All Alone chapter 5

17/09/2012



EPOV

I laid on my side watching her sleep and I wondered how I had managed to get myself into this mess. She looked like a beautiful sleeping angel. But I was the type of guy who liked to fuck a lot and not one who fell for a girl from a small town. But I couldn't ignore the electricity between us.

I intended to enjoy the time that I had with her and then we'd go our separate ways, she'd go home to Forks and I’d go home to LA. I would be a little nervous about saying goodbye to her because I learnt from experience that girls who gave away their virginity could be very clingy. So my intention was that when my time in Seattle was over, we would never have to see each other again.

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I woke up to the light shining in through the window and a knock on my bedroom door. I looked to the other side of the bed hoping to have a repeat of last night, only to find it empty.

BANG BANG!

"Wake up you bastard," shouted Jasper through the door. I could hear in his voice that Jasper was losing it and when he does lose it then it is in your best interests to always agree with him. Jasper never shouts unless he's really upset about something.

"I'm up, I'm up," I yawned and got up to open the bedroom door. The second I opened it Jasper had my back up against the wall and his hand up against my throat.

"What the fuck happened with Bella last night?"

"Did you fuck her like one of your whores?"

I started to answer but he put the other hand that was not on my throat up to stop me from talking.

"I don't need to hear shit from you. Bella is an innocent girl and you ruined her. She heard you talking to yourself last night about leaving her and saying that you don't want her to become clingy because she was a virgin," he yelled.

Shit shit shit. All the thoughts that where going through my head last night. I must have been thinking them out loud and she must have heard me. I sensed someone else in the room and looked by the door, to find Seth looking furiously at me.

I was so fucked.

BPOV

I looked over at Edward lying there fast asleep and my eyes filled with tears. How could I be so stupid? I’d heard the rumors and I knew that he was a player but I honestly thought that he saw me differently. I could still hear what he said about me in my head.

I have to leave her before she becomes another one of those clingy girls that lost their virginity.

I got out of bed and put on my panties. I didn't want to put my dress back on so instead I took a pair of sweats and a Kings of Leon t-shirt out of Edward's case. I walked out of the bedroom and found Alice and Jasper asleep cuddled around each other on the sofa in the sitting area. I rubbed my eyes and shook Alice awake.

"Ali please wake up, I want to get out of here," I cried.

She must have heard the desperation in my voice because she jumped up throwing Jasper onto the floor in the process.

"Bella, what is wrong? Did you just come from Edward's room?"

Jasper got up off the floor and put his arms around me.

"What happened darlin," he asked.

I started crying and told them both the whole story. Jasper's eyes filled with fury when I told them that he was trying to think of a way to leave me so that I wouldn’t become little miss clingy.

He got up and started pacing the room.

"The bastard! I know that he is a man whore but this is a new low, even for him. I see the way he treats girls but they are experienced and they usually have a different guy in their bed every night and don't get me started on Tanya Denali. I turned a blind eye before but never again," he yelled angrily.

"Don't do or say anything please Jasper. I don't want to cause any trouble. All I want to do is go home," I sniffed.

Alice looked at me as if I lost my mind.

"Bella, we are not going home. This is a dream for you, it is all we have talked about for the past two weeks. We are going to this premiere and even the after party. You are going to ignore Edward Masen while looking fabulous and you’re going to have a fucking good time," she spat.

Alice went and gave Jasper a kiss on the cheek.

"Jazzy, I'm going to take her down to her room and I probably won't see you until the premiere. I need to be there for Bella, so it looks like I can't be your date. I'm sorry, baby."

I suddenly remembered what Edward asked me before I fell asleep.

"SHIT"

"I just remembered that Edward asked me to be his date," I yelled.

"Ssssssssshhhhhh, you don't want to wake up the bastard," they both said.

Jasper looked deep in thought and then clapped his hands. "I got it," he grinned.

"Isabella Swan, will you be my date along with Alice for the premiere? Will you make me the envy of every guy there when they see me there with two gorgeous girls on my arm as I walk the red carpet?" He asked.

Before I could answer Alice threw her arms around him squealing.

"Oh Jazzy, you are the most wonderful guy in the world. Thank you so much," she screeched.

She then put her arms around me.

"I will have you looking so beautiful that it will make Edward go weak at the knees," she said and then looked over at Jasper.

"We are going to go down to our rooms now so that we can get some sleep. We’ll both be looking forward to being your date. Thanks Jazzy," she said with emotion.

I flinch slightly at the look that they gave each other. I would die a happy girl if I had a guy who looked at me like that even once. Alice took my arm and we left the penthouse to go down to our rooms.

"Ali, will you stay with me in my room tonight? I don't want to be alone, I will only start crying over Edward if I am."

She nodded as we went into my room and got into our pjs.

"Alice how could I have been so stupid? I knew his reputation. Some magazines even called him Easy Edward because he falls so easily into bed with anyone with a skirt including fans. I just thought that I was different. I stupidly gave him my virginity and he threw it back into my face," I cried.

Alice jumped up as if she had just thought of something.

"Bella, please tell me that you were protected," she screamed.

I thought back to when we were in the bedroom. I remembered him asking me a few things. I just can't remember what he was asking me but there is one thing I am sure of is that he wore a condom but then again how could I be sure. I started crying just thinking about it all. He was so loving and gentle and the fact that he was only with me just so he could have sex broke my heart.

"I-I-I don't k-know. I-I think so," I sobbed.

Alice looked like she was about to say something else but decided against it.

"Come on Bella, let’s get some beauty sleep and talk again tomorrow," she cooed and got in next to me in the bed.

I felt so grateful to have her as my best friend. I didn't know what I would do without her. I cuddled into my blankets and cried myself to sleep as I thought of everything that had happened tonight.

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I groaned when I heard a loud knock at the door and threw the pillow over my head so that I could block out the noise.

"Bella, wake up," Alice squeaked.

I looked over at Alice going through my suitcase.

"Put these on," she demanded throwing a pair of skinny jeans and a white blouse at me. "I will just be outside talking to Jasper," she said.

Jasper must have been the one knocking on the door. I got up and had the shortest shower in history. When I was dressed I decided to go out and join them. I was about to open the door when I heard them whispering about me.

"Jazz, I don't give a shit what he says. I refuse to send my best friend into the warzone. He made his bed so now he has to sleep in it," Alice told him.

"But Alice he explained everything to me and I know that he shouldn’t have said what he did but he was only thinking of her. Seth is having a go at him even as we speak. Now don't get me wrong I haven't forgiven him but I do have to tolerate him tonight and I really don't want there to be any tension. He really wants to be her date tonight," Jasper said.

"Well Jazz, if you are so interested in there being no tension then maybe you should be Edward's date and I will attend it with Bella. It is either that or the both of us be your date just like you suggested last night," she commented.

I couldn't listen to another word so I opened the door and went outside to talk to them. They realised from the look on my face that I had heard everything.

"Bella listen," Alice started but I put my hand up to stop her before she continued.

"Guys I heard what both of you where saying but I want you to know that I also heard what Edward said last night when he thought I was asleep. I don't want him anywhere near me. He broke me with those words. I was saving my virginity for the man that I love but he made a mockery out of that. I can't be his date, I refuse to have anything to do with him. Please tell me that you both understand," I whimpered.

Jasper looked at Alice and Alice looked at Jasper. Jasper came over to me and pulled me into a hug.

"I understand darlin’, I promise not to shove the two of you together and I would be honoured if you would be my date along with Alice tonight," he whispered into my hair.

I pulled back, nodded and smiled at him while he sighed in relief that I wasn't upset with him.

"Jazz, me and Bella have a long day ahead of us. We are going to order breakfast and then go to the spa to get ready for tonight," she said.

Jasper smiled at us both. "Well then ladies. I will leave you both to attend to your business and I will call to your room at 6pm," he smiled and then walked down the hall to the elevator.

I was about to walk back into my room when I heard a throat clearing behind me. I turned around to find a bell boy holding an enormous bunch of colourful flowers in a crystal vase.

"Erm, Isabella Swan?"

"Yes" I answered.

"These are for you," he said giving me the flowers.

I went into the room to get my wallet when he told me that the tip was already taken care of and then left. Alice looked at me and then at the flowers with her mouth wide open.

"Look there’s a note," she said pointing at the card that was with the flowers. I started shaking while taking the card out of the bouquet and read it out loud.

Isabella,

I’m so sorry, I tend to over think about things and say things that I don't mean. I don't know exactly what you heard but I swear I wouldn't hurt you intentionally. I still want you to be my date for the premiere tonight. Please meet me in my penthouse for lunch at 1pm. If you don't turn up then I will understand and I will see you later tonight.

Edward

Alice looked at me with a smug grin on her face.

"What are you gonna do Bella?"

I opened my mouth to answer her but I was interrupted by a knock on the door. I opened the door and found Esme and Angela on the other side.

I left the door open for them to come in while I went into the bathroom. I really needed to get my thoughts together. I didn't know what to do but there was one thing I did know and that was that I didn't trust myself with Edward Masen. I splashed some water onto my face and went back out to the room to join Alice, Esme and Angela.

I noticed that Alice had ordered breakfast. She was talking to Esme while eating a Spanish omelette. I was too nervous to eat a big meal so I just had some toast and juice.

"What are you both doing today," I asked Esme and Angela.

Esme looked at me and smiled.

"Carlisle is meeting me at Starbucks and we are going shopping, even though he doesn't know it yet," Esme laughed.

"I'm meeting Ben for lunch and then we are going to find a good spot to watch the stars on the red carpet," Angela swooned.

Alice jumped up from where she was eating her breakfast.

"And on that note myself and Bella have spa appointments. So we will see you both later," she said grabbing her purse and my arm and dragging me out of the room.

We got into the elevator to go down to the Spa.

"I thought that it was best to get you out of there before they asked what happened last night. Trust me if my mom knew what happened between you and Edward then she would have stopped us from going tonight," Alice said.

The elevator stopped, we got out and went in the direction of the Spa.

"Ali wait," I asked and walked over to the reception where Emmett was standing talking to Sam.

"Emmett," I called. He looked over to see who was calling him and saw that it was me. He excused himself from Sam and came over to talk to me.

"Bella. How are you doing this morning?"

"I'm fine Emmett but can you do me a favour," I asked while I played with my fingers.

"Of course," he smiled.

I suddenly felt very nervous and I prayed that Emmett wouldn't start asking questions.

"Could you tell Edward that I won't be joining him for lunch, he can't buy my forgiveness with flowers and tell him that it is best if he kept his distance," I whimpered.

Emmett stood there looking at me with his mouth wide open. He put both his arms on my shoulders and looked into my eyes.

"Bella, what did my asshole of a brother do to you?"

I knew that I was close to tears and I had to get away before they started.

"I really don't want to talk about it Emmett. Will you please just give him the message?"

He looked at me and was about to ask me again but decided against it.

"Yeah I'll tell him. I promise you that and I promise you that it won't be pretty," he said angrily.

I nodded and turned around to follow Alice into the Spa.

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The day flew by. I got the works done in the spa and even had a glass of champagne. After the spa we went and had our hair done, mine looked amazing falling down past my shoulders in soft waves. They even put purple flowers in to match my dress. Alice did my makeup and I had to admit that she did a really good job. It was now 6pm and the only thing left to do was put on my dress.

Knock Knock

The door opened and Esme came into the room.

"Do either of you want any help with your dresses?" She asked smiling.

But without waiting for an answer she went and got our dresses out of the closet. Alice took hers from Esme.

"Mom I will be fine, thanks," she said.

"Esme I’d like some help please," I grinned.

She helped me get into my purple
spaghetti strap empire floor-length chiffon evening gown. Alice looked stunning in her satin red hot cap sleeves evening dress.

Esme had tears running down her face as she looked at us.

"My two beautiful girls, you both look stunning. I love you both so much," she sniffed.

She took out a camera and started snapping pictures.

Knock Knock

Esme wiped her eyes, before letting Carlisle and Jasper into the room. They both stood there looking at Alice and I with their mouths wide open. They looked absolutely stunned. Esme broke the silence.

"Hi, I'm Esme Alice's mother. You must Jasper, nice to meet you," she said.

Jasper shook his head and looked over at Esme.

"I'm sorry ma'am, it's lovely to meet you. My apologies for not introducing myself, it’s just that Alice and Bella look so beautiful they took my breath away," he said.

He looked like he was blushing and I couldn’t help but laugh. Carlisle looked at Jasper and then at us.

"Girls, the way you both look tonight, I'm speechless. You both look stunning," he cooed.

"Thanks Carlisle," I smiled.

Alice looked like she wanted to fall through the floor. She was standing in a hotel room with her parents and the guy of her dreams. I thought that I’d better rescue her before she fainted on the spot.

"I think we’d better go," I grinned while linking my arm through Alice's.

Thankfully Esme and Carlisle didn't say another word and Jasper lead us over to the private elevator.

"The limo is at the side of the hotel. Trust me if we left from the front then we would never get there," he said and put in the code for the private elevator.

When we got out of the elevator there where two big guys waiting for us.

"Ladies this is Quil and Embry my bodyguards. Quil and Embry these lovely women are Alice and Bella. They are the winners of the Atlantic 252 radio contest and my dates for this evening," Jasper introduced.

Quil started talking into his walkie talkie. When he was finished he said something to Jasper and Jasper looked at me.

Bella, Edward wants you to go to the premiere with him in his limo. Now you don't have to go with him if you don't want to," he said sheepishly

I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to go with him but there again I don't want to cause trouble between him and Jasper on their night.

I nodded. "I'll go with him and meet the two of you there," I said and walked over to Edward’s limo with Quil. When we got to his limo Seth got out opening the door for me.

Edward was sat there looking totally gorgeous and beautiful in his black tux.

"Thank you so much for joining me Bella, I really need the chance to talk to you," he purred.

I didn't trust myself to speak so I just sat there looking out the window as we made our way to the theatre but Edward continued to look at me.

"Please Bella talk to me and let me explain everything to you. Trust me when I tell you that it’s all just a big misunderstanding," he begged.

I looked over at him and saw the pain in his eyes and I knew that I couldn't stay mad at him.

"Edward, let us relax and enjoy the night and we can talk later. Okay?"

He nodded. "Yeah that sounds great Bella," he cooed.

The limo stopped at the theatre and flash bulbs started going off. There where thousands of fans screaming his name and the stars of the film where signing autographs.

Seth got out opening the door. Edward looked over at me his eyes filled with lust.

"Bella, you look stunning, seriously I'm at lost for words," he said getting out of the limo.

He gave me his hand and helped me out and we started walking the red carpet. I tried to get away but he had his arm around my waist and held me tightly as if he was afraid that I would run away. I heard someone calling my name from the crowd and I didn't have to look to know who that it was Lauren. Edward started walking towards the reporters to give interviews still holding onto me.

"Edward, I'm no good with crowds. Don't make me go over to the reporters," I begged.

He kissed my ear. "Please don't run away if I let you go," he whispered jokingly.

He went to the reporters and I walked over to Alice who was standing by herself while Jasper was signing autographs.

"Hey Ali, how's it going?"

She looked at me sheepishly.

"Bella I didn't know that was going to happen and neither did Jasper. He was worried sick about you all the time we were in the limo," she sobbed.

"Ali I know that it wasn't planned but I think I should give him the chance to explain himself. There are two sides to him, firstly the sweet loving man that I meet last night and then the douche who loves to break women and doesn't give a shit about what happens. I need to know which one he really is," I said.

"I just knew you wouldn't go down without a fight," she grinned.

Suddenly I felt someone put their arms around my waist. I turned around and saw Edward giving me his crooked smile.

"Do you want to go inside," he asked. I was about to answer when Jasper came over and put his arm around Alice's waist.

"Let's all go inside, it's freezing out here," he laughed and walked in with Alice.

Edward and I followed them in. Lisa Murray was standing just inside the doors talking with Elizabeth Masen. Her face lit up when she saw Edward but then turned angry when she saw me standing next to him.

"Edward, you and Jasper better take your seats and let the contest winners find their seats. Don't worry about them, I'll make sure they are alright," she purred while trying to link her arm into the one that wasn't holding me.

Edward shook his arm free. "As a matter of fact Lisa, myself and Jasper changed the seating plan. Bella will be sitting with me and Jasper will be sitting with Alice," he said smiling at me.

He didn't look at her once, so he didn't notice the death glare she sent my way.

"Edward I......................" she started but he stopped her with a wave of his hand.

"We’ll make our way to our seats now but I'm sure that we will talk later at the after party," he said.

We then walked to our seats. There was another couple sitting next to us. He hugged the girl and shook hands with the guy and then looked at me.

"Bella, I would like to introduce you to Emma Wilson and her boyfriend Daniel Pattinson. Emma plays my love interest in the film," he grinned.

I shook Emma's hand and Daniel gave me a kiss on the cheek.

"It's nice to meet you both," I said.

Emma was still shaking my hand.

"Trust me the pleasure is all mine," she laughed.

We all sat down and I continued to talk to Emma until the lights went out. I could feel Edward's hand on mine as we watched the movie. It was a really great movie about a vampire who falls in love with a human girl. Edward and Emma both acted their parts really well and I could feel the love between, which made me feel irrationally jealous seen as they were only acting.

Halfway through Edward's hand left mine and started stroking my thigh through my dress. I began to get wet just from the feel of his hands and I knew suddenly that no matter how this turned out I need to be with him one more time. I could hardly wait for the movie to finish so that I could be alone with him. After what seem to be hours the lights finally came on and everyone started clapping. He took my hand and led me out of the side entrance where the limo was waiting. As soon as we got in and doors closed Edward smashed his lips against mine.

He boldly took my hand and put it over his covered but erect cock.

"Jesus Bella. Do you see what you do to me? Just one touch from you and I'm a goner," he whimpered.

He continued to kiss me deeply and I returned his kisses enthusiastically. He pulled back and looked at me with an expression full of want and lust.

"Bella I never beg any girl but I'm begging you, please let us have tonight together. I promise you that we will have our talk but please spend tonight with me," he breathed.

I nodded. "Yes Edward, I want to be with you too. Let’s make an appearance at the party and then we can go back to your room," I purred.

He growled and smashed his lips against mine once again, while putting his hand under my dress and stroking my left thigh.

We then arrived back at the hotel, Seth got out of the car and opened the door for Edward whilst giving him a dirty look. Edward took my hand and helped me out of the limo.

I was shocked to see that there were hundreds of girls waiting outside the hotel. Edward went over to them and signed autographs and posed for pictures. I suddenly heard a nasally voice calling my name. I looked around and saw Jessica calling my name. She said something to Sam and he came over to me.

"Bella, that girl over there is saying that she is one of your best friends and is looking to get through to talk to you. Should I let her through?"

I looked over at Jessica who was waving her arms in the air. Edward came over to me and put his arms around my waist and Jessica's eyes looked like they were going to jump out of their sockets.

I told Edward what Sam had told me and briefly told me how Jessica treated me in school. He looked pissed off and I swear he’d never looked hotter.

Sam, tell her that Miss Swan is allowed to invite as many friends as she wants but unfortunately she doesn’t count Miss Stanley as one," he smirked.

Sam went over and passed the message onto Jessica and she looked furious. We then went in to the hotel and straight into the ball room. I looked around and saw that everyone was already there. Edward kissed my hand and excused himself and so I went over to where Alice was standing with Rosalie and Emmett.

"Hi guys," I greeted them.

"I see that you and Eddie-boy sorted things out from the way the two of you where cuddling during the movie," Emmett asked all smug.

"Well trust me when I tell you that he has a lot of making up to do," I grinned. Rosalie looked at me with a worried look.

"Bella, I don't know you very well but what I do know about you I already like. I can see, you, me and Alice becoming great friends. Promise me that you will be careful where Edward is concerned," she said.

"I will Rosalie thank you," I said and gave her a hug.

Throughout the night Alice and I chatted to a lot of different people. I introduced her to Emma and it wasn't long before they were both talking about fashion. I left Alice and Emma engrossed in their fashion talk.

I looked around but I couldn’t see Edward, so I went over to the bar and ordered a coke. I’d drunk half of it before I saw him standing with Lisa, she was all over him and Edward looked fiercely uncomfortable. I left my drink at the bar and walked towards him as quickly as possible, he looked over at me coming towards him and his face lit up. He put his arm around me and kissed my earlobe.

"I was wondering where you where baby. I missed you," he cooed in my ear.

He started giving me wet kisses on my neck. We were both locked in our own little world when we heard a throat clearing. I looked up and saw Lisa looking furious.

"Excuse me but we were in the middle of something, so I suggest you run back over to the other little contest winner and leave us to get back to what we were doing," she snapped.

I was about to tell her to go fuck herself when Edward got there before me.

"Lisa, Bella is my date and I would appreciate it if you'd apologise to her for your rude behaviour," he yelled.

She looked between Edward and I in shock that he has spoken to her like that. She huffed and stormed away. Edward took my face between my hands and kissed me deeply.

"Let's get out of here, I want you all to myself," he said his voice full of sex and velvet.

He took my hand and we walked out of the ballroom and into the private elevator. Edward immediately started kissing me deeply the second the doors closed. I moaned into his mouth as his hands knead my ass. As he pulled me closer I felt his erection against my stomach. I fisted my hands through his hair pulling him closer and he started kissing and sucking my neck.

"Fuck Bella I need you, I want you," he groaned. "Please say you want me too,"

I moaned against his lips. "I want you Edward. Now," I yelled in desperation.

The elevator doors opened and Edward lifted me up with my legs straddling his waist and carried me into the penthouse and into his bedroom. As we were going into his bedroom I heard grunting and groaning in the next room.

"Oh Jazzy, please faster, harder," Alice yelled.

We ignored the noises and carried on into Edward’s bedroom, he put me down and helped me get out of the dress and lay me on the bed.

"Baby, you are so beautiful," he groaned

"Make love to me Edward," I begged looking into his beautiful green eyes.

He stripped out of his tux and climbed naked onto the bed next to me. He took off my bra and started kissing and sucking on my nipples.

I roll my hips grinding up against his hard cock. I feel him respond, pressing into me further, sending signals straight to my clit.

"Mmm…" I let a slight moan escape.

"Fuck… Bella… I want you so bad."

"Then take me Edward."

"I'm gonna take you...hard and fast until you scream my name as you come around my cock."

He slowly pulled my panties down my legs and threw them on the floor before he settled himself between my legs and positions his hard cock right at my entrance.

"Are you ready for me, beautiful?"

"Please Edward, do it," I moaned as he pushed himself into me. He felt so good inside me, as if he belonged there. He started thrusting harder and harder.

"Bella, my God, that feels so fucking good. You are so hot and tight."



"Edward, fuck, ohmyfuckinggod. What are you doing to me? I'm going to cum.

"Cum for me baby, I need you to cum for me."

"Yes, yes, EDWARD."

"Oh fuck.......Oh, yes, yes. BELLA!!"

He slipped himself out of me and I immediately missed the connection. He lay down on his back trying to get his breathing under control, before he turned towards me and pulled me into his arms.



"Sleep baby and we’ll talk when we wake up and see where we can go from here," he cooed.

I was already drifting off to sleep when he started humming a lullaby in my ear. I felt like I was only asleep for 5 seconds when I heard a phone ringing. I opened my eyes and saw that it was Edward’s cell phone. I heard the shower going and didn’t want to disturb him, so I picked up his phone a pressed the button to talk.

"Hello"

"Hello, can I speak to Edward please?"


"Erm, he is in the shower at the moment, can he ring you back?"

"Who is this and why are you answering my fiance's phone at 6am?"


The phone fell from my hands and I put my hand over my mouth so that I wouldn't cry out. I couldn't believe it, he had tricked me into sex again and like the stupid slut I was I had fallen for it. I put on the bathrobe that was hanging on the back of the door, took my dress and shoes and ran from the room before he had the chance to make up some stupid excuse.

Edward had stolen my heart and put it into a blender. I would never trust a guy again.