All alone chapter 6

30/09/12

Chapter 6

EPOV

I felt so happy that I had the chance to make things right with Bella. When Jasper told me that she heard me talking to myself about dumping her, my heart almost stopped. I didn't know what I was feeling but I did know that I wanted her in my life. I got under the hot water and washed myself while thinking about beautiful girl laying in my bed looking like an angel. When we were together last night in limo I decided to cancel my trip to the UK and extend my stay in Seattle, so that I could get to know her better and maybe even invite her to the French premiere as my date.

I turned off the shower and put my towel around my waist, then I heard the door of the penthouse close. I ran out of the bathroom and into my room to make sure that Bella hadn’t woken up, only to find my bed empty. I looked around and saw that her dress, shoes and my bathrobe were gone.

I sat down on the edge of the bed wondering what had happened to make her run off like that. I looked down and noticed my cell phone lying open on the ground. I bent over and picked it up and checked to see who the last person to ring was. I felt a shiver down my spine when I saw who had rung moments ago.

Tanya Denali!

She really was a crazy bitch and I made the mistake of fucking her once and ever since then she had had it in her head that we were together. But I really couldn't stand the whore, the only reason I had her number was so that I could ignore her calls. Unfortunately she is best friends with Lisa so she always knows when I'm with another girl. I dread to think what that bitch said to my Bella.

I pressed redial on the phone and waited for the whore from hell to answer.

"Hello Eddie," she purred into the phone.

"Tanya what are you doing ringing my phone at 6am?"

"Well baby, Lisa told me that you would need someone to get you away from that clingy slut, so I came to your rescue," she said innocently.

I started pulling at my hair so hard that I thought it would come out in chunks.

"Tanya, you better fucking tell me right now what the fuck you said or trust me I will kill you and make sure that your body is never found," I yelled into the phone.

"Eddie all I said to her was ‘why are you answering my fiancé’s phone,’ just like we always arranged if you ever wanted to get rid of someone," she purred.

I growled like an animal at her, feeling the rage build up inside me.

"TANYA YOU WHORE. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE? YOU AND LISA ARE GOING TO REGRET THIS, I PROMISE YOU," I screamed.

"Eddie, can't you see how good we can be together? Why go for jello when you can have caviar," she said in a shaking voice.

"Tanya listen to me and listen to me good. The one time I fucked you I practically threw up afterwards. I don't want to be with you, I don't love you, Jesus, I can't even stand you. So this is the final time I tell you this, stay the fuck away from me. If you ever contact me or interfere with my life again I will get a restraining order against you. And one other thing if you ever tell the press that we are together again, they just might get an anonymous tip about what happened in Las Vegas last year," I spat.

"Y-Y-You w-wouldn't," she stammered.



"Oh wouldn't I!" I smirked and hung up the phone.

I went out the room and started banging on Jasper's door. He opened it wearing only his boxer shorts. There was a smell of sex coming from the room and I felt like gagging.

"Jazz you've got to help me. It's Bella," I said desperately.

"What the fuck did you do now? Wait, I better put some clothes on and come out and join you. I wouldn't want to be in your shoes when Alice wakes up," he spat and closed the door.

I waited for Jasper to come out of the room and after 10 minutes I heard Jasper and Alice whispering in their bedroom. The door opened and slammed against the wall.

"Alice calm down," Jasper pleaded.

She looked at him with fury flashing in her eyes.

"Jasper if you value your body parts then you won't tell me what to do," she said her voice full of venom.

She walked over to me, looked me in the eyes and then slapped me hard across the face.

"YOU BASTARD, HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU HAVE TO HURT HER BEFORE YOU COMPLETELY BREAK HER, I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE TO HER AND SHE TOLD ME EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED" she screamed.

She looked over at Jasper.

"I'm going to go to Bella and make sure that she is alright," she said and then looked over at me.

"At least you had the decency to wrap up your junk because I wouldn't even want to know what kind of diseases you carry," she snapped.

I suddenly forgot to breath. What did she mean by wrapping my junk? I never use protection with virgins because they are always clean and I always make sure that they are either on the pill or the shot.

"Alice, what are talking about? I'm clean and I never wear protection when I have sex with a virgin."

Nobody said a word. It was so quiet that you could hear a pin dropping. I suddenly felt a tightness around my heart.

"Alice please tell me that she is protected," I whimpered.

She looked at me and if I thought that she was mad before it is nothing compared to the way she looked now. She practically had smoke coming out of her ears.

She walked over to me with her hands made into fists and suddenly punched me in the face. She went to hit me again but Jasper held her back.

"What the fuck did you do that for," I screamed holding my hand up to my nose.

"You son of a bitch, you had unprotected sex with my best friend. She has never even kissed a guy before she met you and you expect her to be protected," she spat struggling against Jasper.

I suddenly felt sick. I was sure she told me that she was on the pill.



I ran into the bathroom and vomit in the toilet. I couldn’t believe that I had been so careless. I sat down on the floor and took a few minutes to get my thoughts together. After a while I came to the conclusion that it would be best if I left today as planned and went to the premiere in the UK.

I felt a tug at my heart strings, just the thought of running away from my brown eyed angel and never seeing her again made me want to cry like a kid but I had to do it. I couldn't disrupt her life any more then I already had.

I splashed some water on my face and went back into the living room to where Jasper was sitting alone in the chair with his face in his hands.

"Hey, where is tomb raider," I laughed.

He looked at me with disgust written all over his face.

"She’s gone to check on Bella and she told me to tell you that under no circumstances are you allowed to go anywhere near her. Not only did you ruin the time I had with Alice but you also took Bella's innocence and trust and threw it back in her face," he spat.

He stood up and walked over to me.

"What are you going to do if that girl ends up pregnant?"

I swallowed the bile that was in my mouth. It wasn’t something I wanted to think about and I didn't know what to say so I said the first thing that came into my mind.

"What the fuck can I do? If she is pregnant then it is her problem, not mine," I smirked.

I regretted the words the second I spoke them but it was too late to take them back. I hardly saw his fist coming towards me before it was too late. I was already hurt from the bruised nose but this hurt like a son of a bitch.

"FUCK, MAN", I screamed with my face in my hands and stomping my foot.

Jasper stood there practically vibrating with anger.

"You bastard, this is a new low even for you. But I’ll tell you one thing and it is the last time I'm going to say to you until Alice contacts me and tell me that Bella is in the clear. If that girl is pregnant then you are going to do the right thing and help her. If you don't then you will regret it because I will let everyone know exactly what happened. Until then you better stay away from me, Alice and Bella," he said and went into his room.

"Fuck you; she isn't exactly innocent in this. She should have told me that she wasn't protected. If she is pregnant then it is her responsibility not mine," I shouted after him and went into my room to finish getting dressed. The sooner I was out of this god forsaken place the better.

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I was lying on my bed with an ice pack over my eye.

Knock Knock


I looked towards the door as it opened and Seth walked in.

"Are you ready to go? We have to be at the airport in 45 minutes," he said.

I looked at the clock on my bedside table and it was flashing 10am, I wondered where the last three hours had gone. I got up off the bed and threw the ice pack to one side. Seth stood there looking at me with a shocked look on his face.

"W-What the f-fuck happened to y-you," he stammered.

"Why don't you head down to the limo and I will be there in a few minutes," I told him without answering his question.

He left after giving me one last look. I got up and pulled on a pair of black socks and an old pair of Nikes and went downstairs to where everyone was waiting.

Everyone stopped talking as soon as they saw me and simply stared. For a second I thought that Jasper had told everyone what had happened but then I realized that they were looking at me because of my busted nose and black eye. I walked past everyone and stopped in front of Jasper.

"I'm sorry man," I told him.

He looked at me not knowing what to think.

"It's not me you need to apologize to. Alice took Bella home to Forks as she was inconsolable. Alice told me everything; I can't believe that you had Tanya ring you so that you could get rid of Bella. I really thought that you liked her as more than a quick fuck," he said looking at me with disgust.

He got into his car before I could defend myself.

I got into my own car with Seth and Sam. I sat by the window looking out at Seattle as we made our way to the airport. I thought about my beautiful Bella and hoped that she was okay. I wished that I could contact her to tell her how sorry I was, but I didn't want to make things worse. All I could do was hope that one day we would meet again and that I could make it up to her.

BPOV

I ran into my room after leaving Edward and threw myself onto the bed and cried hysterically. I couldn't believe I had trusted him again. I knew that he was a player but the fact that he had a fiancé was just too much for me to handle.

I must have cried myself to sleep because the next thing I realised Alice was coming into the room and trying to comfort me. She whispered to me that he was never going to hurt me again and that if he ever came near me then he better watch his back.

"Bella, I rang my mom and dad's room and mom said that Angela went back to Forks with Ben last night. Esme said she would meet us down in the lobby in an hour to take us home, so why don't you have a shower and I will order us some breakfast," she said softly.

I nodded, thanked her and went in take a nice hot shower. All I wanted to do was go home and forget that Edward Masen ever existed and that this weekend ever happened. I came out of the bathroom to find Alice sitting with Jasper eating breakfast. He got up and pulled me in for a hug.

"How you doing darlin?" he asked concerned.

I didn't trust myself to speak so I just nodded with my eyes filled with tears and poured myself some juice. Jasper seemed to get the hint, he got up to leave and went outside with Alice to say goodbye to her.

While Alice was outside I decided to get dressed. I put on my bra and panties and threw on a pair of sweats and Edward's Kings of Leon T- shirt. It still smelled of him and I cried thinking about all the kind things he had said to me.

Alice came back in just as I had finished getting dressed.

"Are you alright Bella?" she asked.

I nodded yes and gave her a timid smile, I felt like I'd never be happy again.

"I'm sorry for acting the way I did when Jasper was here," I said teary eyed.

She gave me a warm hug.

"Jasper understands Bella, he's on your side," she said.

The bell boy knocked on the door and took our bags. We followed him down to where Esme and Carlisle were waiting for us in the lobby. She took one look at me and pulled me into her arms.

"Bella what happened sweetheart?"

Alice knew that I didn't want to talk about it so she gave her mom a look and shook her head slightly. Esme didn't say another word as the valet got the car.

I spent most of the drive home in tears. Esme kept giving me concerned looks but didn’t say anything to me, which I was grateful for.

I felt like Edward had taken my heart and thrown it back into my face but on top of that I also felt so humiliated.

Alice looked at me with concern on her face.

"Mom would it be ok if Bella stayed with us tonight, then she won’t have to go to school alone and face everyone asking her about the premiere?"

Esme smiled at both of us.

"Yeah that will be fine, as long as it is okay with Bella's parents," she said.

"Thanks Esme," I said giving her a weak smile.

After driving for three hours we finally pulled into the Cullen's driveway. Alice and I went into the house and up to her bedroom. I took out my cell phone and rang my parent’s number. My mother answered on the second ring.

"Hello," she answered.


"Hi mom, we just got into Forks and I was wondering if I could stay with Alice tonight?"

"Sure honey that’s no problem as long as it is okay with Esme," she said.


"Yeah there’s no problem," I said.

"You can tell me everything that happened when you come home tomorrow and I mean everything," she said excitedly.


My mom really enjoys listening to gossip.

"Yeah mom, talk to you then," I said and hung up the phone.

I looked over at Alice and she looked worried about something. I was about to ask her what was wrong when Esme came in holding a tray with two glasses of milk and chocolate chip cookies.

"I thought that you girls might like a little treat," she said putting the tray down on the bedside table before she sat down.

"Bella, I don't know what happened but I do know that you are not yourself and I would like to help," she said holding my hand.

I burst into tears and told her the whole story, starting with when I met Edward at the cocktail party right up to when I got that phone call this morning. I sat there pouring my heart out with Esme holding my right hand and Alice holding my left.

"Bella, you will fall in love and you will get your heart broken many times in your life and each time you will get stronger and stronger for it," she said handing me a tissue.

She patted my hand and got up to leave.

"It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all Bella, remember these words every time your heart gets broken, ," she cooed and left.

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It had been a month since the premiere and I was barely hanging in there. But every time that I felt like I was going to cry I thought about what Esme had told me.

School was a nightmare. After the premiere everyone started trying to pimp me for information. What was Edward Masen like? Did we kiss? I got so sick of it all that I told everyone that he was more interested in Jasper then he was in me.

Thankfully Alice saw the funny side and even told Jasper when he called one evening and he couldn't stop laughing at the thought of it.

Lauren and Jessica were the worst; they had both seen me with Edward and so kept asking me questions. In the end I told them to fuck off so they spread a rumour that Edward had turned gay after taking one look at me.

I was leaving my English class to go to the cafeteria when I saw Lauren standing outside with Jessica.

"Oh there is the bitch that turned Edward Masen gay," she smirked. I was about to tell her what I thought of her when the smell of her perfume hit my nose and I threw up all over her shoes.

"YOU BITCH, YOU DID THAT ON PURPOSE," she yelled and ran off.

In reality my stomach had been feeling off for the past few days and nearly everything made me throw up. I went into the nearest ladies room, splashed some water on my face and rinsed my mouth out.

I left the ladies room and walked to the cafeteria where Angela and Alice were waiting. I went up to the counter and got a bottle of ginger ale, as my stomach was too upset to eat anything. I went and sat down with Alice and Angela. My stomach turned at the smell of Angela's chicken and stuffing sandwich. I tried to make a dash to the ladies room but threw up right in the middle of the cafeteria floor. Jessica and Lauren were walking past the table.

"Jesus Bella, if I didn't know any better I would think that you were knocked up, but there again who would want to knock up little miss virgin Bella Swan," Lauren laughed.

I looked over at Alice and Angela and Alice looked at me with a worried look on her face. She took my hand and walked us both out of the cafeteria to her locker, with Angela following behind. She opened her locker and took out a pharmacy bag. Without saying a word she dragged me into the ladies room with Angela. She looked under the stalls to make sure nobody else there before turning to talk to me.

"Bella, there is something I have to tell you and I hope that you will forgive me for not telling you when I found out," she said.

I suddenly got very worried about what she was going to say.



"The morning that you left Edward, Jasper and I confronted him and he told us that the two times you had sex he never used protection," she cried.

She took two pregnancy tests out of the pharmacy bag and I suddenly forgot how to breath. Angela stood there with her mouth wide open in shock.

"Bella, before you get mad at me please take the pregnancy tests and then we will know for certain," she begged.

I took the tests from her hand and went into the toilet without saying a word. I peed on both sticks and went to have it out with Alice while we waited for the results. Angela set the timer on her cell phone.

Angry tears started to fall from my eyes.

"Alice, why didn't you tell me? If I had known I would have gone to the doctor and got the morning after pill," I cried.

"Bella, I'm so sorry. I was afraid to tell you. Can you forgive me?"

I knew that I couldn't stay mad at her but I needed to find out the results before I could think about anything else.

Angela's timer went off and I went over to look at the tests that could change my life.

I started shaking when I read the results on the sticks.

They both said the same thing.

Pregnant.