out the window as we made our way to the theatre but Edward continued to look at me.
"Please Bella talk to me and let me explain everything to you. Trust me when I tell you that it’s all just a big misunderstanding," he begged.
I looked over at him and saw the pain in his eyes and I knew that I couldn't stay mad at him.
"Edward, let us relax and enjoy the night and we can talk later. Okay?"
He nodded. "Yeah that sounds great Bella," he cooed.
The limo stopped at the theatre and flash bulbs started going off. There where thousands of fans screaming his name and the stars of the film where signing autographs.
Seth got out opening the door. Edward looked over at me his eyes filled with lust.
"Bella, you look stunning, seriously I'm at lost for words," he said getting out of the limo.
He gave me his hand and helped me out and we started walking the red carpet. I tried to get away but he had his arm around my waist and held me tightly as if he was afraid that I would run away. I heard someone calling my name from the crowd and I didn't have to look to know who that it was Lauren. Edward started walking towards the reporters to give interviews still holding onto me.
"Edward, I'm no good with crowds. Don't make me go over to the reporters," I begged.
He kissed my ear. "Please don't run away if I let you go," he whispered jokingly.
He went to the reporters and I walked over to Alice who was standing by herself while Jasper was signing autographs.
"Hey Ali, how's it going?"
She looked at me sheepishly.
"Bella I didn't know that was going to happen and neither did Jasper. He was worried sick about you all the time we were in the limo," she sobbed.
"Ali I know that it wasn't planned but I think I should give him the chance to explain himself. There are two sides to him, firstly the sweet loving man that I meet last night and then the douche who loves to break women and doesn't give a shit about what happens. I need to know which one he really is," I said.
"I just knew you wouldn't go down without a fight," she grinned.
Suddenly I felt someone put their arms around my waist. I turned around and saw Edward giving me his crooked smile.
"Do you want to go inside," he asked. I was about to answer when Jasper came over and put his arm around Alice's waist.
"Let's all go inside, it's freezing out here," he laughed and walked in with Alice.
Edward and I followed them in. Lisa Murray was standing just inside the doors talking with Elizabeth Masen. Her face lit up when she saw Edward but then turned angry when she saw me standing next to him.
"Edward, you and Jasper better take your seats and let the contest winners find their seats. Don't worry about them, I'll make sure they are alright," she purred while trying to link her arm into the one that wasn't holding me.
Edward shook his arm free. "As a matter of fact Lisa, myself and Jasper changed the seating plan. Bella will be sitting with me and Jasper will be sitting with Alice," he said smiling at me.
He didn't look at her once, so he didn't notice the death glare she sent my way.
"Edward I......................" she started but he stopped her with a wave of his hand.
"We’ll make our way to our seats now but I'm sure that we will talk later at the after party," he said.
We then walked to our seats. There was another couple sitting next to us. He hugged the girl and shook hands with the guy and then looked at me.
"Bella, I would like to introduce you to Emma Wilson and her boyfriend Daniel Pattinson. Emma plays my love interest in the film," he grinned.
I shook Emma's hand and Daniel gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"It's nice to meet you both," I said.
Emma was still shaking my hand.
"Trust me the pleasure is all mine," she laughed.
We all sat down and I continued to talk to Emma until the lights went out. I could feel Edward's hand on mine as we watched the movie. It was a really great movie about a vampire who falls in love with a human girl. Edward and Emma both acted their parts really well and I could feel the love between, which made me feel irrationally jealous seen as they were only acting.
Halfway through Edward's hand left mine and started stroking my thigh through my dress. I began to get wet just from the feel of his hands and I knew suddenly that no matter how this turned out I need to be with him one more time. I could hardly wait for the movie to finish so that I could be alone with him. After what seem to be hours the lights finally came on and everyone started clapping. He took my hand and led me out of the side entrance where the limo was waiting. As soon as we got in and doors closed Edward smashed his lips against mine.
He boldly took my hand and put it over his covered but erect cock.
"Jesus Bella. Do you see what you do to me? Just one touch from you and I'm a goner," he whimpered.
He continued to kiss me deeply and I returned his kisses enthusiastically. He pulled back and looked at me with an expression full of want and lust.
"Bella I never beg any girl but I'm begging you, please let us have tonight together. I promise you that we will have our talk but please spend tonight with me," he breathed.
I nodded. "Yes Edward, I want to be with you too. Let’s make an appearance at the party and then we can go back to your room," I purred.
He growled and smashed his lips against mine once again, while putting his hand under my dress and stroking my left thigh.
We then arrived back at the hotel, Seth got out of the car and opened the door for Edward whilst giving him a dirty look. Edward took my hand and helped me out of the limo.
I was shocked to see that there were hundreds of girls waiting outside the hotel. Edward went over to them and signed autographs and posed for pictures. I suddenly heard a nasally voice calling my name. I looked around and saw Jessica calling my name. She said something to Sam and he came over to me.
"Bella, that girl over there is saying that she is one of your best friends and is looking to get through to talk to you. Should I let her through?"
I looked over at Jessica who was waving her arms in the air. Edward came over to me and put his arms around my waist and Jessica's eyes looked like they were going to jump out of their sockets.
I told Edward what Sam had told me and briefly told me how Jessica treated me in school. He looked pissed off and I swear he’d never looked hotter.
Sam, tell her that Miss Swan is allowed to invite as many friends as she wants but unfortunately she doesn’t count Miss Stanley as one," he smirked.
Sam went over and passed the message onto Jessica and she looked furious. We then went in to the hotel and straight into the ball room. I looked around and saw that everyone was already there. Edward kissed my hand and excused himself and so I went over to where Alice was standing with Rosalie and Emmett.
"Hi guys," I greeted them.
"I see that you and Eddie-boy sorted things out from the way the two of you where cuddling during the movie," Emmett asked all smug.
"Well trust me when I tell you that he has a lot of making up to do," I grinned. Rosalie looked at me with a worried look.
"Bella, I don't know you very well but what I do know about you I already like. I can see, you, me and Alice becoming great friends. Promise me that you will be careful where Edward is concerned," she said.
"I will Rosalie thank you," I said and gave her a hug.
Throughout the night Alice and I chatted to a lot of different people. I introduced her to Emma and it wasn't long before they were both talking about fashion. I left Alice and Emma engrossed in their fashion talk.
I looked around but I couldn’t see Edward, so I went over to the bar and ordered a coke. I’d drunk half of it before I saw him standing with Lisa, she was all over him and Edward looked fiercely uncomfortable. I left my drink at the bar and walked towards him as quickly as possible, he looked over at me coming towards him and his face lit up. He put his arm around me and kissed my earlobe.
"I was wondering where you where baby. I missed you," he cooed in my ear.
He started giving me wet kisses on my neck. We were both locked in our own little world when we heard a throat clearing. I looked up and saw Lisa looking furious.
"Excuse me but we were in the middle of something, so I suggest you run back over to the other little contest winner and leave us to get back to what we were doing," she snapped.
I was about to tell her to go fuck herself when Edward got there before me.
"Lisa, Bella is my date and I would appreciate it if you'd apologise to her for your rude behaviour," he yelled.
She looked between Edward and I in shock that he has spoken to her like that. She huffed and stormed away. Edward took my face between my hands and kissed me deeply.
"Let's get out of here, I want you all to myself," he said his voice full of sex and velvet.
He took my hand and we walked out of the ballroom and into the private elevator. Edward immediately started kissing me deeply the second the doors closed. I moaned into his mouth as his hands knead my ass. As he pulled me closer I felt his erection against my stomach. I fisted my hands through his hair pulling him closer and he started kissing and sucking my neck.
"Fuck Bella I need you, I want you," he groaned. "Please say you want me too,"
I moaned against his lips. "I want you Edward. Now," I yelled in desperation.
The elevator doors opened and Edward lifted me up with my legs straddling his waist and carried me into the penthouse and into his bedroom. As we were going into his bedroom I heard grunting and groaning in the next room.
"Oh Jazzy, please faster, harder," Alice yelled.
We ignored the noises and carried on into Edward’s bedroom, he put me down and helped me get out of the dress and lay me on the bed.
"Baby, you are so beautiful," he groaned
"Make love to me Edward," I begged looking into his beautiful green eyes.
He stripped out of his tux and climbed naked onto the bed next to me. He took off my bra and started kissing and sucking on my nipples.
I roll my hips grinding up against his hard cock. I feel him respond, pressing into me further, sending signals straight to my clit.
"Mmm…" I let a slight moan escape.
"Fuck… Bella… I want you so bad."
"Then take me Edward."
"I'm gonna take you...hard and fast until you scream my name as you come around my cock."
He slowly pulled my panties down my legs and threw them on the floor before he settled himself between my legs and positions his hard cock right at my entrance.
"Are you ready for me, beautiful?"
"Please Edward, do it," I moaned as he pushed himself into me. He felt so good inside me, as if he belonged there. He started thrusting harder and harder.
"Bella, my God, that feels so fucking good. You are so hot and tight."
"Edward, fuck, ohmyfuckinggod. What are you doing to me? I'm going to cum.
"Cum for me baby, I need you to cum for me."
"Yes, yes, EDWARD."
"Oh fuck.......Oh, yes, yes. BELLA!!"
He slipped himself out of me and I immediately missed the connection. He lay down on his back trying to get his breathing under control, before he turned towards me and pulled me into his arms.
"Sleep baby and we’ll talk when we wake up and see where we can go from here," he cooed.
I was already drifting off to sleep when he started humming a lullaby in my ear. I felt like I was only asleep for 5 seconds when I heard a phone ringing. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Edward’s cell phone. I heard the shower going and didn’t want to disturb him, so I picked up his phone a pressed the button to talk.
"Hello"
"Hello, can I speak to Edward please?"
"Erm, he is in the shower at the moment, can he ring you back?"
"Who is this and why are you answering my fiance's phone at 6am?"
The phone fell from my hands and I put my hand over my mouth so that I wouldn't cry out. I couldn't believe it, he had tricked me into sex again and like the stupid slut I was I had fallen for it. I put on the bathrobe that was hanging on the back of the door, took my dress and shoes and ran from the room before he had the chance to make up some stupid excuse.
Edward had stolen my heart and put it into a blender. I would never trust a guy again.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Teaser for chapter 5 All Alone
11/09/2012
"Bella, what is wrong? Did you just come from Edward's room?"
Jasper got up off the floor and put his arms around me.
"What happened darlin," he asked.
I started crying and told them both the whole story. Jasper eyes filled with fury when I told them that he was trying to think of a way to leave me so that I would'nt be little miss clingy.
He got up and started pacing the room.
"That bastard. I know that he is a manwhore but this is a new low even for him. I see the way he treats girls but they are experienced and they usually have a different guy in their bed every night and don't get me started on Tanya Denali. I turned a blind eye before but never again," he yelled angrily.
"Bella, what is wrong? Did you just come from Edward's room?"
Jasper got up off the floor and put his arms around me.
"What happened darlin," he asked.
I started crying and told them both the whole story. Jasper eyes filled with fury when I told them that he was trying to think of a way to leave me so that I would'nt be little miss clingy.
He got up and started pacing the room.
"That bastard. I know that he is a manwhore but this is a new low even for him. I see the way he treats girls but they are experienced and they usually have a different guy in their bed every night and don't get me started on Tanya Denali. I turned a blind eye before but never again," he yelled angrily.
Monday, September 10, 2012
Following your dreams chapter 11
10/09/2012
Previously
BPOV
"You love me? Well here's a news flash I hate you. I hate the fact that you make me speechless, I hate that I can't go a day without thinking about you or wondering if you're thinking about me. I hate this feeling. I feel empty without you. I've never felt this way about anyone before and I hate it and most of all I hate that I love you."
He then turned and walked out of the door.
I looked around at everyone and then ran upstairs to my room, I threw myself on top of the bed and cried until I felt like there were no tears left.
EPOV
Walking away was without a doubt the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. It took every inch of myself control to not turn around and walk back into that house. I wanted to throw my arms around her and tell her to hell with Tanya and that I would leave and go to New York with her.
I can't believe that this is happening to me. I thought I would have at least a year to prove that she is the only one for me and that I would go wherever she was. All I needed to do was wait until Tanya had the baby.
Bella and Emmet suspecting that Tanya was not actually really pregnant stuck in my head. I would give all my money to charity if that was in fact the truth. But I had to face the fact that she was pregnant, I had seen the pregnancy test. I knew that I would love that baby but I'm only 19 years old and the only person that I would ever want to have my children with is Bella.
I started the car and drove straight to Tanya's apartment. I let myself in with the key that she had given me and heard her crying in the bedroom.
"Tanya, what's wrong?"
She looked up at me under her lashes.
"Wrong! I will tell what is wrong," she spat.
"That ex bitch of yours yelled and cursed at me outside the lawyers’ office and then again in Starbucks, before she threw my coffee all over my new Chanel suit.
I sighed in frustration. I really didn’t care about how Bella spoke to Tanya. She's a spitfire and frankly I find Bella's temper sexy.
"Tanya, first of all don't ever call Bella a bitch again because if you do I won't be responsible for my actions and second I truly believe that you deserved it."
Tanya was shaking with the anger at this point.
"I can't believe that you are sticking up for that little whore when I am the one sitting here crying and upset, which I might add is not good for the baby."
"Tanya, I'm going to ask you this and only ask it once. Is there even a baby?" I asked praying that the answer was no.
She looked at me trying to squeeze a few tears out. "Eddie, of course there is a baby. What makes you think that I would lie about something like that?"
I knew that I was grasping at straws here but I really and truly didn't want to marry her. I don’t even like her really. I wanted to be with Bella and if that meant New York then so be it. I would spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to her.
"Tanya, until I'm sure and you give me some solid proof, I'm afraid that there won't be a wedding."
Tanya got up and walked over to her bag.
"What kind a proof do you need, Eddie? Will an ultrasound picture do?" She said, shoving a picture into my hand.
I looked at it and saw that it was an ultrasound photo of a baby dated today. She looked at me all smug.
"I had a doctor's appointment after my visit to the lawyer today. The baby is very healthy," she smirked.
"Oh by the way, I want to get married within the next 2 - 3 weeks."
"W-W-Why," I stuttered.
She laughed. "Oh for two reasons. One, is so that I can still fit into a decent wedding dress and two we don't want to wait until after I'm 24 weeks pregnant only for you to tell me that we won't be getting married, when it will be too late for me to have an abortion. I told you before, Eddie I'm not going to bring this baby up in a broken home. So it's either we get married in a few weeks or we can forget it and I will have an abortion. The choice is yours."
She turned and walked out of the room. I was so fucked.
BPOV
I continued to cry until I heard Rose and Alice walk into the room. Rose put a tray with shot glasses and tequila down on my dresser next to my bed and Alice put her arms around me.
"Bells, you promised us a girlie night and we are going to have a girlie night. Forget about Edward. I bought you this fantastic dress for clubbing tonight and I refuse to let it go to waste."
I have to laugh when Alice gives me the pouty face.
"Ok you annoying little pixie but if we are going to do this we need to do some shots first," I said looking at the tequila and shot glasses.
If my dad was alive he would kill me for doing this.
Rose poured the tequila into three shot glasses and handed one to each of us.
"A toast," she said holding up her shot glass. "To Bella, may all her dreams come true in New York and may she have a night to remember tonight."
"Here, here" Ali and I said together and threw the shot down our throats.
After our third shot I started to feel a little light headed but happy.
"I'm going to leave your hair the way Paul did it. It looks so soft and natural," Alice said.
She then took out the bag that contained what she had bought today.
"Put this on and no arguments," she said.
I looked inside the bag and there was a beautiful black knee-length satin dress. I put it on and surprise surprise, it fitted me perfectly, showing off my curves and hugging me in all the right place.
"Wow Alice it's great, thank you so much," I gushed.
"Well my job here is done. I'm going to leave you girls for a few minutes so that I can go and get dressed," she said leaving the room.
Rose walked out of her room wearing a sleeveless plain red silk dress. It looked absolutely stunning on her. After fifthteen minutes Alice walked out in a black silk knee length Chanel dress.
"Come on girls, sit on the bed," Rose said whilst she set the timer on her camera. She set the camera on my dresser and then joined us on
the bed.
"Everyone say cheese" she said before the camera went off.
"One for the road and then we will go out and paint the town red" Rosalie said, handing us both another shot.
"How are we getting to get to the club? We’ve all been drinking so none of us can drive," I asked.
"Don't worry Bells, Alice bought you the dress so I'm treating us to a limo and a bottle of champagne," Rose said obviously pleased with herself.
We went down to the living room. I had to walk slowly as I was wearing three inch heels and feeling the effects of the four shots. All I can think is thank god Emmett was nowhere in sight.
"Rose, where is Emmett?"
Rose looked at me as if for the first time in her life she didn’t know what to say.
"Bella, don't get upset but something happened and Emmett went out to meet someone." she said.
"Rosie, why would I get upset and who did he meet," I asked knowing that I won't like the answer.
Rose suddenly looked nervous.
"He went to meet Edward and before you ask I don't know why. All I know is that something happened to concern Emmett enough to go and meet him."
I decided then not to let that spoil my night so I put the whole thing out of my mind.
"Ok girls where is that limo because I'm in the mood for champagne," I said.
Alice and Rose looked happy that I was in a good mood.
"Let's go," they said and we walked out to the limo to have a night on the town.
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FYD~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
EPOV
All I could do was sit in the middle of the club Eclipse and cry into my double whiskey. This was the only club in Seattle that you could get away with using fake ID. I felt a tap on my shoulder and prayed that it wasn't another bimbo trying to flirt with me. I turned around to find Emmett looking at me. From the look in his eyes I almost believed that I had my best friend back. I know that his loyalties are with Bella and I hated the fact that I'm the reason that she is hurting right now.
"Thanks for coming Em, I didn't know who else to call. I'm just so fucked," I said.
I knew I sounded like a pussy but I didn't give a shit, this was my life on the line.
"Sure man, just because we stopped talking doesn't mean that I stopped caring about you. Tell me from the beginning what happened, all I heard on the phone was a load of panic." He said.
I then told him everything and Emmet listened quietly until I had finished.
"Eddie, why don't you delay her and take her to court to stop her from having the abortion," he asked.
"Don't you think that I haven’t thought of that? For fuck's sake I am a law student, the problem is that by the time I get a judge and a court date it would be too late and she would have had the abortion." I stated, before adding.
"Em I know that you don't believe me but all I want is Bella, but I wouldn't be able to live with myself if Tanya got rid of my baby."
Just when I thought that things couldn’t get get any worse, I had to be proved wrong as three beautiful girls walked in, but my eyes focus on the one in the middle.
Bella.
I have never seen her looking so beautiful, she looked like an angel, wearing a sexy knee length black dress with her hair falling down to her waist. I felt my pants get tighter as I sat there and looked at her.
Emmett started waving his hands in front of me and I was forced to look away from my angel.
"Eddie I can see how much you care for my sister, just go and talk to her. She is leaving next week and this might be your last chance, tell her what you just told me, she’ll understand," he said.
I drank down my whiskey and stood up to go and talk to her, but before I left I took a look at Emmett.
"Em, you and me are we!"
"Eddie we're cool," he answered my unspoken question.
I smiled and continued to make my way over to Bella. As soon as I approached they stopped talking and all three stared at me.
"Bella, can we talk in private please," I asked confidently whilst actually shaking on the inside.
She looked at me with those big brown eyes that always made me go weak at my knees.
She nodded and we went to a quiet corner of the club. I told her everything that I had told Emmett and when I was finished her eyes were shinning with tears.
"There are a few things that I want to tell you but I can't tell you here. Is there any where we can meet later?"
"How about my place? You know Emmett's old apartment."
She thought for a few seconds before replying.
"Ok, just let me have an hour or two with my girls and then we’ll go," she said before she walked over to Rose and Alice before I could answer.
I followed her over and noticed Emmett was already sitting there. Alice and Rose looked up at me.
"So what do you have to say for yourself, Edward," Alice asked.
I didn't know what to say so I didn't respond.
"Ed, did you talk to her," Emmett whispered nodding toward Bella.
Bella looked over at us.
"I don't know what you two pansies are talking about but Edward if you want to talk with me then let's get going," she said.
I heard Emmett grunt before I could answer her.
"I might be alright with Eddie again but there is no fucking way Bella is going anywhere alone with him," he said to Rose.
Rose put her hand on his arm and whispered something in his ear that caused Emmett to groan.
"Fine but if anything happens to her then this truce that we have will be very short lived," he pointed at me.
"Oh grow up Emmett. I'm a grown girl and I will see you at home later,"
Bella said.
She grabbed hold of my arm and we were halfway out of the club before anyone could say another word.
I got us a cab and told the driver my address.
As soon as we got to the apartment building I knew that I needed to kiss her before I spontaneously combusted. We got into the elevator and doors where barely closed when I pulled her to me and kissed her hard on the lips. She tasted like strawberries and tequila. It tasted like heaven and I wanted more. I put my hands down the top of her dress and under her bra. She moaned into my mouth giving me the go ahead to go further so, I massaged her breasts while continuing to assault her mouth.
When the elevator doors opened I regretfully pulled away and we walked up to my apartment door.
I went into the kitchen and brought out a bottle of wine and two glasses.
"Whatever you do don't tell your brother I gave you alcohol," I laughed trying to ease the tension after what had happened in the elevator.
She laughed along with me
I poured us both a glass of wine and kissed her again. I laid my hand on her knee and slowly started to move it up to the forbidden land. I felt like I couldn’t get enough of her. Instead of calling her angel, I should call her the devil because I'm starting to think that she was sent here to torture me.
"Bella we need to stop. I need to tell you everything about what's going on. If you still want us to continue this after you hear everything I have to say then I would like nothing more."
I then told her everything from start to finish.
"Tell me Bella, what should I do? Should I call her bluff and transfer so that I can be with you in New York or go through with this wedding?"
"I would love more than anything for you to be with me but if I told you that you should call her bluff and if she goes through with it then you will blame me and it will come between us," she whimpered.
I suddenly felt like I could cry. I was losing her and there was nothing I could do about it.
"You’re the one I love," I said. I felt like my heart was breaking.
"I know and when you have done all that you need to do then come find me and I will be waiting, right now we have tonight just for the two of us." She replied softly.
I leaned in and placed my lips on hers. I started nibbling on her bottom lip while trying to seek entrance into her mouth with my tongue which she willingly granted.
"Bella, I want you and if I continue then I won't be able to stop," I said.
She looked at me from under her eyelashes.
"I don't want you to stop; I want you to be my first. I know that we can't be together but please Edward, give me this one thing. Give me you for one night," she begged.
I knew that I should say no but god help me, I am selfish and I wanted her. There was no way I can refuse her when she begged me like that.
"Bedroom" is all I could say at that moment, before carrying her towards my bed.
"I want you so badly. I want to make love to you. I want to feel your body against mine. I want to feel you come. I want you to be mine even if it is just for one night." I whispered against her neck.
I lay her on my bed and stripped off her clothes. She simply lay there in all her glory with her hair all over my pillow looking like an angel. I swear that I have never or would never see anything more beautiful than what I saw in that moment.
I was all thumbs has I tried to take off my clothes but I managed to do it. I then lay down next to her and started kissing her all over.
"Bella, I want to taste you. I need to taste you. Please. "
She looked at me with tears in her eyes. I started kissing down her luscious body while palming her clit. She was so wet so I stuck one finger inside her while she was moaning with desire. I went up and attacked her lips. I continued pumping my finger in and out continuing to hit her g spot with my long finger. I added a second one and she quickly came on my fingers. I took them out as she came down from her high and licked each one clean.
"Mmmmmmmmmmm. You taste so good; I could feast on you all night."
For the first time I noticed that she wasn't looking at me but at my hard cock.
"You’re so big," she said with wide worried eyes, looking every bit the sweet innocent angel that she was.
"It will only hurt a little at first my angel, I promise. But if you want to stop we can!"
She shook her head no.
"I don't want to stop, I want you. I'm just a little scared, that's all," she said.
I took a condom from my nightstand and rolled it onto my long length. I entered her very slowly and carefully until I reached her barrier.
"Hold onto my arms and squeeze them because this is going to hurt a little."
She held on my arms as I broke through her hymen. She gave a little sob.
"Are you alright," I asked.
She nodded yes.
"I'm fine, just give me a minute," she said, as she adjusted herself.
I don't know how I managed to stay still without moving. She was so tight and warm.
"I'm alright now, you can move," she whimpered.
I pushed myself in as far as I could go but still it wasn't far enough. I wanted to be closer; I had never felt anything like this before. I felt love, hurt, anger and misery all at the same time. I was buried so deep inside her, but I wanted more. I slowly lifted each of her legs and rested them on my shoulders, then I gently lowered her torso to the ground and pressed over her, pinning her beneath me. I moved in long slow strokes, rubbing my pelvic bone deliberately along hers. She moaned with ecstasy underneath me. I grabbed her hips and angled even deeper, burying every inch of me into her before slowly pulling out, almost all the way before pushing back down. I grabbed at her and kissed her greedily - wanting to get my fill but knowing it would never, ever be enough.
I pushed harder and faster until she was writhing in ecstasy again and then as she came her walls pressed hard against me, causing me to release too.
I slowly came down from my high and pulled out of her. I immediately felt the loss. I got up and went into the bathroom and got a damp cloth.
I went back in only to find her lying on my bed with a big smile on her face. I crawled onto the bed next to her and very gently and lovingly cleaned her, before lying down next to her.
"How are feeling, Baby," I cooed.
She smiled up at me.
"Very happy and very satisfied," she continued to smile.
"Are your sore at all?"
She didn't answer because she was suddenly asleep in my arms and I knew that now that I couldn't let her live her life without me. I made a promise to myself. I was gonna get my life in order and then follow her to wherever she was.
I then fell asleep dreaming of the day when she would be mine.
Previously
BPOV
"You love me? Well here's a news flash I hate you. I hate the fact that you make me speechless, I hate that I can't go a day without thinking about you or wondering if you're thinking about me. I hate this feeling. I feel empty without you. I've never felt this way about anyone before and I hate it and most of all I hate that I love you."
He then turned and walked out of the door.
I looked around at everyone and then ran upstairs to my room, I threw myself on top of the bed and cried until I felt like there were no tears left.
EPOV
Walking away was without a doubt the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. It took every inch of myself control to not turn around and walk back into that house. I wanted to throw my arms around her and tell her to hell with Tanya and that I would leave and go to New York with her.
I can't believe that this is happening to me. I thought I would have at least a year to prove that she is the only one for me and that I would go wherever she was. All I needed to do was wait until Tanya had the baby.
Bella and Emmet suspecting that Tanya was not actually really pregnant stuck in my head. I would give all my money to charity if that was in fact the truth. But I had to face the fact that she was pregnant, I had seen the pregnancy test. I knew that I would love that baby but I'm only 19 years old and the only person that I would ever want to have my children with is Bella.
I started the car and drove straight to Tanya's apartment. I let myself in with the key that she had given me and heard her crying in the bedroom.
"Tanya, what's wrong?"
She looked up at me under her lashes.
"Wrong! I will tell what is wrong," she spat.
"That ex bitch of yours yelled and cursed at me outside the lawyers’ office and then again in Starbucks, before she threw my coffee all over my new Chanel suit.
I sighed in frustration. I really didn’t care about how Bella spoke to Tanya. She's a spitfire and frankly I find Bella's temper sexy.
"Tanya, first of all don't ever call Bella a bitch again because if you do I won't be responsible for my actions and second I truly believe that you deserved it."
Tanya was shaking with the anger at this point.
"I can't believe that you are sticking up for that little whore when I am the one sitting here crying and upset, which I might add is not good for the baby."
"Tanya, I'm going to ask you this and only ask it once. Is there even a baby?" I asked praying that the answer was no.
She looked at me trying to squeeze a few tears out. "Eddie, of course there is a baby. What makes you think that I would lie about something like that?"
I knew that I was grasping at straws here but I really and truly didn't want to marry her. I don’t even like her really. I wanted to be with Bella and if that meant New York then so be it. I would spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to her.
"Tanya, until I'm sure and you give me some solid proof, I'm afraid that there won't be a wedding."
Tanya got up and walked over to her bag.
"What kind a proof do you need, Eddie? Will an ultrasound picture do?" She said, shoving a picture into my hand.
I looked at it and saw that it was an ultrasound photo of a baby dated today. She looked at me all smug.
"I had a doctor's appointment after my visit to the lawyer today. The baby is very healthy," she smirked.
"Oh by the way, I want to get married within the next 2 - 3 weeks."
"W-W-Why," I stuttered.
She laughed. "Oh for two reasons. One, is so that I can still fit into a decent wedding dress and two we don't want to wait until after I'm 24 weeks pregnant only for you to tell me that we won't be getting married, when it will be too late for me to have an abortion. I told you before, Eddie I'm not going to bring this baby up in a broken home. So it's either we get married in a few weeks or we can forget it and I will have an abortion. The choice is yours."
She turned and walked out of the room. I was so fucked.
BPOV
I continued to cry until I heard Rose and Alice walk into the room. Rose put a tray with shot glasses and tequila down on my dresser next to my bed and Alice put her arms around me.
"Bells, you promised us a girlie night and we are going to have a girlie night. Forget about Edward. I bought you this fantastic dress for clubbing tonight and I refuse to let it go to waste."
I have to laugh when Alice gives me the pouty face.
"Ok you annoying little pixie but if we are going to do this we need to do some shots first," I said looking at the tequila and shot glasses.
If my dad was alive he would kill me for doing this.
Rose poured the tequila into three shot glasses and handed one to each of us.
"A toast," she said holding up her shot glass. "To Bella, may all her dreams come true in New York and may she have a night to remember tonight."
"Here, here" Ali and I said together and threw the shot down our throats.
After our third shot I started to feel a little light headed but happy.
"I'm going to leave your hair the way Paul did it. It looks so soft and natural," Alice said.
She then took out the bag that contained what she had bought today.
"Put this on and no arguments," she said.
I looked inside the bag and there was a beautiful black knee-length satin dress. I put it on and surprise surprise, it fitted me perfectly, showing off my curves and hugging me in all the right place.
"Wow Alice it's great, thank you so much," I gushed.
"Well my job here is done. I'm going to leave you girls for a few minutes so that I can go and get dressed," she said leaving the room.
Rose walked out of her room wearing a sleeveless plain red silk dress. It looked absolutely stunning on her. After fifthteen minutes Alice walked out in a black silk knee length Chanel dress.
"Come on girls, sit on the bed," Rose said whilst she set the timer on her camera. She set the camera on my dresser and then joined us on
the bed.
"Everyone say cheese" she said before the camera went off.
"One for the road and then we will go out and paint the town red" Rosalie said, handing us both another shot.
"How are we getting to get to the club? We’ve all been drinking so none of us can drive," I asked.
"Don't worry Bells, Alice bought you the dress so I'm treating us to a limo and a bottle of champagne," Rose said obviously pleased with herself.
We went down to the living room. I had to walk slowly as I was wearing three inch heels and feeling the effects of the four shots. All I can think is thank god Emmett was nowhere in sight.
"Rose, where is Emmett?"
Rose looked at me as if for the first time in her life she didn’t know what to say.
"Bella, don't get upset but something happened and Emmett went out to meet someone." she said.
"Rosie, why would I get upset and who did he meet," I asked knowing that I won't like the answer.
Rose suddenly looked nervous.
"He went to meet Edward and before you ask I don't know why. All I know is that something happened to concern Emmett enough to go and meet him."
I decided then not to let that spoil my night so I put the whole thing out of my mind.
"Ok girls where is that limo because I'm in the mood for champagne," I said.
Alice and Rose looked happy that I was in a good mood.
"Let's go," they said and we walked out to the limo to have a night on the town.
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EPOV
All I could do was sit in the middle of the club Eclipse and cry into my double whiskey. This was the only club in Seattle that you could get away with using fake ID. I felt a tap on my shoulder and prayed that it wasn't another bimbo trying to flirt with me. I turned around to find Emmett looking at me. From the look in his eyes I almost believed that I had my best friend back. I know that his loyalties are with Bella and I hated the fact that I'm the reason that she is hurting right now.
"Thanks for coming Em, I didn't know who else to call. I'm just so fucked," I said.
I knew I sounded like a pussy but I didn't give a shit, this was my life on the line.
"Sure man, just because we stopped talking doesn't mean that I stopped caring about you. Tell me from the beginning what happened, all I heard on the phone was a load of panic." He said.
I then told him everything and Emmet listened quietly until I had finished.
"Eddie, why don't you delay her and take her to court to stop her from having the abortion," he asked.
"Don't you think that I haven’t thought of that? For fuck's sake I am a law student, the problem is that by the time I get a judge and a court date it would be too late and she would have had the abortion." I stated, before adding.
"Em I know that you don't believe me but all I want is Bella, but I wouldn't be able to live with myself if Tanya got rid of my baby."
Just when I thought that things couldn’t get get any worse, I had to be proved wrong as three beautiful girls walked in, but my eyes focus on the one in the middle.
Bella.
I have never seen her looking so beautiful, she looked like an angel, wearing a sexy knee length black dress with her hair falling down to her waist. I felt my pants get tighter as I sat there and looked at her.
Emmett started waving his hands in front of me and I was forced to look away from my angel.
"Eddie I can see how much you care for my sister, just go and talk to her. She is leaving next week and this might be your last chance, tell her what you just told me, she’ll understand," he said.
I drank down my whiskey and stood up to go and talk to her, but before I left I took a look at Emmett.
"Em, you and me are we!"
"Eddie we're cool," he answered my unspoken question.
I smiled and continued to make my way over to Bella. As soon as I approached they stopped talking and all three stared at me.
"Bella, can we talk in private please," I asked confidently whilst actually shaking on the inside.
She looked at me with those big brown eyes that always made me go weak at my knees.
She nodded and we went to a quiet corner of the club. I told her everything that I had told Emmett and when I was finished her eyes were shinning with tears.
"There are a few things that I want to tell you but I can't tell you here. Is there any where we can meet later?"
"How about my place? You know Emmett's old apartment."
She thought for a few seconds before replying.
"Ok, just let me have an hour or two with my girls and then we’ll go," she said before she walked over to Rose and Alice before I could answer.
I followed her over and noticed Emmett was already sitting there. Alice and Rose looked up at me.
"So what do you have to say for yourself, Edward," Alice asked.
I didn't know what to say so I didn't respond.
"Ed, did you talk to her," Emmett whispered nodding toward Bella.
Bella looked over at us.
"I don't know what you two pansies are talking about but Edward if you want to talk with me then let's get going," she said.
I heard Emmett grunt before I could answer her.
"I might be alright with Eddie again but there is no fucking way Bella is going anywhere alone with him," he said to Rose.
Rose put her hand on his arm and whispered something in his ear that caused Emmett to groan.
"Fine but if anything happens to her then this truce that we have will be very short lived," he pointed at me.
"Oh grow up Emmett. I'm a grown girl and I will see you at home later,"
Bella said.
She grabbed hold of my arm and we were halfway out of the club before anyone could say another word.
I got us a cab and told the driver my address.
As soon as we got to the apartment building I knew that I needed to kiss her before I spontaneously combusted. We got into the elevator and doors where barely closed when I pulled her to me and kissed her hard on the lips. She tasted like strawberries and tequila. It tasted like heaven and I wanted more. I put my hands down the top of her dress and under her bra. She moaned into my mouth giving me the go ahead to go further so, I massaged her breasts while continuing to assault her mouth.
When the elevator doors opened I regretfully pulled away and we walked up to my apartment door.
I went into the kitchen and brought out a bottle of wine and two glasses.
"Whatever you do don't tell your brother I gave you alcohol," I laughed trying to ease the tension after what had happened in the elevator.
She laughed along with me
I poured us both a glass of wine and kissed her again. I laid my hand on her knee and slowly started to move it up to the forbidden land. I felt like I couldn’t get enough of her. Instead of calling her angel, I should call her the devil because I'm starting to think that she was sent here to torture me.
"Bella we need to stop. I need to tell you everything about what's going on. If you still want us to continue this after you hear everything I have to say then I would like nothing more."
I then told her everything from start to finish.
"Tell me Bella, what should I do? Should I call her bluff and transfer so that I can be with you in New York or go through with this wedding?"
"I would love more than anything for you to be with me but if I told you that you should call her bluff and if she goes through with it then you will blame me and it will come between us," she whimpered.
I suddenly felt like I could cry. I was losing her and there was nothing I could do about it.
"You’re the one I love," I said. I felt like my heart was breaking.
"I know and when you have done all that you need to do then come find me and I will be waiting, right now we have tonight just for the two of us." She replied softly.
I leaned in and placed my lips on hers. I started nibbling on her bottom lip while trying to seek entrance into her mouth with my tongue which she willingly granted.
"Bella, I want you and if I continue then I won't be able to stop," I said.
She looked at me from under her eyelashes.
"I don't want you to stop; I want you to be my first. I know that we can't be together but please Edward, give me this one thing. Give me you for one night," she begged.
I knew that I should say no but god help me, I am selfish and I wanted her. There was no way I can refuse her when she begged me like that.
"Bedroom" is all I could say at that moment, before carrying her towards my bed.
"I want you so badly. I want to make love to you. I want to feel your body against mine. I want to feel you come. I want you to be mine even if it is just for one night." I whispered against her neck.
I lay her on my bed and stripped off her clothes. She simply lay there in all her glory with her hair all over my pillow looking like an angel. I swear that I have never or would never see anything more beautiful than what I saw in that moment.
I was all thumbs has I tried to take off my clothes but I managed to do it. I then lay down next to her and started kissing her all over.
"Bella, I want to taste you. I need to taste you. Please. "
She looked at me with tears in her eyes. I started kissing down her luscious body while palming her clit. She was so wet so I stuck one finger inside her while she was moaning with desire. I went up and attacked her lips. I continued pumping my finger in and out continuing to hit her g spot with my long finger. I added a second one and she quickly came on my fingers. I took them out as she came down from her high and licked each one clean.
"Mmmmmmmmmmm. You taste so good; I could feast on you all night."
For the first time I noticed that she wasn't looking at me but at my hard cock.
"You’re so big," she said with wide worried eyes, looking every bit the sweet innocent angel that she was.
"It will only hurt a little at first my angel, I promise. But if you want to stop we can!"
She shook her head no.
"I don't want to stop, I want you. I'm just a little scared, that's all," she said.
I took a condom from my nightstand and rolled it onto my long length. I entered her very slowly and carefully until I reached her barrier.
"Hold onto my arms and squeeze them because this is going to hurt a little."
She held on my arms as I broke through her hymen. She gave a little sob.
"Are you alright," I asked.
She nodded yes.
"I'm fine, just give me a minute," she said, as she adjusted herself.
I don't know how I managed to stay still without moving. She was so tight and warm.
"I'm alright now, you can move," she whimpered.
I pushed myself in as far as I could go but still it wasn't far enough. I wanted to be closer; I had never felt anything like this before. I felt love, hurt, anger and misery all at the same time. I was buried so deep inside her, but I wanted more. I slowly lifted each of her legs and rested them on my shoulders, then I gently lowered her torso to the ground and pressed over her, pinning her beneath me. I moved in long slow strokes, rubbing my pelvic bone deliberately along hers. She moaned with ecstasy underneath me. I grabbed her hips and angled even deeper, burying every inch of me into her before slowly pulling out, almost all the way before pushing back down. I grabbed at her and kissed her greedily - wanting to get my fill but knowing it would never, ever be enough.
I pushed harder and faster until she was writhing in ecstasy again and then as she came her walls pressed hard against me, causing me to release too.
I slowly came down from my high and pulled out of her. I immediately felt the loss. I got up and went into the bathroom and got a damp cloth.
I went back in only to find her lying on my bed with a big smile on her face. I crawled onto the bed next to her and very gently and lovingly cleaned her, before lying down next to her.
"How are feeling, Baby," I cooed.
She smiled up at me.
"Very happy and very satisfied," she continued to smile.
"Are your sore at all?"
She didn't answer because she was suddenly asleep in my arms and I knew that now that I couldn't let her live her life without me. I made a promise to myself. I was gonna get my life in order and then follow her to wherever she was.
I then fell asleep dreaming of the day when she would be mine.
Saturday, September 8, 2012
All Alone Chapter 4
08/09/2012
Chapter 4
EPOV
I hated leaving the comforts of my home in LA, especially when the reason was to attend one of the many premieres I’m obligated to attend. This one was the premiere of my most recent movie Bite. I don't understand what it is about this movie, but people seem to be going mad about it. It is about a male vampire falling in love with a human girl. Although I didn’t admit it to many people I though the plot was pretty stupid and the worst part was that I’m contracted to make two more follow up movies.
So here I was sitting in the first class lounge in LAX Airport waiting for my flight to Seattle, having a laugh with my two bodyguards Seth Clearwater and Sam Woodward, when a voice came over the intercom.
ATTENTION!!! We are now taking first class passengers for flight 781 to Seattle.
I got up off the hard couch that I had been sitting on for the past three hours and stretched.
"Come on you pussys, it's time to get your asses on the plane and earn your living," I joked.
Not only were Seth and Sam my bodyguards but they were also my best friends next to Jasper Whitlock. The fact that they are closer to my father's age than to mine never bothered me.
Seth and Sam checked the plane while the air hostess who looked about the same age as me checked my ticket whilst fluttering her fake eyelashes. She then showed me to my seat.
"If you want some entertainment with me let me know. I know how to be quiet," she whispered in my ear and then walked away. I looked after her and smiled as I got settled in.
This flight might not be so bad after all, I thought.
I took out some documents about the premiere to read once the plane took off. One of them was about a fan who had won a radio contest to attend the premiere and after party. All it said on it was her name and where she lived.
"Seth, you're from near Port Angeles, right?"
He nodded.
"Yeah man, why do you want to know," he asked.
I sighed, thinking how much I hated these contests. I’ve never forgotten the girl who won the tickets for my movie Wizards. She started hugging me while blowing bubbles with her chewing gum. Some of it got stuck in my hair and it took me days to get it out.
"The girl who won the radio contest for this premiere comes from Forks. Do you know anyone who lives there?"
"Yeah, Forks is a small town and it isn't far from where I'm from. Everyone knows everybody. Who won the tickets?" he asked.
I looked at the name of the winner. "Isabella Swan."
I looked over at him and he was grinning like a fool.
"Yeah I know Isabella. She is the daughter of the old police chief. He got badly injured in the line of duty and didn’t return to the force after he recovered. Instead he opened a bar with the massive payment he received. Don't worry Eddie, Isabella is a cute kid, she must be about 13 years old now," he grinned.
"Great that's all I need, another kid at the premiere. As long as she doesn't start chewing gum around me then I don't give a shit," I told him before closing my eyes.
I opened my eyes to the sound of the airhostess telling us that the plane would be landing shortly and for all of us to fasten our seatbelts and prepare for landing. I couldn’t believe I’d fallen asleep
I looked down at my massive problem and wondered if I had time to find that airhostess from earlier for a quickie or maybe even a blow job. Sam shook his head no, as if he knew what I was thinking. I sighed in defeat and sat back waiting for the plane to land. The airhostess from earlier came over to check that our seatbelts were fastened.
"Please call me while you’re in Seattle," she whispered and gave me a piece of paper. I opened it up and read what she had written.
Amanda, call me for a good time.
1866 695 3625
I smiled whilst reading it. I would definitely be calling her, she looked like a good fuck.
I have been having sex since I was 15 years old and since then I have never gone more than a few days without someone giving me release. At least now I have someone in Seattle who will be able to help me out unless someone better comes along.
I walked through customs with Seth and Sam on both sides of me. Without warning I was surrounded by the paparazzi with their cameras flashing in my face.
"Edward, is this your first time in Seattle?"
"Edward, is it true that you and Tanya Denali are in love?"
"Are there wedding bells in the air for you both?"
I ignored them and managed to get into the car that was waiting for me. Once I sank myself into the plush seat I thanked god that I had gotten away from the paparazzi with my sanity still intact.
We arrived at the Olympic Hotel about ten minutes late. Hundreds of girls where standing outside the hotel ready to catch a glimpse of me, so instead of pulling out front we drove around to the side entrance.
I got out of the elevator and walked towards the penthouse that I was sharing with Jasper and found Emmett waiting outside.
"Hey bro, how's it hanging," he asked.
I let myself in without saying a word, I was about to close the door when he put his foot out to stop it.
"Good to see you too Eddie," he smirked.
"What do you want Em? All I want to do is chill out before I have to go to this stupid cocktail party," I said.
"I want to brief you on what you can expect tonight. The entire cast and crew will be there. Now as you know there were a lot of contests for people to win tickets to the premiere but Atlantic 252 gave away a big prize. The winner won invitations to tonight’s cocktail party, the after party and tickets for the premiere, so you will be meeting the winner of that tonight," he grinned knowing that I hate these things.
"I know about this Em, some teenybopper is going to have her dream come true by attending a Hollywood party," I sighed.
He took a picture out of an envelope and handed it to me.
"Does Isabella look like a teenybopper to you?"
I looked at the picture in my hands and for a few seconds I forgot to breath. She was beyond beautiful, with long flowing mahogany hair that framed her beautiful heart shaped face and deep brown eyes that I could get lost in, all finished off by a sexy pouty mouth.
My Jeans felt incredibly tight just imagining those lips wrapped around my hard cock. Suddenly I was very excited about attending this cocktail party.
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It had been three hours since I'd seen that photo of Isabella Swan and I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Usually I forget about a girl about half an hour after seeing her but not with Isabella. I don't know what it is about her but I can't stop thinking about her and I hadn’t even met her yet.
I walked down to the cocktail party wearing an Armani charcoal suit with Seth and Sam flanking me. I didn't say a word to Seth about Isabella, knowing that he knew who she was I didn't want him to interfere. I wanted to meet her and get to know her.
As soon as I walked in a silence came over the room. I looked around and saw my parents with Emmett and Rosalie. I waved to them thinking that I would talk to them later after I had found Isabella, when suddenly I froze. She was standing with my parents and suddenly she looked over at me with those big chocolate brown eyes and smiled shyly. Her smile lit up her entire face and her eyes sparkled, she looked even more beautiful than her picture. She was wearing a white cocktail dress that made her look sexy but innocent at the same time. I knew right then and there that I needed to get to know her and if I was lucky get to see what she looked like under that dress.
I returned her smile with the crooked grin that all the girls loved. I was barely listening to what the producer of the movie ,Lisa Murray, was saying.
"So what do you think Edward?" Lisa asked.
I looked at her not knowing what she was talking about.
"Can I get back to you on that Lisa?"
I walked over towards Isabella before Lisa could say another word.
I stood in front of her and looked into her eyes. I gave her my crooked grin again and said.
"Hi, it's nice to meet you. I'm Edward Masen.
BPOV
I was speechless. I forgot how to speak. Here was Edward Masen standing in front of me and I felt like my head was going to explode.
"I- I- erm- hi," I stuttered.
Edward started laughing.
"You don't have to say a word, I already know that your name is Isabella," he laughed. "I see that you don't have a drink in your hand. I'll get one for you while I go up and get one for myself. What would you like?"
I want you, you and you, I thought
Alice came over and put her hand on mine to stop me from shaking.
"Coke, she will have a Coke," she laughed.
"I will get right on that Isabella, don't go anywhere," he smiled.
He started walking towards the bar when I realised what name he had just called me.
"BELLA" I shouted after him.
He stopped, turned around and looked at me.
"M-my na-name is Be-Bella," I stammered.
"Well then I will be right back with those drinks Bella," he smirked and continued walking towards the bar.
I looked at the people around me and noticed that they were all trying not to laughing.
"Okay you guys, it's not that funny," I snapped.
Emmett came up to me and put his arm around me.
"Come on Bella, it was very funny. I just wish I had a video of it. I would make a fortune on America's funniest videos," he laughed.
"What's going on?"
I turned around to find Edward staring at Emmett.
"Nothing bro, Bella was just telling us that she was hoping to have a dance with you," he smirked.
I stared wide eyed at the two of them praying that Edward would refuse to dance with me.
But instead he put his hand out to take mine.
"Very well then, shall we my lady," he asked with a twinkle in his eye.
I shook my head no.
"H-he was only j-joking. I can't dance," I told him.
"Come on, it's all in the leading," he grinned.
He noticed that I was hesitating.
"Come on, I won't bite unless you want me to," he winked.
Everyone was waiting for me to give him an answer, when one of my favourite song began to play. The opening notes of ‘I Don't Want to Miss a Thing’ by Aerosmith started playing. So I took his hand and he led us out to the dance floor. There was hardly anyone dancing because they all seemed to be watching us. I looked around and saw Rosalie introducing Alice and Angela to Jasper Whitlock. From the way Jasper was looking at Alice it was as if he was seeing the sun for the first time.
Edward held me tightly singing the words of the song in my ear, while moving me across the dance floor.
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
"Edward, I wasn't lying when I told you that I can't dance," I said when I stepped on his foot for the fourth time.
He smirked at me while he lifted me up under my arms and placed me down on top of his feet and continued dancing and singing in my ear.
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
We continued dancing. It wasn't until the music started to speed up that we both realised that the song had finished.
Edward looked at me with longing in his eyes.
"Bella, would you like to come outside with me so that we can talk without everyone interfering?"
I looked around to make sure that Alice and Angela were alright. Angela was chatting away with Edward's parents and looking like she was having a great time. Alice on the other hand was nowhere to be found but there again it looked like Jasper had disappeared too.
"Erm-yeah-sure," I answered him.
He took my hand and threaded my fingers with his.
Please dear god, if this is a dream then I never want to wake up, I thought.
We walked out to the garden, which looked beautiful with the different coloured lights. We sat down on one of the benches. Edward was looking down at our joined hands, slowly he lifted up the hand that he was holding and started kissing my knuckles.
I held my breath whilst he kissed my hand and watched his lips in fascination. My heart was beating so hard that I felt sure he could hear it. As much as I loved the Edward Masen I saw in his movies, I always thought that he would be cocky just like all the other Hollywood actors. He lifted his head and placed his hand on my cheek, while looking into my eyes.
"Can I kiss you, Isabella?"
All I could do was nod.
He leaned in and I closed my eyes as I waited for my first kiss. I felt his lips on mine. He was so soft and gentle and I felt like I’d died and gone to heaven. He swept his tongue across my lower lip seeking access into my mouth that I willingly gave. He left my lips and travelled down to my neck sucking and kissing it. His hand started stroking my leg under my dress. Against my better wishes I pulled away.
Edward looked at me, his eyes full of lust.
"I'm sorry Bella, it's just that you feel and taste so good. You taste like strawberries, which happens to be my favourite fruit."
I smiled remembering the day I read in Teen Magazine that he loved the smell and taste of strawberries.
"Bella, you seemed so nervous when I kissed you! Was that your first kiss?"
I nodded and turned my head away, too embarrassed to look at him.
He put his index finger under my chin and turned my face around to look him in his beautiful green eyes.
"It's okay Bella. I'm glad that I was your first kiss and with your permission I would like to be your second and maybe even your third."
I didn't realise that I had tears in my eyes until he put his lips on my eyelids and started to kiss the tears away. He then softly kissed my lips over and over again. He started rubbing my thigh while continuing to kiss me. This time I didn't pull away, instead I relaxed and enjoyed the feel of him kissing and touching me.
After what seemed like only a few minutes we heard a throat clearing behind us. We looked up to find Alice and Jasper Whitlock grinning like idiots.
Jasper came up to me and introduced himself.
"Hi little lady, my name is Jasper Whitlock. It's nice to meet you."
I shook his hand and smiled.
"Nice to meet you too, Jasper. My name is Isabella Swan but my friend's call me Bella."
He nodded at me and then looked at Edward.
"There are people looking for you, man. And believe me they are not happy about our disappearing acts. So we better show our faces."
I couldn't help noticing that he said our disappearing acts, he obviously must have disappeared with Alice earlier. I looked over at her and raised my eyebrows and she started giggling.
Edward got up off the bench and took my hands and lifted me up.
"Ok then let's go and get this over with. By the way Jazz do you have your room key?
"Eddie, I gave my spare one to Alice. She was gonna meet me up in the penthouse later," he said sheepishly. I had a feeling that Jasper didn’t do this often.
Edward started laughing loudly.
"Well what do you know, Jasper has balls after all," he laughed.
He then looked at me, he put his hand in his pocket and gave me a small kiss on the lips.
"Take this and go up to the penthouse with Alice when the party is finished and Jasper and I will meet you both up there."
He put his lips on my ear and whispered "I really want to continue this."
He put his key into my hand and walked inside with Jasper.
I looked at Alice and before she could say anything I jumped in first.
"MARY ALICE CULLEN, you better start talking RIGHT NOW," I yelled.
A big smile spread across her face as she grabbed my hands and pulled me down to sit with her on the bench that Edward and I where kissing on only moments earlier.
"Oh Bella, he is so wonderful. I feel like I have known him forever. When Rosalie introduced us I was so numb, I couldn't talk to save my life. When Angela cleared her throat I knew that I had to say something so I looked at Jasper and said the first thing that came to my head."
"And that was?" I grinned.
Alice's face flushed red in embarrassment. She put her face into her hands, after a few minutes she lifted her head.
"I told him that he had kept me waiting long enough."
I started laughing so hard that tears where falling from my eyes.
"And what did he say," I asked.
"He said, my apologies ma-am," she laughed.
"Rosalie then pulled Angela away to meet someone and me and Jasper went to a quiet side of the ballroom and had a really great chat. But after a while the producer Lisa Murray interrupted us, demanding to know where Edward was. She made a point of saying that both Jasper and Edward are here to promote the movie and not pick up girls. Watch out for her Bella, from the way she was talking, I think that she has a thing for Edward." She stated, before adding quietly.
"Bella I’m sorry but Jasper told me that Edward is a man whore, who is with different women all the time. I saw the way you two were looking at each other, you both seem really into each other. But all I'm going to ask is that you promise to be careful."
I pulled her in and gave her a hug. "I promise Ali."
She looked at me with her eyes shining. "Ok missy, now it's your turn. I want you to tell me everything from the beginning to the end."
I told her everything, about the dancing, when he was singing to me and my first kiss. I even told her that he loved the taste of strawberry on me.
Alice looked like she was ready to burst.
"EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" she squealed.
"I can't believe that this is happening Bella, you and Edward and me and Jasper. Please tell me how Edward kisses," she begged.
"Well Ali, it was amazing, simply out of this world," I gloated.
Just then Alice's face got all serious again.
"Bella, what are you going to do if Edward wants to do more than just kiss. You know his reputation and remember he’s only here for two days. I just don't want to see you getting hurt."
"I’ll just have to cross that bridge when I come to it but come on lets get inside because it is getting chilly here."
She nodded and we walked back into the party. I looked around and saw Edward talking to a load of guys who looked older then my father. He whispered something to the big guy standing next to him and nodded my way. He then excused himself and walked outside. I picked up a glass of champagne and threw it down my throat. I don't drink alcohol but I needed something to kill the butterflies in my stomach.
"Isabella?"
I turned around to find the big guy that Edward was talking to earlier. Alice froze next to me.
"Y-Yes," I answered.
"My name is Sam Woodward, I'm Edward's bodyguard. He asked me to take you to him."
I looked at Alice and she mouthed "go."
I nodded and told her I would see her later and went with Sam. I thought he was going to take me out to the garden but instead he brought me to a private elevator. Once we got in he pressed the button to go to the top floor. Finally it stopped and the doors opened. Sam went to knock on the door, when I remembered that I had a key. I opened the door and what I saw took my breath away. Edward stood next to the window looking out at the Seattle night with a glass of champagne in one hand and a red rose in the other. His jacket was off and his shirt was open half way down his chest. He was beyond beautiful.
He turned and looked at me with that crooked grin that I love so much. He came over to me, gave me a kiss on the cheek and handed me the rose.
"Thank you, it's beautiful," I said putting the rose up to my nose and breathing in the scent.
He put his hand on my cheek and looked into my eyes.
"Not nearly as beautiful as you my Bella," he whispered softly.
Our little bubble burst when we heard a throat clearing. Sam looked like he wanted to say something but decided against it. My face blushed bright red with embarrassment; I had forgotten that he was there.
Edward looked like he wanted to kill him for interrupting our little moment.
"Thank you Sam. I will call you if I need you," he snapped.
Sam looked from me to Edward and decided against saying anything. He walked out.
As soon as the door closed I felt Edward's fingers brush against my face, he moved his hand to the back of my head, then lifted his other hand and rubbed his thumb on my cheek. His eyes met mine in a gaze of lust and want and need. They darted down to my lips and back up to my eyes, silently asking my permission to kiss me. I answered his silent request by placing my lips hesitantly on his.
He moved his lips with mine, hesitantly at first but gradually building up in urgency. He took my bottom lip between his, and kissed it gently while running his smooth cool tongue across the surface. I groaned and my closed eyes actually rolled back in my head. God, how long I'd wanted to taste him. I tentatively slipped my tongue through my mouth to intertwine with his, pulsing to the rhythm he set.
I pulled back scared that we were going too fast, he looked at me and answered my silent question.
"Bella, don't over think this. I want you so much, I promise to never hurt you. Please, be mine for tonight. If I do something that you don't like then I promise, I'll stop."
He kissed me again softer this time. As soon as he met my tongue with his, I knew that I was lost. I didn't care what tomorrow brought, all I knew was that I wanted him. I wanted to give him my virginity. Right here right now.
"Mmm…" I let a slight moan escape.
"God… Bella… I want you so bad. Please let me have you."
He took me by the hand and led me to his bed. He slipped down the zipper of my dress and pulled it down leaving me in only my thong.
"Fuck Bella, if I'd known that you weren't wearing a bra then I would've had you up here earlier."
He started nibbling on my neck
"You don't know how much I want this," he murmured, dipping his hand between my legs and cupping my sex, as he lowered his head and flicked his tongue over my nipple."
"I can't believe you're here…that you're real," I murmured against his temple. "I never thought…don't tell me if this is a dream. I don't want to know…I don't want to wake up."
"Will you let me make you feel good, baby?"
He kissed all the way down my body but stopped at my clit and looked up at me silently asking me for permission for him to continue.
I looked at him telling him with my eyes what I wanted.
He buried his face in my wet sex, lapping away at every inch. He flattened his tongue and then curled it and wiggled it. He did the most amazing things with that tongue. As if I wasn't already close enough, he swiftly inserted two fingers.
"Edward, I'm gonna cum, I'm cuming..." I called out as a desperate warning, but he didn't stop, instead he continued to lick me.
"Cum for me, baby. I need you to cum for me. Scream my name."
"EEEEEDDDDDWWWAAAAAARRRRRRRRDDDDDD," I screamed.
I immediately felt the loss when he moved away from my sex and came back up to me.
"Bella, I need to be inside you. Please, I'm not past begging at this moment in time."
He started kissing my neck before moving down to my nipples. I moaned at the contact. His mouth was hot and so fucking right and once again I was gone.
"Please Edward, make me cum with your cock."
I did't know where all this dirty talk was coming from but I liked it.
He undressed and moved right above me.
"Bella…I don't have any condoms, are you on the pill?"
"What," I asked not understanding the question.
He asked me the same question as before but I was too far gone to understand what he was saying. All I could think about was getting him inside of me so I gave him a simple one word answer hoping that it would be the right one.
"Yes"
He then pushed his length inside of me stopping at my hymen.
"Bella this is gonna hurt. I will try to be as gentle as I can but if you want to scream then do," he said and pushed his cock the rest of the way inside me.
I screamed as the pain went right through me.
"Baby, are you alright?" He started kissing the tears away.
"I'm fine Edward. Just give me a second."
"It's ok Edward, you can move," I told him after a few moments.
He started moving inside me and the pleasure quickly overtook the pain.
"Fuck Bella, you are so hot and tight."
He continued pumping into me harder and faster.
"Bella, I'm not going to last long. Please tell me that you are close."
I knew that he was close to releasing as he sped up his movements and was grunting quietly.
"Cum for me Edward, I want you to cum in me," I moaned.
He then released into me screaming my name.
He put his forehead to mine trying to get his breathing under control.
Once his breathing was under control he got up and got a wet towel.
"Raise your hips for me baby."
I lifted them up and he lovingly cleaned me up.
I tried to cover my yawn but I wasn't successful.
Sleep baby, you have a long day ahead of you tomorrow," he cooed.
"But first, I was hoping that you would sit with me at the premiere tomorrow night and be my date for the after party?"
"Yes" I answered and fell into a deep sleep.
Chapter 4
EPOV
I hated leaving the comforts of my home in LA, especially when the reason was to attend one of the many premieres I’m obligated to attend. This one was the premiere of my most recent movie Bite. I don't understand what it is about this movie, but people seem to be going mad about it. It is about a male vampire falling in love with a human girl. Although I didn’t admit it to many people I though the plot was pretty stupid and the worst part was that I’m contracted to make two more follow up movies.
So here I was sitting in the first class lounge in LAX Airport waiting for my flight to Seattle, having a laugh with my two bodyguards Seth Clearwater and Sam Woodward, when a voice came over the intercom.
ATTENTION!!! We are now taking first class passengers for flight 781 to Seattle.
I got up off the hard couch that I had been sitting on for the past three hours and stretched.
"Come on you pussys, it's time to get your asses on the plane and earn your living," I joked.
Not only were Seth and Sam my bodyguards but they were also my best friends next to Jasper Whitlock. The fact that they are closer to my father's age than to mine never bothered me.
Seth and Sam checked the plane while the air hostess who looked about the same age as me checked my ticket whilst fluttering her fake eyelashes. She then showed me to my seat.
"If you want some entertainment with me let me know. I know how to be quiet," she whispered in my ear and then walked away. I looked after her and smiled as I got settled in.
This flight might not be so bad after all, I thought.
I took out some documents about the premiere to read once the plane took off. One of them was about a fan who had won a radio contest to attend the premiere and after party. All it said on it was her name and where she lived.
"Seth, you're from near Port Angeles, right?"
He nodded.
"Yeah man, why do you want to know," he asked.
I sighed, thinking how much I hated these contests. I’ve never forgotten the girl who won the tickets for my movie Wizards. She started hugging me while blowing bubbles with her chewing gum. Some of it got stuck in my hair and it took me days to get it out.
"The girl who won the radio contest for this premiere comes from Forks. Do you know anyone who lives there?"
"Yeah, Forks is a small town and it isn't far from where I'm from. Everyone knows everybody. Who won the tickets?" he asked.
I looked at the name of the winner. "Isabella Swan."
I looked over at him and he was grinning like a fool.
"Yeah I know Isabella. She is the daughter of the old police chief. He got badly injured in the line of duty and didn’t return to the force after he recovered. Instead he opened a bar with the massive payment he received. Don't worry Eddie, Isabella is a cute kid, she must be about 13 years old now," he grinned.
"Great that's all I need, another kid at the premiere. As long as she doesn't start chewing gum around me then I don't give a shit," I told him before closing my eyes.
I opened my eyes to the sound of the airhostess telling us that the plane would be landing shortly and for all of us to fasten our seatbelts and prepare for landing. I couldn’t believe I’d fallen asleep
I looked down at my massive problem and wondered if I had time to find that airhostess from earlier for a quickie or maybe even a blow job. Sam shook his head no, as if he knew what I was thinking. I sighed in defeat and sat back waiting for the plane to land. The airhostess from earlier came over to check that our seatbelts were fastened.
"Please call me while you’re in Seattle," she whispered and gave me a piece of paper. I opened it up and read what she had written.
Amanda, call me for a good time.
1866 695 3625
I smiled whilst reading it. I would definitely be calling her, she looked like a good fuck.
I have been having sex since I was 15 years old and since then I have never gone more than a few days without someone giving me release. At least now I have someone in Seattle who will be able to help me out unless someone better comes along.
I walked through customs with Seth and Sam on both sides of me. Without warning I was surrounded by the paparazzi with their cameras flashing in my face.
"Edward, is this your first time in Seattle?"
"Edward, is it true that you and Tanya Denali are in love?"
"Are there wedding bells in the air for you both?"
I ignored them and managed to get into the car that was waiting for me. Once I sank myself into the plush seat I thanked god that I had gotten away from the paparazzi with my sanity still intact.
We arrived at the Olympic Hotel about ten minutes late. Hundreds of girls where standing outside the hotel ready to catch a glimpse of me, so instead of pulling out front we drove around to the side entrance.
I got out of the elevator and walked towards the penthouse that I was sharing with Jasper and found Emmett waiting outside.
"Hey bro, how's it hanging," he asked.
I let myself in without saying a word, I was about to close the door when he put his foot out to stop it.
"Good to see you too Eddie," he smirked.
"What do you want Em? All I want to do is chill out before I have to go to this stupid cocktail party," I said.
"I want to brief you on what you can expect tonight. The entire cast and crew will be there. Now as you know there were a lot of contests for people to win tickets to the premiere but Atlantic 252 gave away a big prize. The winner won invitations to tonight’s cocktail party, the after party and tickets for the premiere, so you will be meeting the winner of that tonight," he grinned knowing that I hate these things.
"I know about this Em, some teenybopper is going to have her dream come true by attending a Hollywood party," I sighed.
He took a picture out of an envelope and handed it to me.
"Does Isabella look like a teenybopper to you?"
I looked at the picture in my hands and for a few seconds I forgot to breath. She was beyond beautiful, with long flowing mahogany hair that framed her beautiful heart shaped face and deep brown eyes that I could get lost in, all finished off by a sexy pouty mouth.
My Jeans felt incredibly tight just imagining those lips wrapped around my hard cock. Suddenly I was very excited about attending this cocktail party.
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It had been three hours since I'd seen that photo of Isabella Swan and I couldn’t stop thinking about her. Usually I forget about a girl about half an hour after seeing her but not with Isabella. I don't know what it is about her but I can't stop thinking about her and I hadn’t even met her yet.
I walked down to the cocktail party wearing an Armani charcoal suit with Seth and Sam flanking me. I didn't say a word to Seth about Isabella, knowing that he knew who she was I didn't want him to interfere. I wanted to meet her and get to know her.
As soon as I walked in a silence came over the room. I looked around and saw my parents with Emmett and Rosalie. I waved to them thinking that I would talk to them later after I had found Isabella, when suddenly I froze. She was standing with my parents and suddenly she looked over at me with those big chocolate brown eyes and smiled shyly. Her smile lit up her entire face and her eyes sparkled, she looked even more beautiful than her picture. She was wearing a white cocktail dress that made her look sexy but innocent at the same time. I knew right then and there that I needed to get to know her and if I was lucky get to see what she looked like under that dress.
I returned her smile with the crooked grin that all the girls loved. I was barely listening to what the producer of the movie ,Lisa Murray, was saying.
"So what do you think Edward?" Lisa asked.
I looked at her not knowing what she was talking about.
"Can I get back to you on that Lisa?"
I walked over towards Isabella before Lisa could say another word.
I stood in front of her and looked into her eyes. I gave her my crooked grin again and said.
"Hi, it's nice to meet you. I'm Edward Masen.
BPOV
I was speechless. I forgot how to speak. Here was Edward Masen standing in front of me and I felt like my head was going to explode.
"I- I- erm- hi," I stuttered.
Edward started laughing.
"You don't have to say a word, I already know that your name is Isabella," he laughed. "I see that you don't have a drink in your hand. I'll get one for you while I go up and get one for myself. What would you like?"
I want you, you and you, I thought
Alice came over and put her hand on mine to stop me from shaking.
"Coke, she will have a Coke," she laughed.
"I will get right on that Isabella, don't go anywhere," he smiled.
He started walking towards the bar when I realised what name he had just called me.
"BELLA" I shouted after him.
He stopped, turned around and looked at me.
"M-my na-name is Be-Bella," I stammered.
"Well then I will be right back with those drinks Bella," he smirked and continued walking towards the bar.
I looked at the people around me and noticed that they were all trying not to laughing.
"Okay you guys, it's not that funny," I snapped.
Emmett came up to me and put his arm around me.
"Come on Bella, it was very funny. I just wish I had a video of it. I would make a fortune on America's funniest videos," he laughed.
"What's going on?"
I turned around to find Edward staring at Emmett.
"Nothing bro, Bella was just telling us that she was hoping to have a dance with you," he smirked.
I stared wide eyed at the two of them praying that Edward would refuse to dance with me.
But instead he put his hand out to take mine.
"Very well then, shall we my lady," he asked with a twinkle in his eye.
I shook my head no.
"H-he was only j-joking. I can't dance," I told him.
"Come on, it's all in the leading," he grinned.
He noticed that I was hesitating.
"Come on, I won't bite unless you want me to," he winked.
Everyone was waiting for me to give him an answer, when one of my favourite song began to play. The opening notes of ‘I Don't Want to Miss a Thing’ by Aerosmith started playing. So I took his hand and he led us out to the dance floor. There was hardly anyone dancing because they all seemed to be watching us. I looked around and saw Rosalie introducing Alice and Angela to Jasper Whitlock. From the way Jasper was looking at Alice it was as if he was seeing the sun for the first time.
Edward held me tightly singing the words of the song in my ear, while moving me across the dance floor.
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't want to miss a thing
"Edward, I wasn't lying when I told you that I can't dance," I said when I stepped on his foot for the fourth time.
He smirked at me while he lifted me up under my arms and placed me down on top of his feet and continued dancing and singing in my ear.
I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
We continued dancing. It wasn't until the music started to speed up that we both realised that the song had finished.
Edward looked at me with longing in his eyes.
"Bella, would you like to come outside with me so that we can talk without everyone interfering?"
I looked around to make sure that Alice and Angela were alright. Angela was chatting away with Edward's parents and looking like she was having a great time. Alice on the other hand was nowhere to be found but there again it looked like Jasper had disappeared too.
"Erm-yeah-sure," I answered him.
He took my hand and threaded my fingers with his.
Please dear god, if this is a dream then I never want to wake up, I thought.
We walked out to the garden, which looked beautiful with the different coloured lights. We sat down on one of the benches. Edward was looking down at our joined hands, slowly he lifted up the hand that he was holding and started kissing my knuckles.
I held my breath whilst he kissed my hand and watched his lips in fascination. My heart was beating so hard that I felt sure he could hear it. As much as I loved the Edward Masen I saw in his movies, I always thought that he would be cocky just like all the other Hollywood actors. He lifted his head and placed his hand on my cheek, while looking into my eyes.
"Can I kiss you, Isabella?"
All I could do was nod.
He leaned in and I closed my eyes as I waited for my first kiss. I felt his lips on mine. He was so soft and gentle and I felt like I’d died and gone to heaven. He swept his tongue across my lower lip seeking access into my mouth that I willingly gave. He left my lips and travelled down to my neck sucking and kissing it. His hand started stroking my leg under my dress. Against my better wishes I pulled away.
Edward looked at me, his eyes full of lust.
"I'm sorry Bella, it's just that you feel and taste so good. You taste like strawberries, which happens to be my favourite fruit."
I smiled remembering the day I read in Teen Magazine that he loved the smell and taste of strawberries.
"Bella, you seemed so nervous when I kissed you! Was that your first kiss?"
I nodded and turned my head away, too embarrassed to look at him.
He put his index finger under my chin and turned my face around to look him in his beautiful green eyes.
"It's okay Bella. I'm glad that I was your first kiss and with your permission I would like to be your second and maybe even your third."
I didn't realise that I had tears in my eyes until he put his lips on my eyelids and started to kiss the tears away. He then softly kissed my lips over and over again. He started rubbing my thigh while continuing to kiss me. This time I didn't pull away, instead I relaxed and enjoyed the feel of him kissing and touching me.
After what seemed like only a few minutes we heard a throat clearing behind us. We looked up to find Alice and Jasper Whitlock grinning like idiots.
Jasper came up to me and introduced himself.
"Hi little lady, my name is Jasper Whitlock. It's nice to meet you."
I shook his hand and smiled.
"Nice to meet you too, Jasper. My name is Isabella Swan but my friend's call me Bella."
He nodded at me and then looked at Edward.
"There are people looking for you, man. And believe me they are not happy about our disappearing acts. So we better show our faces."
I couldn't help noticing that he said our disappearing acts, he obviously must have disappeared with Alice earlier. I looked over at her and raised my eyebrows and she started giggling.
Edward got up off the bench and took my hands and lifted me up.
"Ok then let's go and get this over with. By the way Jazz do you have your room key?
"Eddie, I gave my spare one to Alice. She was gonna meet me up in the penthouse later," he said sheepishly. I had a feeling that Jasper didn’t do this often.
Edward started laughing loudly.
"Well what do you know, Jasper has balls after all," he laughed.
He then looked at me, he put his hand in his pocket and gave me a small kiss on the lips.
"Take this and go up to the penthouse with Alice when the party is finished and Jasper and I will meet you both up there."
He put his lips on my ear and whispered "I really want to continue this."
He put his key into my hand and walked inside with Jasper.
I looked at Alice and before she could say anything I jumped in first.
"MARY ALICE CULLEN, you better start talking RIGHT NOW," I yelled.
A big smile spread across her face as she grabbed my hands and pulled me down to sit with her on the bench that Edward and I where kissing on only moments earlier.
"Oh Bella, he is so wonderful. I feel like I have known him forever. When Rosalie introduced us I was so numb, I couldn't talk to save my life. When Angela cleared her throat I knew that I had to say something so I looked at Jasper and said the first thing that came to my head."
"And that was?" I grinned.
Alice's face flushed red in embarrassment. She put her face into her hands, after a few minutes she lifted her head.
"I told him that he had kept me waiting long enough."
I started laughing so hard that tears where falling from my eyes.
"And what did he say," I asked.
"He said, my apologies ma-am," she laughed.
"Rosalie then pulled Angela away to meet someone and me and Jasper went to a quiet side of the ballroom and had a really great chat. But after a while the producer Lisa Murray interrupted us, demanding to know where Edward was. She made a point of saying that both Jasper and Edward are here to promote the movie and not pick up girls. Watch out for her Bella, from the way she was talking, I think that she has a thing for Edward." She stated, before adding quietly.
"Bella I’m sorry but Jasper told me that Edward is a man whore, who is with different women all the time. I saw the way you two were looking at each other, you both seem really into each other. But all I'm going to ask is that you promise to be careful."
I pulled her in and gave her a hug. "I promise Ali."
She looked at me with her eyes shining. "Ok missy, now it's your turn. I want you to tell me everything from the beginning to the end."
I told her everything, about the dancing, when he was singing to me and my first kiss. I even told her that he loved the taste of strawberry on me.
Alice looked like she was ready to burst.
"EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" she squealed.
"I can't believe that this is happening Bella, you and Edward and me and Jasper. Please tell me how Edward kisses," she begged.
"Well Ali, it was amazing, simply out of this world," I gloated.
Just then Alice's face got all serious again.
"Bella, what are you going to do if Edward wants to do more than just kiss. You know his reputation and remember he’s only here for two days. I just don't want to see you getting hurt."
"I’ll just have to cross that bridge when I come to it but come on lets get inside because it is getting chilly here."
She nodded and we walked back into the party. I looked around and saw Edward talking to a load of guys who looked older then my father. He whispered something to the big guy standing next to him and nodded my way. He then excused himself and walked outside. I picked up a glass of champagne and threw it down my throat. I don't drink alcohol but I needed something to kill the butterflies in my stomach.
"Isabella?"
I turned around to find the big guy that Edward was talking to earlier. Alice froze next to me.
"Y-Yes," I answered.
"My name is Sam Woodward, I'm Edward's bodyguard. He asked me to take you to him."
I looked at Alice and she mouthed "go."
I nodded and told her I would see her later and went with Sam. I thought he was going to take me out to the garden but instead he brought me to a private elevator. Once we got in he pressed the button to go to the top floor. Finally it stopped and the doors opened. Sam went to knock on the door, when I remembered that I had a key. I opened the door and what I saw took my breath away. Edward stood next to the window looking out at the Seattle night with a glass of champagne in one hand and a red rose in the other. His jacket was off and his shirt was open half way down his chest. He was beyond beautiful.
He turned and looked at me with that crooked grin that I love so much. He came over to me, gave me a kiss on the cheek and handed me the rose.
"Thank you, it's beautiful," I said putting the rose up to my nose and breathing in the scent.
He put his hand on my cheek and looked into my eyes.
"Not nearly as beautiful as you my Bella," he whispered softly.
Our little bubble burst when we heard a throat clearing. Sam looked like he wanted to say something but decided against it. My face blushed bright red with embarrassment; I had forgotten that he was there.
Edward looked like he wanted to kill him for interrupting our little moment.
"Thank you Sam. I will call you if I need you," he snapped.
Sam looked from me to Edward and decided against saying anything. He walked out.
As soon as the door closed I felt Edward's fingers brush against my face, he moved his hand to the back of my head, then lifted his other hand and rubbed his thumb on my cheek. His eyes met mine in a gaze of lust and want and need. They darted down to my lips and back up to my eyes, silently asking my permission to kiss me. I answered his silent request by placing my lips hesitantly on his.
He moved his lips with mine, hesitantly at first but gradually building up in urgency. He took my bottom lip between his, and kissed it gently while running his smooth cool tongue across the surface. I groaned and my closed eyes actually rolled back in my head. God, how long I'd wanted to taste him. I tentatively slipped my tongue through my mouth to intertwine with his, pulsing to the rhythm he set.
I pulled back scared that we were going too fast, he looked at me and answered my silent question.
"Bella, don't over think this. I want you so much, I promise to never hurt you. Please, be mine for tonight. If I do something that you don't like then I promise, I'll stop."
He kissed me again softer this time. As soon as he met my tongue with his, I knew that I was lost. I didn't care what tomorrow brought, all I knew was that I wanted him. I wanted to give him my virginity. Right here right now.
"Mmm…" I let a slight moan escape.
"God… Bella… I want you so bad. Please let me have you."
He took me by the hand and led me to his bed. He slipped down the zipper of my dress and pulled it down leaving me in only my thong.
"Fuck Bella, if I'd known that you weren't wearing a bra then I would've had you up here earlier."
He started nibbling on my neck
"You don't know how much I want this," he murmured, dipping his hand between my legs and cupping my sex, as he lowered his head and flicked his tongue over my nipple."
"I can't believe you're here…that you're real," I murmured against his temple. "I never thought…don't tell me if this is a dream. I don't want to know…I don't want to wake up."
"Will you let me make you feel good, baby?"
He kissed all the way down my body but stopped at my clit and looked up at me silently asking me for permission for him to continue.
I looked at him telling him with my eyes what I wanted.
He buried his face in my wet sex, lapping away at every inch. He flattened his tongue and then curled it and wiggled it. He did the most amazing things with that tongue. As if I wasn't already close enough, he swiftly inserted two fingers.
"Edward, I'm gonna cum, I'm cuming..." I called out as a desperate warning, but he didn't stop, instead he continued to lick me.
"Cum for me, baby. I need you to cum for me. Scream my name."
"EEEEEDDDDDWWWAAAAAARRRRRRRRDDDDDD," I screamed.
I immediately felt the loss when he moved away from my sex and came back up to me.
"Bella, I need to be inside you. Please, I'm not past begging at this moment in time."
He started kissing my neck before moving down to my nipples. I moaned at the contact. His mouth was hot and so fucking right and once again I was gone.
"Please Edward, make me cum with your cock."
I did't know where all this dirty talk was coming from but I liked it.
He undressed and moved right above me.
"Bella…I don't have any condoms, are you on the pill?"
"What," I asked not understanding the question.
He asked me the same question as before but I was too far gone to understand what he was saying. All I could think about was getting him inside of me so I gave him a simple one word answer hoping that it would be the right one.
"Yes"
He then pushed his length inside of me stopping at my hymen.
"Bella this is gonna hurt. I will try to be as gentle as I can but if you want to scream then do," he said and pushed his cock the rest of the way inside me.
I screamed as the pain went right through me.
"Baby, are you alright?" He started kissing the tears away.
"I'm fine Edward. Just give me a second."
"It's ok Edward, you can move," I told him after a few moments.
He started moving inside me and the pleasure quickly overtook the pain.
"Fuck Bella, you are so hot and tight."
He continued pumping into me harder and faster.
"Bella, I'm not going to last long. Please tell me that you are close."
I knew that he was close to releasing as he sped up his movements and was grunting quietly.
"Cum for me Edward, I want you to cum in me," I moaned.
He then released into me screaming my name.
He put his forehead to mine trying to get his breathing under control.
Once his breathing was under control he got up and got a wet towel.
"Raise your hips for me baby."
I lifted them up and he lovingly cleaned me up.
I tried to cover my yawn but I wasn't successful.
Sleep baby, you have a long day ahead of you tomorrow," he cooed.
"But first, I was hoping that you would sit with me at the premiere tomorrow night and be my date for the after party?"
"Yes" I answered and fell into a deep sleep.
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