Teaser for following your dreams Chapter 13

"Oh oh I'm so so sorry," I apoligised while picking up the papers that I dropped.

The person that I bumped into knelt down and helped me pick them up.

"I should be one to apoligise. I was'nt looking where I was going,"he answered.

I looked up at him and the first thing I noticed was that he had the bluest eyes that I have ever seen. He was well built, had blonde hair pulled back into a ponytail and he must be in his middle 20's at least.

He smiled when I looked at him and it went straight to his eyes. They almost look like they are laughing.

"Thank you sir but I'm afraid that I am late for class," I whispered.

He helped me get to my feet and handed me the papers that he picked up for me.

"No problem miss?"

"Swan, Bella Swan," I answered.

"Beautiful name for a beautiful girl," he cooed.

"Thank you but I really must go," I blushed and ran toward my class. I could barely hear him calling after me.

"I hope to see you soon Swan, Bella Swan."

All Alone Chapter 10

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All alone teaser for chapter 10

With a sigh I got up and went into Bella's room; only to find her crying whilst sorting through her clothes. I walked over to her and put my arms around her, giving her a tight hug.
"What's wrong Bells?" I cooed.
I continued to hug her while she cried.
"I-I was g-go-going through m-my cl-clothes and nothing f-fits anymore," she sobbed.
I smiled to myself, knowing what we had to do to rectify this.
"Well then, we have to go shopping and buy you some maternity clothes."
She was about to protest, but I put my hand up to stop her.
"Bella you need new clothes, especially for LA. It’s a new start, new look, new city, new life." I smiled.
Bella looked like she was deeply in thought, so I went in for the kill.
"Please Bella," I begged. She smiled as I continued to beg. I knew that she could never say no to me, so I took advantage of it.
"Ok then," she said.
She started to laugh while I jumped up and down. I was about to tell her to go and get ready when my cell phone rang. I quickly answered it without checking the caller ID.
"Hello" I spoke into the phone.
The other end of the phone was silent for a few seconds before they spoke.
"Er - Hello Alice, this is erm Edward. Is Bella there with you?" he asked.

All Alone Chapter 9

Chapter 9

EPOV

I was sitting in my comfortable first class seat on my way back to LA, feeling like my heart was about to beat right out of my chest after what had happened with Bella. I knew I’d been an asshole to her but I had to get my point across, no matter what I had to do. I had to make sure that no baby of mine ever come into this world. I couldn't let myself feel that kind of heartbreak again especially after what happened with Emily.

Emily and I had grown up together. She was my first everything but she was also the first and only girl to break my heart. We had our first kiss when we were 13 years old and had sex for the first time when we were 15. It was on my 16th birthday that she broke my heart and I never fully recovered.

I swore from then on that I would never let another girl get close to me and hurt me the way she had, but then Bella came along. The very second I saw her in her white cocktail dress at the party, I had felt a tightness grab at my heart. She looked so beautiful and innocent and I knew that I had to make her mine. I took her virginity selfishly when I knew that I couldn't keep her and now everything is fucked up. She's pregnant and I can’t put myself through that kind of hurt and pain again. She needs to get rid of it. There is no question about it. I can't trust anyone with my heart again, not even an innocent little baby. I leaned back and closed my eyes hoping that I could get the last few days out of my head.

BPOV

"How long will they be?" I asked, putting my right arm over my eyes as I laid back on the bed. Esme looked at Alice and then back at me.

"They said they were just leaving the house, so I'm guessing around ten minutes" she whispered.

At that moment the doorbell rang. My eyes filled with tears just thinking about how disappointed my parents were going to be in me. I wasn't ready to face them just yet, but when the doorbell rang for the second time I knew that my time had run out.

My parents were already sitting on the Cullen’s white leather sofa when I came down the stairs. I had never seen my father looking as angry as he did at this moment, and my mother’s eyes were red and puffy from crying. I felt my heart breaking; knowing that I was the cause of this. Sitting across from them were Esme and Carlisle. Esme looked worried and Carlisle looked nervous. I looked over at my parents and gave them a small smile. When I saw how fierce my dad looked, I quickly cast my eyes down to the floor.

"Hi," I whimpered.

Esme got up, came over to me, and put her arm around my shoulder.

"Why don't you come over and sit down, sweetie," she cooed. I nodded and went over and sat down in the love seat. My father's face turned blood red as he looked at me.

"Bella, I refuse to be the talk of the town! So I need to know what you plan to do next?" My dad stated firmly.

I had never heard him talk like this and I knew that I couldn’t sugar coat what I had to say, so I decided that best thing was to whip off the band aid with one quick swipe.

"I am about 5 weeks pregnant and before you ask if I'm keeping the baby, the answer is yes," I said still not looking my father in the face.

The only sound that I could hear in the room was my mother's sobs. I looked up at my father, only to find the anger rolling off him in waves.

"And how the fuck do you plan on raising a baby? You're only 16 years old. What does the baby's father say about this? That is assuming you know who the father is," my dad snarled.

I broke down in tears, as he continued to throw insults at me until he said the one thing that made me snap.

"You are having an abortion, Isabella," he hissed between his teeth.

I jumped up and pointed at him in the chest.

"I AM NOT HAVING AN ABORTION. YOU CAN'T MAKE ME. I AM SO SICK OF PEOPLE TELLING ME TO KILL MY BABY. DO WHAT YOU WANT WITH ME BUT UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCES AM I GETTING RID OF MY BABY," I screamed at the top of my lungs.

My father’s face went going from red to purple at this stage. I had never gone against my father before, I had always looked up to him, but this was my baby and nobody was going to take it away from me. Not Edward, not my father, not my mother. Nobody!

"Isabella, you are 16 years old. We are your parents. It doesn't matter what you want or say. You are having an abortion and that is all I'm going to say," he smirked.

I looked over at Esme and Carlisle begging them with my eyes to help me. Carlisle got up and stood on one side of me and Esme stood on the other.

"Charlie, let’s talk about this calmly. Bella told you that she doesn't want to have an abortion. I know that she is underage and it is within your rights to take her to the clinic, but do you really want to force her into killing her child, your grandchild," Carlisle asked him.

My dad looked at my mother and sighed as he looked back at me.

"Isabella, it is your decision," he said calmly, almost too calmly, before adding. "But if you do have the abortion you will have your family to help you through it all but........................"

I looked at my father with tears falling from my eyes and my whole body shaking.

"B-bu-but wh-what d-dad?" I stammered.

My father continued to look at my mother and nodded his head. My mother
lifted her head from her hands, and I could see the tears still fresh in her eyes, and then she spoke for the first time.

"But if y-you keep the ba-baby, you can forget about your family. You will have to leave our home and survive on your own. We won't ha-have anythi-anything more to d-do with y-you," she sniffed.

Suddenly my legs gave out below me and everything went black.

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APOV

I felt completely helpless, as I watched my best friend leave my room to go speak with her parents who were in my living room. I knew how protective her father was, but I also knew that he didn’t like to be subject of town gossip, especially when it was about his family. I needed to be there for my friend while she talks to them, in some way. So I sat on the stairs and listened in on their conversation.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Charlie Swan, the man who always swore to protect her and love her above all else was trying to force her into an abortion. I tried to set my mind at ease by telling myself that he was only upset and worried, until I heard her mother talking.

I jumped up and was halfway down the stairs when I heard a loud thump and my mother screaming.

"Bella"!!!

I ran into the living room to find Bella passed out on the floor. My mother was kneelt down next to her, my dad looked furious, but Bella's parents were simply standing there looking down at her. My dad walked over to them and looked at Charlie.

"I think that it would be best if you leave, and don't worry about Bella because she has a family here that will love her and the baby. We will stand by her and support her. Alice and Esme will be over tomorrow to collect her belongings," he hissed between his teeth.

But Bella's father didn't look intimidated, he stood his ground as he looked at my dad.

"My daughter will do the right thing. There is no way that she will choose anything else over her own family. She will be back home soon and then we can put this whole ugly mess behind us," he smirked and left with Bella's mother following close behind silently crying.

Dad looked furious but quickly calmed down has he lifted Bella up off the floor and laid her down on the sofa.

"Daddy, will she be alright?" I cried.

He nodded.

"She'll be fine. She will wake up as soon as she is ready," he told me. He got up and I sat down in the place he had vacated. My parents left the room and I started talking to Bella.

"Bella you’re my best friend, I love you, and I’ll be here for you no matter what. I will be by your side through it all. It is you and me against the world," I sniffed.

My parents came back in the room, my father sat down on the sofa opposite to me and my mom wiped Bella's face with a cold compress, telling her that everything was alright.

"Alice, your mother and I have agreed that Bella should stay here with us, and that we will support her and the baby. Are you alright with that?" my dad asked.

I couldn't help the excitement that came over me. I jumped off the couch and gave then a hug whilst jumping up and down on the spot.

"Oh thank you, thank you, thank you," I squealed.

My mom started laughing at my excitement and my dad joined in as I continued to hug them both. They were just about to say something else when I heard Bella.

"Esme"

She slowly opened her eyes to look at me and my mother and asked.

"What happened?"

BPOV

I was sitting in the middle of a crowded ballroom with my parents. My dad kept shouting so that he could be heard over the crowd.

"You’re nothing but a stupid little girl. How can you look after a child? You’re only a child yourself," my dad screamed. I then heard a smooth velvety voice behind me. I turned around to look into the amazing green eyes of Edward Masen.

"You think that you can have a child Bella. How can you when there is nobody who will support you. Your parents don't want it and I don't want that thing growing inside of you. So do everyone a favour and get rid of it," he spat.

I slowly sat down on the floor and wrapped my arms around my legs as I rocked back and forth.

"No no no no NO !!!"

"I don't care what you say. I'm going to love my baby no matter what. It doesn't need any of you," I cried as I continued to rock back and forth. Everyone around me started laughing.

"Stupid girl!"

"I pity her."

"She doesn't know what she is getting into."

I then heard the one voice that always calmed me.

"Bella, we will take care of you. We love you. Everything will be alright," I heard Esme say from far away.

I looked around for my second mother but I couldn't find her. I could still hear her. I closed my eyes willing for all of this to go away.


I slowly opened my eyes and found myself looking into the eyes of my best friend and her mother.

"What happened?" I asked.

Esme started wiping my face with a cold cloth.

"You fainted sweetie. But don't worry about a thing, we are here for you," she cooed.

I looked around the living room and the only people I could see were: Esme, Carlisle and Alice.

"Where are mom and dad," I asked, already knowing the answer. Esme was about to answer when the phone rang.

"Hello," Carlisle answered. He paused while the other person spoke.

"Yeah hold on," he said.

"Alice, it's Angela," he said handing the phone over.

"WHAT," she squealed, almost busting my eardrums.

"Dad, turn on the entertainment channel. They are talking about Bella," she screamed hanging up the phone.

Carlisle picked up the remote control and switched it to the entertainment channel. There on the screen was a picture of Edward Masen and they were talking about me.

"A source of ours has stated that actor Edward Masen has allegedly got a small town girl from Forks, Washington pregnant. Witnesses at the small town’s diner reported seeing Masen and the girl in a heated discussion about what they were going to do about the birth of the baby".

"Here is Jane Murphy, who is at Forks diner with the details."

A petite woman with blonde hair and blue eyes came on the screen.

"Thank you Rebecca. I'm standing here outside Forks diner, the place where just earlier today heartthrob Edward Masen confronted local girl Isabella Swan, who is only 16 years old, about being pregnant with his child. It is reported that Isabella met Masen when she won tickets to the premiere of BITE in Seattle. Witnesses said that Edward wasn't exactly jumping up and down with joy at the thought of becoming a father.

She then started to interview some of the locals, asking them what they thought about it. I was about to ask Carlisle to turn it off when I saw Lauren Mallory come onto the screen to be interviewed.

"Bella Swan is known as the slut of Forks High. It doesn't take a lot for her to drop her panties. Bella planned to seduce Edward Masen. Infact, she boasted before she left for the premiere that there was no way that he would be able to resist her," she smirked.


Jane took the microphone from her.

"Well there you have it. Is Isabella Swan an innocent girl who got trapped or did she plan the pregnancy? Back to you Rebecca," she said.

Carlisle got up and turned off the TV. I buried my face into my hands and cried. I was going to be the laughing stock of Forks. I didn't know what to do. My parents had thrown me out and now there was no way I could go back to school.

"Come on Bella, let’s get you upstairs to bed. Things won't look so bad in morning", Esme cooed, as Carlisle lifted me in his arms and carried me to my room. I didn't have the energy to change out of my clothes and fell into a troubled sleep.

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The last few weeks had passed in a blur. I was now known as the town slut. Every day was the same. All I did was wake up, shower, get dressed, go to school, come home, do homework, dinner and go to bed. But the day that hurt me the most was the day I had gone to my parent’s house to collect my stuff with Alice.

Flashback

Alice parked the car outside my parent’s house and turned off the engine.

"Okay, let’s get this over with," she said taking off her seat belt and opening the car door. I got out and walked up the foot path to the front door. I was too scared to let myself in, so instead I knocked on the door. I heard footsteps and then the door was opened by a very worried looking Alec. I love my twin brother and hated the fact that I was causing him so much pain.

"Hey sis! I take it that you’ve came for your stuff," he stated sadly.

My heart went out to him, as I knew he was stuck in the middle. Alec and I had always had a special bond. When one of us hurt, the other one would hurt too.

"Yeah"

I was afraid that I would break down if I give any more then one word answers. He nodded and stood aside to let us in.

"Dad is at the bar and mum is at the grocery store. She'll be back soon." he warned me. I nodded and walked upstairs to my bedroom. Alice went into my bathroom and started packing my tolietress. I was packing my books into a box when I heard the front door slam. 5 minutes later my mother walked in to my room. She stood there at the door glaring at me.

"Are you finished yet? I have to do dinner for my family," she sneered. My eyes filled with tears when I saw the fury in her eyes.

"Why mum, why are you doing this to me"?

"Because you cant live here anymore." She said and stood up just a bit straighter.

"Mom." I started but I couldn't even finish, my mouth was open but nothing was coming out.

"Your father wont have it." She tried to explain, but this was un explainable, this was outrageous, and totally un fair. I expected them to be hurt but not this

"You cant just disown me!" I yelled, my hands shaking.

"Stop that!" She yelled back, but I couldn't calm myself.

"No, this is not fair!" I shouted and my hands went to my stomach absentmindedly. Her eyes followed.

"No Isabella this!" She pointed at my stomach "isn't fair!"

"You want a baby, you want to get pregnant and be responsible, well then you need to leave my house." Mum growled.

"That's not what I want! I don't want a baby but I have no choice in the matter!" I cried, my hand clutching my stomach

Alice came in and put her arm around my shoulder while looking at my mom with hate filled eyes.

"Come on Bella. I will come back with my mother to get the rest of your things," she said walking me out to the car.

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That was a month ago. I am now 9 weeks pregnant. I suffer from fierce morning sickness. I'm known as the slut of the school. All the guys in Forks high think that I'm a sure thing because I'm pregnant. On top of all that I feel like Alice, Esme and Carlisle are keeping something from me. Every time I walk into a room they are talking about something but they stop the very second that they see me.

Knock Knock !!!

Esme stuck her head in the door.

"Hey sweetie. How are you feeling?"

I gave a small nod and lay back on my bed.

"I'm fine Esme," I answered. She gave a small nod and smile.

"Bella, could you please come to the living room. There is something that we would like to talk to you about," she asked.

I sighed and got up off the bed and followed her to the living room. Alice was sitting on the love seat and Carlisle was sitting on the couch opposite her. Both Carlisle and Esme looked nervous and Alice refused to look at me. She just sat there looking down at her hands and playing with her fingers.

Carlisle looked up at me and smiled.

"Bella, we know how hard a time you are having in Forks so myself and Esme have decided to do something about it." He looked at Esme before continuing.

"We have spoken to Esme's brother Eleazar and his wife Carmen in LA. We think that you should go and live with them for a while," he whispered.

I can't believe what I was hearing. They wanted to get rid of me. Nobody wants me.

"Y-Yo-You want t-to ge-get rid of m-me," I cried. Esme stood up and came over to my side. She took both my hands into hers and looked me in the eyes.

"No sweetheart. Never. I'm sorry that we blurted it out like that. Please let me explain. We see how rough it is for you here so we looked into other opions. After checking out different schools to help you we came across City of angels school in LA. It has a wonderful teen mother's program. I spoke to my brother and he decided to let you and Alice come and stay with him and his wife," she whimpered.

I looked up and looked over at Alice.

A- Al-Alice is com-coming," I sniffed. Alice got up and pulled me in for a hug.

"Of course I'm coming. You don't think that you are going to get rid of me that easily," she squeaked. I started getting excited at the thought of leaving this place with my best friend when a thought came to my head.

"What about my parents? They are not going let me go so easily," I asked.

Esme looked over at Carlisle with a twinkle in her eyes.

"You do know that your parents where not going to give up on you having a abortion and we also needed to get Edward Masen to stop bothering you so we told your parents that we are sending you to a home in Seattle for unwed mothers so that they could arrange an adoption," she laughed. Her laugh was contagious as I started laughing with her.

I then thought of Alice and Jasper. Surely Edward will find out from Jasper about what was happening. Alice looked at me as if she knew what I was thinking.

"Don't worry Bells. I'm already told Jasper that I needed to be there for you. So we decided that we will keep in touch through skype, email and phone calls," she smiled. A big fat tear escaped from eyes. I throughly have the greatest friend a girl could ask for. I looked around the room and felt safe and loved for the first time since all this started. I pulled Esme and Carlisle into a bear hug each. After I hugged them for a few minutes, I pulled back and asked

"When do we leave?"

Teaser for All Alone Chapter 9

Carlisle got up and stood on one side of me and Esme stood on the other.

"Charlie, lets all talk about this calmly. Bella, told you that she doesn't want to get rid of the baby. I know that she is underage and it is within your rights to take her to the clinic but do you really want to force her into killing her child, your grandchild," Carlisle asked him.

My dad looked at my mother and then back at me.

"Isabella, it is your decision.

If you have the abortion then you will have your family to help you through it but........................"

I looked at my father with tears falling from my eyes and my whole body shaking.

" B-Bu-But wh-what d-dad?" I stammered.

All Alone Chapter 8

Chapter 8

BPOV

I was sitting in the middle of a beautiful meadow with all kinds of flowers around me, when I saw the handsome man walking towards me - my Edward. His gorgeous green eyes were sparking and I found myself getting lost in them. He sat down beside me and wrapped his arms around my body.

"Don't cry my Bella" he said lovingly in a soft tone.

He kissed the tears away that were falling down my eyes and looked at me as if I was the only girl in the world.

"I promise you that everything will be alright. It's not the best time for us to have a baby but we will be fine as long as we have each other. Always remember that I love you and nothing else matters," he whispered as he kissed my eyes and went all the way down to my neck.

"Oh I love you Bella," he whimpered into my neck.

"Oh Bella, Bella," he whimpered as he looked into my eyes .

"Bella, Bella, Bella"

"Bella, Bella, can you hear me. If you can will you please open your eyes," Alice pleaded. I slowly opened them, only to look up and find Alice and Esme looking down at me with a worry wrote across both of their faces.

"What happened?" I asked while rubbing my eyes.

Alice looked at Esme and then back at me.

"You fainted when I told you that Edward was on his way here with Jasper," she said.

I attempted to sit up and Alice put her hand out to help me but I told her with my eyes that I was alright.

"When will they be here?" I asked when I finally managed to sit up on the bed.

Alice took a piece of her hair and started twirling it. It was a nervous habit that I knew well.

"Jazz rang me when they left LA, which was like two hours ago and it takes three hours to fly into Port Angeles from LA, so they’ll be landing in about an hour," she said nervously. Suddenly my heart jumped up to my throat and I couldn't breathe.

"I can't face Edward yet Ali. I'm not ready," I whispered in breathless gasps.

Esme sat next to me, took my right hand into hers and lovingly rubbed soothing rings around the palm with her index finger.

"You can do this Bella. You are a strong girl and I have every faith that you will get through this. Just remember that we are here for you and that we love you," she cooed.

Alice sat down on my other side and put her arm around my shoulder. "Why don't you go have a shower so that you can calm down and freshen up. Mom is going to ring your parents and tell them that you are staying here tonight," she said.

I smiled at my best friend and her mother gratefully and got up and headed straight into Alice's bathroom.

APOV

As I watched my best friend leave the room I couldn't help but worry about her. My temper had nearly gotten the better of me when Jasper rang and told me what Edward was thinking just before they left LA. But I realised that Jazz had only told me so that we could be prepared. I already thought that Edward was a jerk but this was a new low even for him. Some of the things that he was telling Jazz on the way to the airport were so horrible that I couldn't even think of telling Bella half of what was said.

Flashback

We were just leaving my dad's office when my cell phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was my Jazzy ringing. I answered the phone with a big smile on my face.

"Hi Baby," I purred.

There was silence on the other end and for a second I thought that he had hung up, until I heard him talking to someone else on the other end of the phone.

"Hi Alice," he answered in a depressed tone and I instantly got worried.

This didn’t sound like the sweet loving guy that I had been talking to for the last month.

"Is there something wrong, Jazz?"

He was silent for at least two minutes before he answered.

"Ali, I am at the airport and we are about to get on the plane to Port Angeles to see you and Bella." He whimpered.

This time it was me who was silent on the phone as I thought about what he was saying. I kept opening and closing my mouth trying to ask the question that I needed to ask but at the same time not wanting to hear the answer.

"When y-you say w-we. Please say it's you a-and Rosalie or anyone else other than who I think you m-mean!" I croaked.

The only thing that I could hear on the other end was Jazz taking a few deep breaths.

"I'm sorry love, I really am, but I'm coming with Edward," he whispered.

My heart was breaking when I heard how unhappy he sounded, but I couldn't think about that when I knew that Bella would end up being the most hurt.

"Alice, I haven't got much time but I need to tell you what happened so you can prepare Bella for this visit. I had you on loud speaker when you told me that Bella was pregnant. Emmett overheard you and he told Edward. Edward went crazy and he was calling Bella a whore and a slut and other names I wouldn't tell a lady. He is convinced that she tricked him. He told me on the way to the airport, that he was going to make sure that she gets rid of the baby. If she doesn't then he will find a way to ruin her reputation. Ali, I need you to stay with Bella when Edward and I call and if she wants to talk to him in private then you need to stay within hearing distance," he cried. I could hear how much this was upsetting him.

"I promise Jazz. I won't leave her side," I answered as tears started falling from my eyes.

"Edward just came from the men's room and they are calling our flight, so I will see you later darlin," he said and hung up the phone.

I put the phone into my bag and got into the car with my mum and Bella. As my mum drove us home I continued to look out of the window so that Bella wouldn't know how upset I was.

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Just thinking about the way Edward fucking Masen is portraying Bella makes me want to yell and break something, but what I need to do is keep my emotions under control. Just then my cell phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Jazz.

"Hi Jazz, " I squeaked into the phone.

"Hi Darlin. I'm ringing to let you know that we are in Port Angeles and that we will be there in about forty five minutes," he said.

I looked over toward the bathroom door just as Bella emerged fresh from the shower. She had a worried look on her face when she realised I was talking on the phone to Jasper. Looking at her now made me realised that I needed to protect her from Edward prick Masen at all costs. Just then a thought came to my mind.

"Ok Jazz. We will meet you both in Forks diner in forty five minutes," I said. I hoped that if we were in public Edward would't be so hard on Bella and Jazz and I could be in the next booth.

"Ok love, we will see you then." He said and hung up

I could almost hear the smile in his voice when I suggested the diner, I looked over at Bella and couldn’t help smiling too.

"Come on Bells, let’s have you looking fabulous as we have to be at the diner in forty five minutes." I told her as I dragged her over to my closet.

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EPOV

Jasper and I boarded the plane from LA to Port Angeles. To say that I was nervous and scared as hell was the understatement of the century. The way I had talked to Jasper about Bella was a sick thing to do, but I just didn't really know this girl. She came across as innocent and shy but that could all be a cover up for all I know. I specifically remember asking her if she was on the pill and she had said that she was. So as far as I was concerned all the evidence pointed towards her tricking me. I know that there are people out there like that and if she doesn't agree to an abortion then I will make sure that I bring her down. I’ll show her to be the liar that she is, because under no circumstances am I going to be a father at the age of twenty.

I sat there in my comfortable first class seat thinking of relieving some tension with the blonde air hostess who kept adjusting her cleavage whenever she came my way. Jasper looked at me as if he knew what I was thinking.

"You've got to kidding me. Once a man whore always a man whore" he spat when he saw me looking over at blondie licking my lips.

I looked at him silently asking him what his problem was.

"Edward you’re my best friend, but I honestly don't think I know you anymore. We are on this plane to see a teenage girl that you knocked up and all you can think about is getting your dick wet. You really are a piece of work man," he said with venom.

I sat back in my seat and closed my eyes and decided that going after the blonde air hostess wasn't worth the trouble. I must have dozed off because the next thing I knew Jasper shaking me awake telling me that we were landing in Port Angeles.

I rubbed the sleep out of my eyes and waited for the plane to land. But now that we were finally here the thought of seeing Bella was scaring me shitless. I started walking through the terminal amazed at how small the airport was. Jasper rang Alice to tell her we were on our way and we got into the hired car and made our way to Forks.

"Edward, Alice told me that she and Bella would meet us in a diner, so remember that we will be in a public place and don’t let your anger get the better of you," he scowled.

She must be up to something if she wants to meet me in a public place, I thought to myself. She thinks that I won't be able to get upset with her if there are other people around. Well she better not push me too far or she is going to get hurt.

After about half an hour Jasper pulled up outside a diner which looked like a hole in the wall. We got out of the car and he locked it behind us. I looked around the diner when we entered and suddenly forgot to breathe when I saw her sitting at a booth with her friend. She looked beautiful with her skinny black jeans showing off her curves, blue silk blouse that looked amazing against her creamy skin and showed off her breasts. They weren't big or small, but just the right size. I remembered her long thick mahogany hair, and how it flowed down as far as her waist. She had a beautiful smile on her face as she spoke to her friend and dipped her straw repeatedly into her coke.

At this moment I really wished things could have been different. Just as we were about to go over to them a guy with blonde hair and blue eyes stopped at their booth to talk to her. I began to see red when he put his arm around Bella.

Back off buddy, she's mine and mine alone I thought. Fuck where the hell did that come from? I had to remember that the bitch was out to ruin my life and she can feel free to date all the fuckers that she wants. I smirked when she shook him off her and started to look annoyed. He walked away with a cocky grin on his face.

Right, let’s get this show on the road I thought as I walked over to her.

BPOV

I was really starting to think that Mike must be the most stupid motherfucker on the face of this planet. He still thinks that he is god's gift to women and no matter what I do, he just won't take the hint that I'm not interested. As Mike was thankfully walking away I looked towards the door and saw Edward walking towards me. Edward looked sexy as hell in his tight blue Levi’s and black fitted t-shirt.

"Ali, they're here," I whispered. She put down her coke so that she could look around and then got up out of her seat squealing.

"Jazzy, Jazzy. I've missed you," she giggled as she ran into his arms. Once she had her arms around Jasper she he looked coldly over at Edward and threw him a furious look. He gave her his crooked grin.

"Hi Alice, it's good to see you again," he said confidently.

She looked at Edward as if he was a bug that must be squashed instantly and then looked back at me.

"Bells, do you want me to stay with you?"

"No, but please don't go far," I said nervously. I knew I needed her close be able to get through this.

"Okay, but I will be right over here," she said pointing to the booth directly across from me.

Edward slid in next to me but before he could say anything the waitress came over to take our orders. She was only interested in helping Edward, while ignoring me. As soon as we told her our orders she left and Edward then turned to face me.

"You’re pregnant?" He spat.

"No shit Sherlock. Straight to the point," I said sarcastically.

He looked at me with a cold dark look in his eyes and asked.

"How much is it going to take?"

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Did he really believe that money was going to solve this?

"How much is what going to take?" I glared.

He looked at me as if I was stupid. "The abortion!" He said it as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

Suddenly I was seeing red. How could he think that I would get rid of my baby. I may only be 16 years old and I may not be ready for this but I am not a killer.

"I am not having an abortion and I don't know what makes you think I should. I'm keeping this baby," I spat.

Edward was about to say something when the waitress came over with our food. Suddenly I wasn't hungry anymore. I was too fucking angry. Alice and Jasper kept looking over at us with concerned looks on their faces. With one flutter of her fake eyelashes at Edward she left us alone. Edward looked over at me with the same cold dark look in his eyes. His face went red as his temper got the better of him.

"LISTEN HERE, I REFUSE TO BE A FATHER. ESPECIALLY WHEN THE CHILD'S MOTHER TRICKED ME TO GET PREGNANT. I CAN MAKE YOUR LIFE VERY DIFFICULT IF YOU INSIST ON KEEPING THIS BABY," he yelled getting up.

As quick as a flash Jasper and Alice were next to us.

"Edward calm down, you’re losing it," Jasper pleaded.

Tears started falling from my eyes. I just couldn't believe that this was the same loving and sweet guy that I gave my virginity to. He honestly believed that I tricked him. Alice put her arm around my shoulder whispered soothing words into my ear.

"I DON'T GIVE A SHIT JASPER. SHE FUCKING TRICKED ME BY TELLING ME SHE WAS ON THE PILL WHEN SHE CLEARLY WASN'T," he continued to yell and then looked over at me.

I honestly couldn't remember if he had asked me if I was on the pill.

"Were you even a virgin? Or was that a lie too?" He spat at me.

I got up from of my seat and stood in front of him. I made a fist and then punched him right in the face. He staggered back and looked at me in shock, as if he couldn't believe that I had it in me.

"Now you listen to me you lily white son of a bitch. I have never tricked anyone or made anyone do anything against their will. You can throw whatever you want at me but the fact remains that I'm pregnant and that I'm keeping this baby. You can like it or lump it Edward Masen. "

He continued to stand there with his nose in his hands until he took his wallet out of his jeans. He took out a bundle of notes and threw them on the table.

"There is about $2000 there. It should be enough to pay for you to get rid of that thing inside you. It has been five weeks since the premiere so you aren’t that far gone. If I find out that you are still pregnant by your 12th week then I will follow through on my threat. If you think that today has been bad then remember that it is nothing compared to how it will be if you test my patience," he spat with venom and walked out of the diner.

I picked up the $2000 and stormed out of the diner with Jasper and Alice following. I stood in front of Edward and threw the money in his face.

"Fuck you, Edward Masen. I don't want your stinking money. Me and my baby will be fine. I have only one fucking thing to say to you. Stay the fuck away from me and this baby. As far as I'm concerned you do not exist," I screamed and walked over to Alice's car.

"You’re going to regret this Bella Swan. Mark my words." He shouted after me. I got into the car and Alice got in next to me. No words were spoken as she drove us back to her house. As soon as she pulled up outside her house I jumped out of the car. Esme opened the door and looked at me with motherly concern. I fell into her arms and sobbed uncontrollably. I felt someone lift me up and carry me up to Alice's room and lay me down on her bed. Esme silently asked Alice to go into details. When she was finished telling Esme everything she lay on the bed next to me and stroked my hair, as I cried into the pillow. I must of dozed off because the next thing I knew Esme came into the room with Alice.

"Bella, Bella, are you awake?" Esme was frantic.

I nodded yes as I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"Bella, it seems that news about your pregnancy has spread because of what happened in the diner and as you know your father is a regular there. I held my breath praying that she wouldn’t say what I thought she was going to say,

"He just rang and he's not happy. He's on his way over here with your mother," she whispered.

I lay my head back on the pillow wondering if this day could get any worse.

All Alone teaser for Chapter 8

"Jazz rang me when they left LA 2 hours ago and it takes 3 hours to fly into Port Angeles from LA so I'm thinking about 1 hour," she said nervously. Suddenly my heart jumped up to my throat and I couldn't breath.

"I can't face Edward yet Ali. I'm not ready," I whispered in breathless gasps. Esme sat next to me, took my right hand into hers and rubbed soothing rings around the palm with her index finger.

"You can do this Bella. You are a strong girl and I have every faith that you will get through this. Just remember that we are here for you and that we love you," she cooed.

All Alone chapter 7

08/10/2012

BPOV

I blinked twice hoping that those two little words would change but they didn’t. I was pregnant with Edward Masen's baby, what the fuck was I going to do? Pregnant at only 16, my parents were going to be so disappointed in me and don't get me started on Alec.

I looked over at Alice and Angela and saw that they both had tears in their eyes. I walked over and gave them a hug and the three of us cried together.

"Let's get out of here. I don't think I will be able to face school for the rest of the day," I managed to squeak out.

They nodded and we all walked out of the school towards Alice's car. Alice was just about to open the door when her cell phone rang, she looked at the caller id and pressed answer.

"Hi Jazzy," she said breathlessly.

I looked at her with wide eyes and she looked back at me silently asking me what she should say and do. I whispered whatever and she continued talking to him. She opened the door and then moved away from the car where I couldn’t hear her. After speaking to him for about five minutes she hung up the phone, got into the car and drove us towards her house.

Her home was always empty at this time of the day. Her father was always at the hospital during the day and I don't know where her mother was. We walked into the house and Angela and I went up to Alice's room while she went into the kitchen and got snacks. She walked into her bedroom with her arms full of chocolate and drinks and sat down next to me.

"Bella, I told Jazzy about the baby, so the question is do you want Edward too hear it from Jazz or from yourself?"

I suddenly felt tears come to my eyes, I really didn't know what to do. I knew that Edward had a right to know that he is going to be a father but I also think that what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him. I was about to say this to Alice when I heard someone coming in the front door. Alice put her finger to her lips telling us to be quiet and then left the room to see who it was.

She came back a few minutes later with Esme, who looked at us with a worried look in her eyes.

"Is someone going to tell me what is going on or do I have to contact both Angela and Bella's parents and tell them they are ditching school?" She asked with a worried tone in her voice.

I looked at Alice silently asking her what I should do.

"Bella, I think that we should tell my mother what is going on. She will know what to do," she whispered with a weak smile.

Big fat tears started falling from my eyes. Esme came over to me and pulled me in for a hug.

"Whatever you have to say Bella, it can't be all bad," she said.

I nodded against her shoulder and pulled back.

"Esme, I-I-I'm pregnant and I-I don't know what to do. P-Pl-Please help me," I cried as she pulled me in for another hug.

"Oh hunny" she whispered full of emotion. I cried harder at the sound of her voice. She pulled back and looked into my eyes.

"How long have you known?"

I told her I had just found out after taking a pregnancy test today. She looked at Alice and Angela who nodded in agreement. She got up and told us to get our jackets on.

"We are going to get you checked out by Carlisle to see how far along you are."

I looked at Esme not knowing if I should tell her that I already knew but instead Alice make my mind up for me.

"Mum we already know that Bella is only 4 - 5 weeks pregnant. She was only with one guy and that was at the Bite movie premiere," she admitted.

Esme took both my hands into hers and asked.

"Bella, is Edward Masen the father of this baby?"

I nodded yes and fell into her arms and cried some more.

"Well first things first. We are going to have Carlisle check you out to make sure that you are alright and then we will sit down and figure out what to do next," she whispered into my hair.

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Alice and I sat down in the waiting room while Esme went and asked the receptionist to tell Carlisle that we were here. I wished that Angela had been able to come with us but she had to go home to babysit her twin brothers. The longer we sat there waiting the more nervous I became.

"Isabella Swan!"

I looked over and saw that the receptionist had called my name. I walked over to her and she handed me a cup and told me that I needed to give a urine sample. I came out of the toilet a few minutes later with my sample and the receptionist called me in. Esme and Alice stood up and followed behind me

"Do you want us to come in with you," Esme asked me with a concerned look on her face.

I nodded yes and thanked you. We went into the room to find Carlisle waiting for us, he looked at me with a shocked expression on his face before returning to studying my chart.

"Bella, lie down and get comfortable and I will be back in two minutes," he said pointing at the chair. He silently asked Esme to follow him outside and left the room. I looked over at Alice and saw that she had tears in her eyes.

"Bella, I'm scared for you. I can't believe this is happening," she cried. I was about to answer when Carlisle and Esme came back into the room.

"Bella, we have done a test with your urine sample and you are indeed pregnant. I want you to lie back and unbutton the top of your jeans," Carlisle said not bothering to take the surprise look off his face. He put some gel on my stomach and waved the wand over it. Then an alien lookalike came onto the screen. I looked at it closely.

"What are we looking her," I asked pointing at the screen.

Alice looked at what I was pointing at.

"I don't know but I think it's about to attack the enterprise," she laughed making light of the situation.

Esme and Carlisle started laughing with us.

"That is your baby Bella, you are exactly 4 weeks and 3 days pregnant," Carlisle in a serious tone.

I suddenly became very nauseous as the realist hit me that I am pregnant at the age of 16 with Edward Masen's baby. I wanted to get up and run away from it all, from everyone’s concerned faces, from the truth. Carlisle then interrupted my thoughts.

"Bella do you want me to print out pictures," he asked.

I didn't trust myself to speak so I just nodded yes.

We left after Carlisle had told me to find a OB-GYN. We had just got into the car when Alice's cell phone rang. She looked at the caller id and told me it was Jasper before answering the phone. She looked more and more worried and scared as she spoke to him. Esme pulled into the Cullen's driveway just as Alice hung up the phone. Alice couldn't even look at me as we walked into the house.

"Mom is it okay if Bella stays here tonight? I don't think that she is ready to face her parents and Alec yet," she asked still not looking at me.

Esme nodded. "I don't have a problem with that but she can't avoid her family forever. You better make sure that she rings them to let them know," she said.

Alice started walking toward her room after quietly asking me to follow her. I followed her into her bedroom and she looked at me with the same worried and scared look that she had when she was talking to Jasper.

"Bella, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen," she whimpered.

We both sat down on her bed and I put my arms around her.

"Whatever it is Ali, it can't be that bad," I said in a hushed tone.

She looked at me with tears falling down her face.

"Jasper told Edward about the baby and he was inconsolable. Nobody knew what to do until Seth and Sam had a few words with him," she cried.

I didn't know what to say to her so I stayed quiet and let her finish.

"After talking to Sam and Seth he booked a ticket to Seattle," she continued.

I put my hand up to my mouth and started sobbing.

"Alice, please don't tell me what I think you’re going to tell me," I begged.

She nodded. "I'm sorry Bella but Edward is on his way here as we speak," she whimpered.

Then everything went black.

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EPOV

I woke up with the worst hangover ever in mankind. I looked around but didn’t recognize the apartment that I was in. Suddenly I felt someone grabbing hold of my cock. I looked to the right side of the bed and found the owner of the hand that was wrapped around my morning wood. She was pretty enough with long blonde hair and blue eyes. I took her hand off my cock and got up out of the bed and started to get dressed.

"Come on, Eddie. I need some loving this morning," she whined.

I looked at her trying to remember her name but all I knew was that it began with a K. Last night I had been looking for a fast hook up and as long as it wasn’t a brunette I didn't give a shit who I got off with.

"I'm sorry Kelly but I need to go, I have to meet up with someone," I lied flashing my crooked smile.

She looked at me furiously.

"My name is Kate. You had no problem saying my name when I was sucking you off last night," she spat.

I ran out of the apartment after calling Seth and Sam to let them know where I was. I walked down to the car park in the apartment building to find them waiting for me. As we drove back to my LA home I thought about everything that had happened in the last four weeks. I still felt a shiver down my spine when I thought about the conversation that I had with Lisa the day after I left Seattle.

Flashback

We had just got into London and the hotel was throwing a reception for the cast and crew. I cornered Lisa after we had been there for a few minutes.

"Lisa, I don't know what your problem is. Bella was innocent but you threw her to wolves. What the fuck did she ever do to you?"

Lisa came so close to me that her fake breasts where rubbing against my chest.

"Eddie, we all knew that she was a clingy little girl and I was just giving you a helping hand. You know if you ever want a release then I'd be more than willing to give it to you. Little Bella wouldn't know what to do with a guy like you. Now it wasn’t her fault that she couldn't satisfy you but if you just gave me a chance then you would never have to look anywhere else and stomach another easy lay," she answered seductively as fluttered her fake eyelashes and rubbed her hands up and down my arms.

I think I vomited in my mouth a little. I couldn't stand Lisa, she was attractive on the outside but on the inside she reminded me of one of the ugly sisters from Cinderella. Her hands left my arms and made their way around my neck as she continued.

You know Eddie, if we were together it would make working on the sequel of Bite much more enjoyable. If you don't satisfy me then I will make it so difficult for you."

I put my hands around my neck and untangled her hold on me.

"Lisa, I don't want to be with you. Fuck I can't even stand you. If you continue to harass me then I will have no choice but to tell Aro to choose between us and who do you think will win? There is no way that the director will ask the star of the movie to leave. So if I where you, I would leave me the fuck alone or you will be sorry."

She huffed and walked away.

End Flashback.


Since that night Lisa hadn’t bother me. I got a few hang ups from an unknown number but besides that everything has been quiet. I was halfway home when my cell rang. I answered it before I checked the caller id.

"Hello."

Edward, it’s Emmett. I’m with Jasper at his photo shoot and we both really need to talk to you. Can you come straight away."

I sighed and put my hand through my messy hair. All I wanted to do was go home and close my eyes for a few hours. My hangover was really kicking my ass. When I didn’t answer Emmett added.

"Edward if you don't come here then we will come to you. This is something that can't wait."

"Okay bro, I will be there in a few minutes," I said and hung up the phone. I told Seth and Sam to take me to Jasper's photo shoot. They pulled up a few minutes later outside Siren Studios. I walked past the few fans that were standing outside and into the studio. I looked over at Jasper sitting down talking to Emmett and Rosalie. As soon as Rosalie saw me she stood up, walked over and punched me in the stomach.

"Fuck Rose, what was that for?" I whimpered as I doubled over in pain. She looked at me with fury flashing in her eyes.

"You’re lucky that is all you got you fucker," she hissed.

I didn't even notice that Jasper and Emmett had joined her.

Emmett looked at me with his hands made into fists. What was their problem? I thought.

"Will one of you please tell me what the fuck is going on," I asked them.

Emmett still looked like he wanted to beat the shit out of me.

"Edward there is something that we need to know. I already heard it from Jasper but I need to hear it from you. Did you have sex with that young girl Bella Swan in Seattle?"

I looked at Emmett wondering why he was asking me this. He knew that Bella was my dream girl and that if things were different then I would have wanted her to be my girlfriend. My chest hurt when I thought about her and the hurt that Tanya had caused when she rang that morning.

"Y-Yeah I did."

He continued to stare at me with his hands still made into fists.

"Was she a virgin?

"Yes," I answered wondering where this was going.

"Did you use protection?" He asked with fury and anger flashing in his eyes. Rosalie looked like she was ready to kill and Jasper looked ashamed.

I suddenly knew where this was going.

"Look guys in my defense I thought that she was on the pill. Anyway I can't turn back the clock so no harm no fowl."

Emmett was about to hit me when Jasper stopped him and said to Emmett.

"Alice confided in me but it was unfortunate that I had the phone on loud speaker and you heard everything. If Bella wants to tell Edward then it is up to her," he begged Emmett.

My heart jumped when I heard Bella's name. I looked at the three of them and I knew that they were keeping something from me and that it had something to do with Bella.

"What aren’t you telling me? If you don't tell me right now then I will have no choice but to jump on the next flight to Seattle and ask Bella myself."

Jasper looked at Rosalie, Rosalie looked at Emmett and Emmett looked at me.

Edward, Bella's pregnant. The time goes back to the premiere in Seattle," Emmett said.

I suddenly felt lightheaded, as if all the air had left my body. All I could think about was the fact that Bella had deceived me. I had asked if she was on the pill and she had said yes, so it all pointed towards her tricking me.

I walked away in a daze and started throwing everything I could get my hands on, as I screamed.

"That whore! She fucking tricked me. She thinks that she is all so innocent but now we find out who the real Bella Swan is. Well she can stay away from me, her and her bastard child. She is not getting anything from me," I yelled as I broke everything that I could get my hands on.

I ran into the nearest dressing room and locked the door. I picked up a chair and threw it at a mirror smashing the glass into a million pieces. After smashing up the dressing room I sat down and cried in frustration. What could I do? I couldn't be a father, I could barely look after myself.

Knock Knock

When I didn't answer I heard a key turning in the lock and Seth and Sam walked in.

"Edward I'm sorry. We didn't mean to overhear but I think that you should know something about Bella," Seth said.

I held my breath as he continued.

"I think I remember telling you that Charlie Swan was the ex-chief of police until he was injured, but what I didn't tell you is that Charlie is very strict and protective of Bella. Whatever you’re going through right now I can guarantee you that Bella is going through it 100 times worse," he said before they both left the room.

It took me a few minutes to make the decision that I would go to Forks and help her. She was only 16 years old for fuck sake and there was no way that she would want to have this baby. So I would be there for her while she has the abortion. I would pay for it and make sure she got the best medical care possible and then we could put it behind us and go on with our lives.

I walked out of the dressing room and told Jasper and Emmett that I was going to Forks to talk to Bella.

Jasper looked at me with his mouth wide open.

"Are you sure Edward?" He asked me.

I nodded "Yeah, I'm sure."

He gave me a small smile. "Well wait a few minutes so that I can get changed and go with you as I would like to see Alice," he said as he walked to his dressing room.

I picked up my cell and rang my PA. She answered on then second ring. I knew that she had a crush on me and was always eager to please.

"Hi Silvia, could you clear my schedule for the next week. I have to go out of town and clear up a mistake," I stated.

"Sure Edward, relax and don't worry about a thing. I have it all covered," she answered in a giddy voice.

I hung up the phone without saying goodbye. Jasper came out of his dressing room a few minutes later and we got into the car and went straight to the airport. I already had my passport, so I decided to buy some clean clothes when I got there because this simply couldn't wait.

If all went well then by the end of the week there would be no baby and if she decided to be stupid and keep it then she would have to do it alone, as one way or another I refused to be a father at the age of 20.

All Alone teaser chapter 7

02/10/2012


I suddenly felt tears come to my eyes. I don't know what to do. I know that Edward has a right to know that he is going to be a father but I also think that what he doesn't know won't hurt him. I was about to say this to Alice when I heard someone coming in the front door. Alice put her finger to her lips telling us to be quiet and then left the room to see who it was.
She came back a few minutes later with Esme. Esme looked at us with a worried look in her eyes.
"Is someone going to tell me what is going on or do I have to contact both Angela and Bella's parents and tell them they are ditching school," she said with a worried tone in her voice.
I looked at Alice silently asking her what I should do.
"Bella, I think that we should tell my mother what is going on. She will know what to do," she whispered with a weak smile on her face.
Big fat tears started falling from my eyes. Esme came over to me and pulled me in for a hug. "Whatever you have to say Bella, it can't be all bad," she said.
 I nodded against her shoulder and pulled back.
"Esme, I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do. Please help me," I cried as she pulled me in for another hug.

Following your dream chapter 12

01/10/2012

BPOV

Here I stood with flowers all around me in the meadow, it was so beautiful. Standing right in the middle of all the flowers was Edward, I walked over to him and looked into his beautiful green eyes, and he lovingly kissed my lips.

Moaning against my mouth he whispering "Bella, my Bella, I want to make love to you right here right now in the middle of our very own heaven."

He started kissing and sucking on my neck whilst stroking my breast, before laying me down on a blanket that just seemed to appear. He took off my top and my bra and started nibbling on my nipple while stroking my jean covered clit.

"Can I taste you my Bella?"

"Y-Yes," I answered shivering with my want for him.

He unbuttoned my jeans and lowered them down to my ankles, before burying his head between my legs and sucking on my wet sex. He started wiggling his tongue and sucked on my juices and then started chanting my name as I was about to cum.

"Bella, Bella, Bella"

"Bella, Bella, wake up baby?"

I slowly opened my eyes and looked around wondering where I was. I felt someone's long fingers combing through my hair. I turned around in the bed and found Edward's beautiful half naked body lying next to me.

"Morning," I yawned.

He started kissing me from my earlobe to my jaw.

"Now this is what I call a beautiful sight to wake up to,"

he said, continuing to kiss my jaw while he stroked my right thigh.

"Mmmmmmm" I moaned as he started kissing my neck, he stopped and looked up at me.

"Baby, as much as I want to continue this Emmett rang looking for you and I told him that you fell asleep on the couch. Once he realised that you were still here he invited himself over for breakfast. That is the reason I woke you up, he is gonna be here in 15 minutes."

"So we have 15 minutes, what can we do in that time I wonder?"

I started tapping my chin pretending to think. Edward looked at me his eyes filled with lust. I put my hand down his boxers and started stroking his hard length; he put his hand over mine to make me stroke him faster. I started thinking about last night when he went down on me and decided to return the favour. I started giving him wet kisses all the way down his fit body and came to a stop when I got to his cock.

I grabbed the base and took him deeply into my mouth, running my tongue over the head before sucking him hard. I moved my mouth along his length as he cried out. I then began to stroke the base with one hand and suck the rest of him as far back as I could, whilst my other hand cupped his balls.

"Bella, I'm gonna come, I'm coming baby..." He called out as a desperate warning, but I didn't pull back. I took him harder and deeper as he shoot down the back of my throat, while shouting my name.

I swallowed everything he gave me and then licked him clean, before looking up at him with a proud look on my face. I couldn't believe I had given my first blow job and he had liked it.

"Erm-where-how," he stuttered.

I smirked at him and got up out of the bed so that I could get dressed before my brother came over.

I didn't have time for a shower so I decided to have one when I got home. Edward didn't move an inch while I dressed in last night's clothes; he just stared at me in a daze.

I was about to leave the bedroom when Edward shook his head, jumped up and put his hand on the door preventing me from leaving.

"Bella, where the fuck did you learn to give a blow job like that?" He asked smiling.

"So did I do a good job for my first time," I asked grinning like an idiot.

"Isabella Marie Swan, if I wasn't expecting your brother to call within the next 5 minutes then I would have you back in my bed and show you how well you did," he growled.



Just then we both heard a knock on the door. Edward threw on a pair of jeans and a t - shirt and went to let my brother in.

As he walked past me he lean down as if to kiss me but instead stopped just inches from my ear.

"Don't think that this over, Angel. I fully intend to show you how good that blow job felt," he whispered and then went to open the door.

Emmett stood there grinning like a cat, as if he knew what was going on before Edward opened the door. As he walked in his cell phone rang, he looked at the caller ID and quickly dismissed the call.

"Okay kids, where are the coffee and donuts?" Emmett grinned clapping his hands together.

Someone knocked on the door before either one of us could answer. Edward got up and answered it with a confused look on his face. He opened it and Tanya was standing there with another woman. Edward's eyes opened wide in surprise when he saw them.

"Tanya, m-mom, what are you doing here?"

"Well sweetheart when Tanya told me that you two were getting married in two weeks, I thought that it was best for me to come and help out," she smiled.

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I thought back over the talk that we had had last night. He had told me that he didn't want to get married, but had failed to tell me that he was going to get married in two weeks. I suddenly felt sick to my stomach and knew that I had to get out of here before I threw up in front of him.

I looked at Emmett and he looked as surprised as I did.

Tanya was about to hug Edward when she saw me there.

"WHAT THE FUCK IS SHE DOING HERE," she screamed.

"Don't worry, I'm leaving," I told her.

I stood up, got my coat and started to walk out of the door, but Edward to stop me.

"Tanya, Bella is my friend and she is here to see me. Now if you don't like it then maybe you should go home with my mother and we will talk later," he snapped.

Edward's mother stood there with her mouth wide open.

"Edward, I raised you better than that. How could you talk that way to your fiancé," she asked while she looked at me as if I was gum that was stuck to her shoe.

"Why don't I make some coffee while Tanya shows your friends the sonogram pictures," she said and went into the kitchen.

Tanya smirked as she took out the sonogram pictures and handed them to me. I looked at them with tears in my eyes, thinking that I was the one that should be having Edward’s baby. Just as I was about to hand them back to her I noticed a name written on the side of the pictures.

"Tanya, are you sure that these are your pictures?" I asked her as Edward's mother came back into the room.

Tanya looked taken back by the question.

"Y-Yeah of course they a-are," she stammered.

I handed the pictures to Edward.

"Edward will you please tell me what name it is that you see written there," I asked him while pointing to the sonogram. He looked at the picture and his eyes flashed with fury and anger when he saw what name was written on it.

"Irina Mitchell," he snapped. He looked at Tanya and for the first time I almost felt sorry for her. She looked scared for a second before she put her mask back on.

"TANYA WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING SHOWING YOUR SISTER'S SONOGRAM PICTURE SAYING THAT IT IS YOURS," he yelled angrily.

Tanya walked over and looked at the sonogram picture and then put her hand on Edward's chest.

"Eddie, I forgot to tell you that Irina is pregnant too. She must have my sonogram pictures just like I have hers," she said seductively.

"I will ring Irina and ask her to bring me my pictures of our baby," she cooed.

Edward shook her hand off of his chest and looked in her eyes.

"No way in hell Tanya, we are going to go to the OB GYN together because I'm starting to believe what everyone has been telling me all this time. I don't believe that you are pregnant and if you are then I want to see it with my own two eyes," he said angrily.

She looked at me, her eyes full of hate and I knew that I couldn't stay another minute longer. I turned towards Emmett begging him with my eyes to get me out of here; he took the hint and stood up giving me my coat.

"Eddie, we have to go. Bella still has a lot to do before leaving for New York next week," he said. As we were leaving I looked over at Edward, he gave me a look of longing and hurt.

I didn't get far before the tears started falling, as I thought about what was going to happen now. I was sure that Tanya wasn’t pregnant but what would that mean for Edward. Emmett walked over to his car, opened the passenger door and waited for me to get in.

I got into the car in a daze as all sorts of thoughts danced around in my head. I suddenly felt like such a slut for sleeping with Edward last night and giving him my virginity. I couldn’t help but wonder what would happen when Edward found out that Tanya had lied to him and what that would mean for us? All I did know was that I don't want to be around to find out. The sooner I get to New York the better.

Emmett finally pulled up outside his house and I jumped out the second the car stopped. I ran into the house and upstairs to my room followed closely by Rose and Alice.

"Are you alright? What happened?" Rose asked.

I sat down on the edge of my bed, put my head in my hands and cried my heart out.

"How could I have been so stupid? I thought that I knew what I was doing but I didn't think it all the way through," I sobbed.

I told them the whole story from losing my virginity, to this morning in Edward’s bed, before finally telling them what happened with Tanya. Rose's face was red with the anger, she looked like she was ready to kill. I could hear the house phone ringing downstairs but I choose to ignore it.

I stood up and took out my suitcase from under my bed and started packing. Alice who hadn’t spoken yet, suddenly jumped up.

"What the fuck are you doing," she squealed.

"Ali, what do you think I'm doing? I'm packing. I'm not waiting till next week to go to New York, I'm getting the next flight available," I said continuing to pack.

Rose looked like she was ready to explode.

"Bella, I'm not happy about this. It seems to me that you are running away from your problems. I love you honestly I do and I hate the fact that Edward is able to get to you like this, but you really need to speak with him before you leave for New York. If you don't then you might live to regret it." She said.

I continued packing while thinking about the man I love. Am I strong enough to listen to him telling me that he is still going to be with Tanya even if she isn't pregnant? I knew I wasn’t and the sooner I got out of here the better.

I heard a quiet knock on my bedroom door and Emmett stuck his head around it.

"Bells, Edward is on the phone. He really wants to talk to you," he said.

Alice and Rose looked at me waiting to see what I would do. But my decision was already made.

"Tell him that I'm too busy to talk to him right now," I whimpered feeling like my heart was breaking.

Emmett looked from me to Rose to Alice. He nodded and left the room.

Rose came over to me and put her arm around my shoulder.

"Bella, is this really what you want?" She asked teary eyed.

I looked over at her with my eyes full of tears.

"It is, I don't think my heart could handle Edward Cullen asking me to wait for him so he can sort out his shit with Tanya," I cried as I hugged both Rose and Alice.

Rose nodded in understanding. "I will go down and book your flight and explain it all to Emmett," she said as she left the room.

Alice sat down next to me and told me how much she was going to miss me and that we would always be best friends. We have been through so much together and we remembered all the good times we had had together as we cried on each other’s shoulders.

Rose and Emmett came into my room and Emmett took my suitcases downstairs with a sad look on his face.

Rose gave me a weak smile.



"We got you on a flight to JFK from Seattle that leaves in two hours. Emmett is upset that you are leaving so quickly but I told him that it was something that you simply had to do. We decided to let him take you to the airport alone, so that you have some time together before your flight." She explained.

I got my purse and checked to make sure that I had my passport before I walked downstairs with my two best friend. I took Alice into my arms and hugged her tight.

"I'm going to miss you Ali. Promise me that we will phone and write to each other all the time," I cried.

Alice started crying into hair.

"I promise Bella. I love you," she sobbed. I felt like shit for leaving her as she had always been there for me.

"I love you too," I said giving her one last squeeze and then looking over at Rose. Rose was red in the face from trying to keep her emotions in check. I hugged her hard, wishing I could stay but I knew that I couldn’t.



"I love you Rose," I said giving her one final squeeze before getting into the car with Emmett.

I looked back at them and gave one final wave as Emmett drove me to Seattle Airport.

EPOV

As soon as Bella left my apartment I felt like she had taken a piece of my heart with her. I was desperate to run after her and beg her to stay but I knew I had to sort out this shit first. I looked over at Tanya who was crying in my mother’s arms. I went over and sat down opposite the two women.

"Tanya, are you pregnant?"

She looked at me all teary eyed and I realised that Tanya would never have my heart like Bella does and even if she was pregnant there was no way that I could marry her. I would be miserable if I did.

"O-Of course Eddie. What makes you think that I would make up a thing like that," she asked as fresh tears fell down her face.



If it had been Bella crying like that I would have wanted to comfort and protect her. But with Tanya, all I wanted to do was shake her and tell her to stop with the fucking crocodile tears.

I took my phone out of my pocket.

"Tanya, if what you are saying is true then you won't mind me calling the hospital and asking for Emily Young the OB GYN to come here for a home visit and to do a pregnancy test," I said calmly as I dialed the number.

Emily Young answered her phone and I asked her to come here to give a pregnancy test. I knew Emily as her sister Leah had been in my class and we had been good friends. She told me that she was just leaving her office and that she would be here within twenty minutes. I hung up the phone and looked over at Tanya who was clinging onto my mother.

"She is on her way, so if there is anything that you want to say to me then now is the time to say it," I said.

All Tanya could do was cry harder while my mother rubbed her back in comfort.

"Edward Anthony Cullen. I can't believe that you would do such a thing to the poor girl. All because that little slut that you had here told you lie, she is nothing more than a gold digger and I forbid you to ever go near her again," my mother said spitefully.

I could see an evil smirk on Tanya's face as my mom spoke of my Bella like that.

"MOTHER, IF YOU EVER SPEAK THAT WAY ABOUT BELLA AGAIN THEN WE ARE GOING TO HAVE PROBLEMS," I screamed in anger.

There was a knock on my door before my mother could answer me. I opened it and let Emily in.

"So what is going on? Who needs a pregnancy test?" She asked.

Tanya looked at me frightened. I took Emily to one side a explained the sistuation to her quickly.

"Emily, Tanya told me that she was pregnant. I even saw the test and it came out positive but I didn't see her taking it. Then today she showed a sonogram picture to my friend and she noticed that the picture had Tanya’s sisters name on it. So I would like for you to do another pregnancy test and show me the result because I believe that she is lying," I said quietly.

Emily looked at Tanya in disgust and then she looked at me.

"Edward, there is no need for me to do a pregnancy test on Tanya as I know she’s not pregnant. She came into me last week for her shot and I did a routine pregnancy test and it came back negative," she explained.

I thanked Emily and tried to keep calm while I showed her out. I closed the door after her and turned to face the bitch, with fury and anger burning up inside me. The whore walked towards me but I put my hand up and stopped her.

"If you value your life then you won't come near me," I growled. She stopped in her tracks and started talking to me.

"Eddie, I did it for us. So that we could be happy together," she whispered. I looked up at her gritting my teeth.

"HAPPY WITH YOU! FUCK, DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH, I COULD NEVER BE HAPPY WITH YOU," I spat at her.

Tanya looked devastated.

"Eddie, I could make you happy. I love you and I know that you love me," she whimpered.

I couldn't help but laugh in her face.

"LOVE! I COULD NEVER LOVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU. I ONLY LOVE ONE WOMEN AND SHE HAS MY HEART AND IS THE ONLY ONE THAT I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH. AS FOR YOU, YOU MAKE ME SICK," I yelled at her.



My mother stood in front of me and slapped me.



"How dare you talk to that poor girl like that. She is a fine and upstanding woman, nothing like that other little tart. When Renee contacted me through Tanya and told me how her whore of a daughter had stuck her claws into you, I knew that it was time for me to interfere," she said with so much venom.

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Not only were my mother and Bella's mother in on this but it was a plan to separate me from Bella.

I looked at my mother and Tanya feeling nothing but hate and anger.

"Get out of my sight and take that whore with you. As far as I'm concerned you’re no longer my mother," I told my mother before pushing them both through the door and closing and locking it in their faces. I went over to my chair and opened a bottle of Jack Daniels. I picked up the phone and rang my angel, Emmett answered on the 4th ring. I asked for Bella and Emmett put down the phone and called her. He came back on the phone and told me that she was busy and that I should ring back later. I hung up the phone and drank down the full bottle of Jack Daniels. My eyes felt heavy so I closed them.

I was woken from my drunken haze by loud banging on my door. I got up and stumbled over to the door with my head pounding. I opened it to find Rose and Emmett looking like they were ready to kill, the barged there way inside.

I closed and locked the door and went over to them.

"Edward, you are my best friend and we just started talking again but I need to know if what Rose told me is the truth," Emmett asked as I looked at him confused.

"The truth about what?" I asked.

He stood up and looked into my eyes. "Is it true that you had sex with my baby sister last night?"

I looked at him with my mouth wide open.

"Yes it's true but before you kill me I need to tell you that I love Bella and I can't be away from her anymore. I'm going to transfer to a university in New York so that I can be with her," I said hoping that he would believe me.

Emmett looked like he was in two minds about whether to kill me or not.

"Before I decide your fate you need to tell what happened with Tanya today."

I quickly told him everything about how Tanya's pregnancy was fake and how both our mothers where in on it. Emmett stood up shaking with anger, picked up my lamp and threw it at the wall in a fit of rage.

"Emmett I need to talk to Bella and tell her everything. Her phone is turned off so I can't ring her. Can you bring her over here or let me go over to your house so that I can talk to her," I begged.

Emmett looked at me with his face full of sadness.

"I'm sorry mate but I can’t do that. After everything that happened here this morning it seems that Bella couldn't get away fast enough, she’s half way to New York as we speak," he said with a sorry look on his face.

My heart suddenly smashed into a million pieces and I knew that it wouldn't be put back together until I had my angel back in my arms.