All Alone chapter 7

08/10/2012

BPOV

I blinked twice hoping that those two little words would change but they didn’t. I was pregnant with Edward Masen's baby, what the fuck was I going to do? Pregnant at only 16, my parents were going to be so disappointed in me and don't get me started on Alec.

I looked over at Alice and Angela and saw that they both had tears in their eyes. I walked over and gave them a hug and the three of us cried together.

"Let's get out of here. I don't think I will be able to face school for the rest of the day," I managed to squeak out.

They nodded and we all walked out of the school towards Alice's car. Alice was just about to open the door when her cell phone rang, she looked at the caller id and pressed answer.

"Hi Jazzy," she said breathlessly.

I looked at her with wide eyes and she looked back at me silently asking me what she should say and do. I whispered whatever and she continued talking to him. She opened the door and then moved away from the car where I couldn’t hear her. After speaking to him for about five minutes she hung up the phone, got into the car and drove us towards her house.

Her home was always empty at this time of the day. Her father was always at the hospital during the day and I don't know where her mother was. We walked into the house and Angela and I went up to Alice's room while she went into the kitchen and got snacks. She walked into her bedroom with her arms full of chocolate and drinks and sat down next to me.

"Bella, I told Jazzy about the baby, so the question is do you want Edward too hear it from Jazz or from yourself?"

I suddenly felt tears come to my eyes, I really didn't know what to do. I knew that Edward had a right to know that he is going to be a father but I also think that what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him. I was about to say this to Alice when I heard someone coming in the front door. Alice put her finger to her lips telling us to be quiet and then left the room to see who it was.

She came back a few minutes later with Esme, who looked at us with a worried look in her eyes.

"Is someone going to tell me what is going on or do I have to contact both Angela and Bella's parents and tell them they are ditching school?" She asked with a worried tone in her voice.

I looked at Alice silently asking her what I should do.

"Bella, I think that we should tell my mother what is going on. She will know what to do," she whispered with a weak smile.

Big fat tears started falling from my eyes. Esme came over to me and pulled me in for a hug.

"Whatever you have to say Bella, it can't be all bad," she said.

I nodded against her shoulder and pulled back.

"Esme, I-I-I'm pregnant and I-I don't know what to do. P-Pl-Please help me," I cried as she pulled me in for another hug.

"Oh hunny" she whispered full of emotion. I cried harder at the sound of her voice. She pulled back and looked into my eyes.

"How long have you known?"

I told her I had just found out after taking a pregnancy test today. She looked at Alice and Angela who nodded in agreement. She got up and told us to get our jackets on.

"We are going to get you checked out by Carlisle to see how far along you are."

I looked at Esme not knowing if I should tell her that I already knew but instead Alice make my mind up for me.

"Mum we already know that Bella is only 4 - 5 weeks pregnant. She was only with one guy and that was at the Bite movie premiere," she admitted.

Esme took both my hands into hers and asked.

"Bella, is Edward Masen the father of this baby?"

I nodded yes and fell into her arms and cried some more.

"Well first things first. We are going to have Carlisle check you out to make sure that you are alright and then we will sit down and figure out what to do next," she whispered into my hair.

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Alice and I sat down in the waiting room while Esme went and asked the receptionist to tell Carlisle that we were here. I wished that Angela had been able to come with us but she had to go home to babysit her twin brothers. The longer we sat there waiting the more nervous I became.

"Isabella Swan!"

I looked over and saw that the receptionist had called my name. I walked over to her and she handed me a cup and told me that I needed to give a urine sample. I came out of the toilet a few minutes later with my sample and the receptionist called me in. Esme and Alice stood up and followed behind me

"Do you want us to come in with you," Esme asked me with a concerned look on her face.

I nodded yes and thanked you. We went into the room to find Carlisle waiting for us, he looked at me with a shocked expression on his face before returning to studying my chart.

"Bella, lie down and get comfortable and I will be back in two minutes," he said pointing at the chair. He silently asked Esme to follow him outside and left the room. I looked over at Alice and saw that she had tears in her eyes.

"Bella, I'm scared for you. I can't believe this is happening," she cried. I was about to answer when Carlisle and Esme came back into the room.

"Bella, we have done a test with your urine sample and you are indeed pregnant. I want you to lie back and unbutton the top of your jeans," Carlisle said not bothering to take the surprise look off his face. He put some gel on my stomach and waved the wand over it. Then an alien lookalike came onto the screen. I looked at it closely.

"What are we looking her," I asked pointing at the screen.

Alice looked at what I was pointing at.

"I don't know but I think it's about to attack the enterprise," she laughed making light of the situation.

Esme and Carlisle started laughing with us.

"That is your baby Bella, you are exactly 4 weeks and 3 days pregnant," Carlisle in a serious tone.

I suddenly became very nauseous as the realist hit me that I am pregnant at the age of 16 with Edward Masen's baby. I wanted to get up and run away from it all, from everyone’s concerned faces, from the truth. Carlisle then interrupted my thoughts.

"Bella do you want me to print out pictures," he asked.

I didn't trust myself to speak so I just nodded yes.

We left after Carlisle had told me to find a OB-GYN. We had just got into the car when Alice's cell phone rang. She looked at the caller id and told me it was Jasper before answering the phone. She looked more and more worried and scared as she spoke to him. Esme pulled into the Cullen's driveway just as Alice hung up the phone. Alice couldn't even look at me as we walked into the house.

"Mom is it okay if Bella stays here tonight? I don't think that she is ready to face her parents and Alec yet," she asked still not looking at me.

Esme nodded. "I don't have a problem with that but she can't avoid her family forever. You better make sure that she rings them to let them know," she said.

Alice started walking toward her room after quietly asking me to follow her. I followed her into her bedroom and she looked at me with the same worried and scared look that she had when she was talking to Jasper.

"Bella, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for this to happen," she whimpered.

We both sat down on her bed and I put my arms around her.

"Whatever it is Ali, it can't be that bad," I said in a hushed tone.

She looked at me with tears falling down her face.

"Jasper told Edward about the baby and he was inconsolable. Nobody knew what to do until Seth and Sam had a few words with him," she cried.

I didn't know what to say to her so I stayed quiet and let her finish.

"After talking to Sam and Seth he booked a ticket to Seattle," she continued.

I put my hand up to my mouth and started sobbing.

"Alice, please don't tell me what I think you’re going to tell me," I begged.

She nodded. "I'm sorry Bella but Edward is on his way here as we speak," she whimpered.

Then everything went black.

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EPOV

I woke up with the worst hangover ever in mankind. I looked around but didn’t recognize the apartment that I was in. Suddenly I felt someone grabbing hold of my cock. I looked to the right side of the bed and found the owner of the hand that was wrapped around my morning wood. She was pretty enough with long blonde hair and blue eyes. I took her hand off my cock and got up out of the bed and started to get dressed.

"Come on, Eddie. I need some loving this morning," she whined.

I looked at her trying to remember her name but all I knew was that it began with a K. Last night I had been looking for a fast hook up and as long as it wasn’t a brunette I didn't give a shit who I got off with.

"I'm sorry Kelly but I need to go, I have to meet up with someone," I lied flashing my crooked smile.

She looked at me furiously.

"My name is Kate. You had no problem saying my name when I was sucking you off last night," she spat.

I ran out of the apartment after calling Seth and Sam to let them know where I was. I walked down to the car park in the apartment building to find them waiting for me. As we drove back to my LA home I thought about everything that had happened in the last four weeks. I still felt a shiver down my spine when I thought about the conversation that I had with Lisa the day after I left Seattle.

Flashback

We had just got into London and the hotel was throwing a reception for the cast and crew. I cornered Lisa after we had been there for a few minutes.

"Lisa, I don't know what your problem is. Bella was innocent but you threw her to wolves. What the fuck did she ever do to you?"

Lisa came so close to me that her fake breasts where rubbing against my chest.

"Eddie, we all knew that she was a clingy little girl and I was just giving you a helping hand. You know if you ever want a release then I'd be more than willing to give it to you. Little Bella wouldn't know what to do with a guy like you. Now it wasn’t her fault that she couldn't satisfy you but if you just gave me a chance then you would never have to look anywhere else and stomach another easy lay," she answered seductively as fluttered her fake eyelashes and rubbed her hands up and down my arms.

I think I vomited in my mouth a little. I couldn't stand Lisa, she was attractive on the outside but on the inside she reminded me of one of the ugly sisters from Cinderella. Her hands left my arms and made their way around my neck as she continued.

You know Eddie, if we were together it would make working on the sequel of Bite much more enjoyable. If you don't satisfy me then I will make it so difficult for you."

I put my hands around my neck and untangled her hold on me.

"Lisa, I don't want to be with you. Fuck I can't even stand you. If you continue to harass me then I will have no choice but to tell Aro to choose between us and who do you think will win? There is no way that the director will ask the star of the movie to leave. So if I where you, I would leave me the fuck alone or you will be sorry."

She huffed and walked away.

End Flashback.


Since that night Lisa hadn’t bother me. I got a few hang ups from an unknown number but besides that everything has been quiet. I was halfway home when my cell rang. I answered it before I checked the caller id.

"Hello."

Edward, it’s Emmett. I’m with Jasper at his photo shoot and we both really need to talk to you. Can you come straight away."

I sighed and put my hand through my messy hair. All I wanted to do was go home and close my eyes for a few hours. My hangover was really kicking my ass. When I didn’t answer Emmett added.

"Edward if you don't come here then we will come to you. This is something that can't wait."

"Okay bro, I will be there in a few minutes," I said and hung up the phone. I told Seth and Sam to take me to Jasper's photo shoot. They pulled up a few minutes later outside Siren Studios. I walked past the few fans that were standing outside and into the studio. I looked over at Jasper sitting down talking to Emmett and Rosalie. As soon as Rosalie saw me she stood up, walked over and punched me in the stomach.

"Fuck Rose, what was that for?" I whimpered as I doubled over in pain. She looked at me with fury flashing in her eyes.

"You’re lucky that is all you got you fucker," she hissed.

I didn't even notice that Jasper and Emmett had joined her.

Emmett looked at me with his hands made into fists. What was their problem? I thought.

"Will one of you please tell me what the fuck is going on," I asked them.

Emmett still looked like he wanted to beat the shit out of me.

"Edward there is something that we need to know. I already heard it from Jasper but I need to hear it from you. Did you have sex with that young girl Bella Swan in Seattle?"

I looked at Emmett wondering why he was asking me this. He knew that Bella was my dream girl and that if things were different then I would have wanted her to be my girlfriend. My chest hurt when I thought about her and the hurt that Tanya had caused when she rang that morning.

"Y-Yeah I did."

He continued to stare at me with his hands still made into fists.

"Was she a virgin?

"Yes," I answered wondering where this was going.

"Did you use protection?" He asked with fury and anger flashing in his eyes. Rosalie looked like she was ready to kill and Jasper looked ashamed.

I suddenly knew where this was going.

"Look guys in my defense I thought that she was on the pill. Anyway I can't turn back the clock so no harm no fowl."

Emmett was about to hit me when Jasper stopped him and said to Emmett.

"Alice confided in me but it was unfortunate that I had the phone on loud speaker and you heard everything. If Bella wants to tell Edward then it is up to her," he begged Emmett.

My heart jumped when I heard Bella's name. I looked at the three of them and I knew that they were keeping something from me and that it had something to do with Bella.

"What aren’t you telling me? If you don't tell me right now then I will have no choice but to jump on the next flight to Seattle and ask Bella myself."

Jasper looked at Rosalie, Rosalie looked at Emmett and Emmett looked at me.

Edward, Bella's pregnant. The time goes back to the premiere in Seattle," Emmett said.

I suddenly felt lightheaded, as if all the air had left my body. All I could think about was the fact that Bella had deceived me. I had asked if she was on the pill and she had said yes, so it all pointed towards her tricking me.

I walked away in a daze and started throwing everything I could get my hands on, as I screamed.

"That whore! She fucking tricked me. She thinks that she is all so innocent but now we find out who the real Bella Swan is. Well she can stay away from me, her and her bastard child. She is not getting anything from me," I yelled as I broke everything that I could get my hands on.

I ran into the nearest dressing room and locked the door. I picked up a chair and threw it at a mirror smashing the glass into a million pieces. After smashing up the dressing room I sat down and cried in frustration. What could I do? I couldn't be a father, I could barely look after myself.

Knock Knock

When I didn't answer I heard a key turning in the lock and Seth and Sam walked in.

"Edward I'm sorry. We didn't mean to overhear but I think that you should know something about Bella," Seth said.

I held my breath as he continued.

"I think I remember telling you that Charlie Swan was the ex-chief of police until he was injured, but what I didn't tell you is that Charlie is very strict and protective of Bella. Whatever you’re going through right now I can guarantee you that Bella is going through it 100 times worse," he said before they both left the room.

It took me a few minutes to make the decision that I would go to Forks and help her. She was only 16 years old for fuck sake and there was no way that she would want to have this baby. So I would be there for her while she has the abortion. I would pay for it and make sure she got the best medical care possible and then we could put it behind us and go on with our lives.

I walked out of the dressing room and told Jasper and Emmett that I was going to Forks to talk to Bella.

Jasper looked at me with his mouth wide open.

"Are you sure Edward?" He asked me.

I nodded "Yeah, I'm sure."

He gave me a small smile. "Well wait a few minutes so that I can get changed and go with you as I would like to see Alice," he said as he walked to his dressing room.

I picked up my cell and rang my PA. She answered on then second ring. I knew that she had a crush on me and was always eager to please.

"Hi Silvia, could you clear my schedule for the next week. I have to go out of town and clear up a mistake," I stated.

"Sure Edward, relax and don't worry about a thing. I have it all covered," she answered in a giddy voice.

I hung up the phone without saying goodbye. Jasper came out of his dressing room a few minutes later and we got into the car and went straight to the airport. I already had my passport, so I decided to buy some clean clothes when I got there because this simply couldn't wait.

If all went well then by the end of the week there would be no baby and if she decided to be stupid and keep it then she would have to do it alone, as one way or another I refused to be a father at the age of 20.